BROO DID YALL SEE THE STRANGER THINGS SEASON FIVE ANNOUNCEMENT???

idk if it's bc im growing up or what but recently ive been noticing all that my mom does, so much more. and the way that she's treated by my father. now im not my father's biggest fan, but recently it's more of a definitely not my father's biggest fan. and idk if this is js what goes on in a marriage or what but it irks me the wrong way, so badly.

first off: my dad had to get up early one day, and he told my mom (on a day she didn't have to go to work) to set an alarm on her phone so that she could wake him up. and she, regularly, gets up early on those days just to wake my dad up and make him breakfast and coffee.

then: she asked him if he had a doctor's appointment that day, he said "why would i know? you check." and shes the one that's always setting up his appointments and she goes with him for doctors appointments and shit. like he's a baby and not in his fucking fifties.

next: me and him went to the store today, and we came home. i got myself my lunch and he told my mom, "get me something for lunch. you don't need to make it-" when she offered to make a sandwhich- "just anything." and this was AFTER she said that she has to call somebody for work. and i asked her like don't you need to get on a call and she said yeah. then i said, "then why doesn't he make his own lunch?" and she repeated it to him, laughing. as if that wasn't an option or smth

there's definitely more, and don't get me wrong, she does like him (somehow) but it's js annoying to see that happen. especially in a society like ours to notice that my mom is being treated like all those other women out there, it's an odd feeling.

introduction!

1-15-2025

hi!!! my names my-little-universes but you can call me gabi. idk how to do this but imma wing it. okay here we go.

fandoms i like!

the maze runner (down badd)

marvel (also down bad)

harry potter (also down bad pt.2)

stranger things

gilmore girls

the outsiders (also down bad pt.3)

hamilton

billie eillish

stray kids

other random shit!

age - why tf you wanna know...???

music - billie eillish (!!), kendrick lamar, adrianne lenker, conan gray, chappel roan, megan thee stallion, mj, stray kids, and more.

oh im a girl. and very bi.

i curse a lot. im trying to get better, swear. (im not.)

lovee to read. and write. currently in the middle of writing a tmr fanfic!

into politics a little.

hate the living shit out of school.

my online name is gabi cuz that's what my spanish teacher used to call me when she couldn't pronounce my real name 😭

not a fan of math.

my ao3. dont expect regular updates. i try but i edit my shit wayy too much.

tags!

this bit is like the constitution, she's an alive document. so whenever i think of/get new tags ill add em.

so farrrr the only tag i have is "a little universe" (get it? cuz of my name?) and its used when i talk about my fic!

okay idk what else to add. bye!

what's my biggest fear? why, thank you for asking.

one day realizing that i don't remember the names of the girls i sit with at lunch. one day realizing i don't remember the names of the kids in my classes. one day realizing i don't remember what my friends really looked like. realizing i don't remember their favorite colours. or where they're from. or what their favorite class is. who their favorite teacher is.

realizing i don't know where the girls i sit with at lunch are right now. if they've had kids. if they've gotten married. what they're studying. what they studied. what they're job is. if they've traveled. if they've left the country. if they've moved streets or towns or counties or states.

realizing that time has drawn us apart. currently we are an interwoven thread, every single one of us so much of the other, every single one of the other so much of us, but in 5 years or 10 or 15 - we might be strangers. realizing that time had strung us together, made us all so important to one another, just to pull us apart slowly. to make us memories. photographs. old texts. saved snapchats. journal entries.

my biggest fear is time - pulling me along a path that i have absolutely no choice but to follow. no choice to stop and change. what i do, i do. what i did, i did.

my grandma is dead. it was my parents wedding anniversary. my dad bought flowers and a cake. i came home screaming, "happy wedding anniversary!!" only to be cut off by my dad. he pulled me aside and said, "grandma's dead."

my grandma is dead. it's my mother's birthday february 1st. she's turning 49. my brother was meant to come home and we were gonna plan a surprise for her.

my grandma is dead. ten minutes after i found out, i took my dog out for a walk. i left at 4:20. i came back at 5:30. i was crying the whole time.

my grandma is dead. the grief came in waves. i would remember, then cry, then stop. and then remember, then cry, and then stop. remember, cry, stop. remember, cry, stop.

my grandma is dead. the last thing she said to me was, "stay safe. ill see you next time,". now there is no next time. the next time will be me infront of her grave.

my grandma is dead. i was too scared to talk to my mom. too scared to look at her. i would cry if i did. and i can't cry infront of my mom about her mom dying, that's rude.

my mother's mother is dead. she has no parents any more. when we went to visit her, my mom would tell my cousins and aunts and uncles that her mom was fine. she was bedridden but could still speak, she could still remember everything, she only had trouble hearing. she would tell everyone that that's how strong her mother is. was.

my grandma is dead. and god i miss her. id only ever seen her 12-16 times. me and my family live in the us, but everyone else lived outside the us. traveling home costs a lot, and so we could only go once a year. but i wish we went more. i wish i talked to her more. i wish i sat with her more. i wish she was still alive.

my grandmother is dead.

hey chat. if you read my fic on ao3 (which you totally should if ur a maze runner fan) PLEASEEEEEEE leave a comment. i would LOVEE to hear what y'all think about it, literally anything - whether it be criticism or compliments - would be so so so so so appreciated. <33

oh and btw, the link to my ao3 is in my intro post. or it's my_little_universes on ao3.

oh and i got an idea for a marvel fic so i may be uploading that soon. soon meaning anytime in the distant future.

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so ive been in my reading BAGGG recently and i js finished the seven husbands of evelyn hugo and as a VERY bisexual girl i absolutely ADORED the lgbtq representation in the book. (lesbian, bisexual, and gay.) so if anyone has any book recs that have lgbtq representation PLEASEE tell me some cuz i loveee being able to read it. and not just books, movies too!

its up!!! i hope yall like it, and leave a comment!

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i be grieving my past present AND future

Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

i can't believe that some people DONT like dogs like wtf you sicko get tf away from me

Spending adult money correctly

the thing that no one tells you about being someone who's gaurded over their vulnerability and their tears, is when you finally need someone to talk to, when your finally crying at night, your body shaking and your throat raw - there's no friend for you to talk to. you're alone, and for a moment, you regret being so tough on your emotions.