Hips Don't Lie || Pedro Pascal
a/n: my Spanish isn't the best now that I'm older, so if what i wrote is wrong, I'm so sorry đ. i made A's and could actually speak fluently, but then i lost it after high school and college đĄ. i may just have to re-teach myself in my free time. it's always good to know multiple languages! plus. Spanish is such a beautiful language, oh my word.
warnings: alluded smut at the end, Pedro being cheeky about having dessert first, sweetness, established relationship đ
word count: 699
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âWhat on earth are you doing?â You ask your boyfriend as you stumble into the kitchen. Music blared from the speaker, Shakiraâs Hips Donât Lie. Pedro had a spatula in hand, brown eyes heavily focused on the pan on the stove.Â
Whipping his head up, brown locks disheveled slightly from what appeared to result from a much-needed nap, Pedroâs smile fans across his face.Â
âI was trying to surprise you?â He says. âI didnât think youâd be home this early, sweetheart.â He motions you over.Â
A soft giggle escapes you as you wrap your arms around his waist. âSmells amazing,â You look down into the pan of red pasta sauce.Â
âLetâs hope it tastes good,â He laughs. He takes some of the sauce onto the spatula and brings it to your mouth. Parting your lips, you take some into your mouth, moaning at the luscious taste. The moment he sees your eyes tip back, he knows heâs declared the winner.Â
âShakira?â You chuckle. Pedro was unavoidably moving his hips in enchanting circles, your eyes focusing on his backside that jostled back and forth in a pair of athletic shorts.Â
âCanât go wrong with her,â He winks, bringing you forward after setting the spatula on the ceramic plate. He takes your fingertips, lacing his through yours, and begins to move you back and forth.Â
Laughter escapes you as you allow him to move you. Front and back the two of you go.
âCome on, baby!â Pedro exclaims, holding your hips. He pushes them in fluid motions. âI know youâve got it in you. Iâve seen you dance.âÂ
Giggling, the fluidity of your hips put Pedro in a trance, his eyes hyper-fixated on you. âEsa es mi chica,â He purs, accent flooding your ears.Â
He twirls you in circles, bringing your back to his chest. âBack and forth, there you go,â Pedro continues holding your hips.Â
âYouâre putting us in a questionable position, Mr. Pascal,â You giggle.Â
âAny position is questionable with you, mama.â He laughs in return, kissing your neck. He glances over his shoulder and puts the stove eye on a lower heat before returning to you.Â
Youâve got each other by the hand, taking turns around the bar in your kitchen. Heâs soon picking you up, your legs wrapping around his waist.Â
âPedro!â You squeak as the backs of your thighs meet the cold countertop.
âMmm?â Pedro purs, finding the softness of your neck with his lips. Still dancing to the beat of the music, he holds your hands in the air while kissing your sweet spot, inflicting the roll of your eyes. You arch your back slightly, feeling him slowly drop your hands.Â
Pedro pulls his fingertips down your arms while yours lace over his shoulders, caging him to you. He grins against your throat, slowly finding his way up. With playful pecks leaving a hot trail on your skin, heâs under your jaw.
âYou smell so good, baby,â He inhales your perfume. He wants to fall into a pool of it.Â
Youâre not able to break the smile from your face. You lace your fingers around his cheeks, stroking lightly the stubble on his cheeks.Â
âWhat happened to dinner?â You ask him, cocking an eyebrow.
Pedro being quite the prince of seduction, allows his eyes to sinisterly trail the length of your thighs before promoting the floodgates to open based upon the daring look he gave you.
âDessert sounds good right about nowâŠâ He bites into his lip, taking one of your hands and bringing it to his warm mouth.Â
âYouâre always so horny!â You giggle.
âAre you complaining? The counterâs a wonderful spot to be. Youâre off the ground, youâre essentially on a plate for me⊠Come on, baby,â He giggles. You roll your eyes at him, but feel as he hops on the vacant side.Â
âPedro!â You yelp, especially when he starts to push your back to the cold surface now, gently holding your head on the way down.
âWhat can I say, baby?â He sighs. âI canât resist you. No matter how hard I try.âÂ
With that, he seals his lips to yours, solidifying the fact that dinner wouldnât be until much later.
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Synopsis: Bradleyâs washed up before his career has even really begun. He doesnât want to fill his fatherâs shoes and he doesnât want someone else to either. Stuck in limbo, living the same way he always has, the opportunity to step up wanders through the door of his gym in a mini dress and heels that are a size too big.
Warnings: references to domestic violence in this chapter â no graphic scenes, but mention of injury.
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The sound of the plate hitting the wall behind your head still echoes in your ears. Buying tempered glass plates had sounded like a good idea nine months ago. Under a dollar per plate. A short term solution to furnish your first place. They had worked just fine, nothing special. But, it turns out that tempered glass shatters just like youâd expect it to.
Thereâs a slight limp to the way youâre walking. You donât feel the pain, but your body still canât function at full capacity. You know that canât be good.
Blood spills out onto your skin as quickly as the warm, summer rain can wash it away. The cuts are small, you wonât need medical attention for them. Except for maybe the one on your foot. Walking barefoot in downtown San Diego canât be doing you any favours there.
You breathe out, a choked whimper as you step barefoot onto a metal bottle cap. Your foot is sore and bloodied, but most importantly â bare. You hadnât bothered to grab shoes.
Things with Jett had always been fiery. He was so passionate. You were stupid for thinking that that was a good thing.
âHey!â
Stumbling back a few steps from the edge of the curb, your eyes go wide as you back away from the approaching car. You glance down quickly at your feet, then back up. Thereâs probably enough adrenaline in your system for you to start running, youâre just not sure how far.
Itâs not his car. The realisation is sudden and uplifting, you stop moving and squint as it pulls up to the curb, blinded by its white headlights. The window rolls down and youâre met by a faintly familiar face.
She has dark hair and sheâs frowning at you, clearly concerned. Your mind races, trying to determine if sheâs safe or not. Jett will come looking and you canât risk one of his friends â
You take another step back as you realise where you know her from. Bradshawâs. She works there. Your mouth goes dry as you ready yourself to run again. She reaches for the radio and turns it all the way down, silencing the upbeat pop rock coming from her stereo. Her face scrunches further.
âAre you okay? â Can I call someone for you?â
Natasha stares ahead of her, her heart sinking. Youâre wearing pyjama shorts and a t-shirt, both soaked through, your hair sticking to your skin. Thereâs an edginess to the way youâre looking at her, youâre flighty â terrified. All explained by the blood on your arms, small scratches and bloodied footprints behind you.
You slowly shake your head. Standing on the edge of a busy road, all that you can hear is your heartbeat pounding in your ears. Jett. Sheâs going to call Jett.
You take a few steps. Her eyes widen. Downtown isnât the most walkable â or safe â area, and youâre about to take off.
âHey, hey â itâs okay. I wonât call anyone. I promise.â She calls out. You see her mouth move, but itâs useless trying to understand what she says. You feel nauseous and tired and wide awake all at the same time. A few more stumbling steps back.
She grabs her door handle and slips out of the car, rounding the hood with her palms open and outstretched in front of her, moving slowly. Youâre a deer in headlights, heart racing as she slowly approaches you.
The last thing she wants is to lose you down here. This can be a bad spot at night, especially in your condition.
âYouâre drenched,â Natasha says softly, brows knitting together in concern. You blink, staring ahead at her. She offers her hand out slowly towards you. âWhy donât you get in the car, okay? â We can figure this out.â
You jolt the second her fingers graze your skin. She doesnât pull back, not wanting to spook you. Instead, she brushes her thumb gently across the back of your hand and slides her palm loosely into yours.
âPlease?â
Next, youâre sitting in the passenger seat of Natashaâs classic mustang, shivering. Out of the cold, it all hits you all at once. The pain in your foot, in your head, in your chest. Natasha exhales softly as you begin to sob. She has a good idea of what must have happened without needing to ask.
Turning the heat up, she turns her head towards you, her features soft.
âDo you need somewhere to stay tonight?â
Natasha is one of three girls, and she has been mocked her entire life for being the least caring, the least maternal of all of them. Her sisters already have kids and husbands who they adore taking care of. Natashaâs a semi-pro female boxer â theyâve never understood her.
But, considering that you know none of that, youâre impressed at how she cares for you. A stranger. She barely even knows your name â only from hearing Jett scream it. You donât know hers until youâre sitting on the floor in her living room as she digs through her first aid kit for you.
You wake up early the next morning, curled up into a throw pillow on her couch, wearing some clothes that she fished out of the very back of her closet. Your clothes should be dry by now after she had washed them last night.
You lie there for a while, facing her television, thinking of what comes next.
This makes you homeless, you suppose. Youâre miles away from family, and you know that Jett will be periodically stopping at your friendsâ homes looking for you.
Pushing yourself so that youâre sitting, you exhale softly.
Sitting in her room with a stranger on her couch and the overwhelming need to do something, Phoenix has laid awake most of the night thinking of what to do. By morning, she has decided.
âHey, Rooster â I need a favour.â
You wipe your cheeks quickly, sniffling at the sound of her feet padding along the hallway towards her living room. Her apartment is small, but you really like it. Itâs more feminine than you would have expected for her.
A plush white couch, with a red wine stain hidden under a throw pillow. Courtesy of Javy, who youâll meet soon enough. Pictures of her, and her friends and family all around. A knitted cat plushy on the corner of the couch. A gift from Bobâs mom.
A white and green theme, with splashes of other colour, passes through the apartment. Itâs tidy and meticulously organised. She seems to be kind of a perfectionist. She rounds the corner and slows, reminding herself not to spook you, even though sheâs excited by her genius idea.
âMorning, how are you feeling?â She asks softly, stopping in the archway. You offer her a sheepish smile and blink hard, trying to make the tears stop.
âUm, embarrassed.â You breathe out, voice still trembling. Normally you arenât the kind of person who would be out in the street at two in the morning, barefoot and wild.
Every other emotion remains under the surface. Aching, heartbroken, wounded in more ways than one. Embarrassed is all that you say.
Natasha nods understandingly, pushing her fingers through her hair as she moves to sit on the arm of the couch, crossing her legs under her. âI know you donât, like, really know me â but, um⊠Iâm not going to be able to sleep if I let you go back to Jettâs place.â
Not after seeing what she saw last night.
âSo, I, uh⊠I talked to Rooster, at the gym, and thereâs an apartment above it that⊠you could stay in for a while. If you wanted.â
Still cut and bruised from last night, your body finally hurts. Youâre left with the reality of what happened, and the only option in sight is to lean on a stranger. This isnât how you pictured things.
You raise your eyebrows, âThatâs so kind, but⊠I canât. If Jett saw me, or-â
âHeâs not welcome in that place. The guys all know it. He wonât be able to come within twenty feet of it without someone sending him packing.â
You donât have many options. Still, this one sounds risky. She watches as your features scrunch up with uncertainty. Natasha smiles softly and rests her hand against your knee.
âHow about you come see it with me? â Just take a look.â She suggests. Staring into her warm brown eyes, you already know that this kind of kindness is a debt you can never repay, and that she is a friend you would be lucky to have.
Again, youâre blinking back tears as you slowly nod your head at her. This time, not because of Jett.
Bradley whistles as he strolls through the door to the gym, an hour late for his shift but not hungover this time. Phoenix is sitting on the counter top by the front desk, talking away with Mickey.
âChildren.â Bradley greets calmly, swinging his gym bag off of his shoulder and dropping it behind the desk. He leans his forearms on the counter, in no rush to start working.
âD-Bag.â Fanboy greets playfully, making Natasha laugh.
âYour Mommy still not letting you say real swear words yet, Mick?â Rooster teases, raising his eyebrows. Phoenix laughs again. As much as she could train in places with better reputations, she would miss her boys too much if she left this place.
But sheâll never admit that, their egos are big enough already.
Mickey grins, then flips off Rooster. Rooster winks at him, then turns his attention to Natasha.
âAnd you â what did I tell you about bringing home strays?â He jokes, referring to the damaged girl sitting alone upstairs in a dusty apartment. Phoenix softens immediately and shakes her head.
âSeriously, you shouldâve seen her last nightâŠâ She says quietly, shaking her head. Roosterâs brows furrow slightly. âI couldnât leave her.â
Bradley nods his head. âSheâs moving in, then?â
âIâm not sure, sheââ Natasha stops speaking as the door behind the desk opens. Her and Mickey turn quickly. Bradleyâs already facing you. Youâre wearing clothes that might have been Natashaâs ex-boyfriends, cheeks blotchy from crying, legs covered in scrapes and shoes that are a size too big. You swallow softly.
âHiâŠâ You whisper. Mickeyâs the first to offer you a shy smile. The other two nod in acknowledgement. âUm, Nat, I donât know ifââ
âTake it. Please.â Natasha rushes out. She gets really cranky when she canât sleep, sheâs got a fight coming up and she just really canât take her nerves being shot like this right now.
You look towards Rooster, unsure. He simply shrugs, not really knowing what youâd like him to say. Heâs already in trouble for losing Jett as a client, Mav is going to freak out about them banning him permanently.
âIâll pay rent.â You decide.
Rooster shrugs his broad shoulders again, âDonât have to â no oneâs been up there since the eighties. Itâs a dump.â Mickey turns his head and frowns at his boss. Rooster would make an awful realtor.
âNo, I-Iâll pay. And I can help out here, I just â I need to thank you for being so kind to me.â You look at Natasha, sincere. Itâs almost a sweet moment. Until Bradley laughs. Every head turns to look at him. Phoenix scowls at him disapprovingly.
He pats the counter and shakes his head, still laughing. âSorry. Just the thought of you tryinâ to train someone. Donât worry about that, weâll take care of things down here.â He doesnât mean to sound like a douchebag, and somehow he still manages. Mickey wants to kick him.
You swallow, embarrassment burning through you as you nod slowly.
âIâll get you the keys.â Phoenix decides finally, drawing the attention away from how clueless Bradley has become over the past year. âCome on.â
She didnât give him the full details, so he doesnât know what youâve been through. Maybe if he did, he wouldnât have just laughed in your face and fatally wounded your already crushed confidence. Even then, he might have â Nat isnât sure.
Rooster hasnât been in a good place for a while now. For a while, he seemed to be getting better. It fluctuates â this week, heâs an asshole again.
Your new apartment has two entrances. One, the door behind the front desk. This leads you directly into the gym. Your second, is the back door by the kitchen, a set of steel steps that lead down to the back of the building. Behind that is a locked gate that leads out towards the marina. You now have keys for both of those, but not the gym. That seems fair.
Itâs mostly exposed brick up there, like the rest of the gym. A few wallpapered walls. Outdated, but youâre not in the space to be picky. Furnished, but also cluttered with the staffâs belongings.
You sit alone on the floor of the place for a while.
The door opens behind you, making you flinch and hurry to your feet. A short, older man with brown hair stands in the doorway with a frown on his face. Maverick. Natasha told you about him.
âHello.â He says softly, uncertainty in his tone. You echo back a quiet greeting. âYou live here now?â
Apparently itâs that simple. You give a small nod.
âLook, you donât have to pay rent butââ
âI want to.â You interrupt. âPlease. I canât stay here for free.â
Maverick folds his arms over his chest. âNat said that youâre good with computers.â You squint slightly. Youâve had an office job before, if that means youâre good with computers. Still, you nod.
âCall it a hundred a week if youâll help me put this place on the line.â
âOnline?â You ask gently. Maverick shrugs. Itâs all the same to him. Still, four hundred a month â heâs insane. You nod quickly. âOf course. Sure.â
He smiles.
âNice to meet you. Sorry for busting in, do you mind if I grab my jacket?â
You step quickly out of his way and let him in. So, this is happening.
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WHAT IS THIS I AM BARKING
i need him in a way that creates a new sin in the bible
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synopsis: betrayal sends Rhett veering further West, searching for answers and searching for himself. Instead, he finds you.
warnings: 18+, minors dni. Will be smut, violence and swearing
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Rhettâs been saying that heâs going to get out of here for about as long as he can remember. Even before he was angry enough to say it out loud, the promise had been scrawled with adolescent lettering, held within the pages of a leather bound journal that had been a gift from his grandfather.
There were days that Rhett really meant it. Some days he meant it more than others. Some days, it was more of an affirmation than a plan. Leaving the courthouse on that day in April, looking his childhood sweetheart in the eye and telling her that he wasnât coming back â that seemed more binding than any of the words he had told her before.
The sign looked bigger in his dreams. The Welcome to Wyoming, Forever West, planted in the dirt on the border of Montana â when Rhett had dreamed about covering it in dirt as it grew smaller in his rear view mirror, it had looked bigger. It had meant more.
His blue eyes watch the sign grow smaller. The road behind him isnât empty like it always is in his dreams. Thereâs a minivan behind him, the tired brunette behind the wheel is bickering with a child in the backseat. Behind her, a truck that doesnât look all that different from Rhettâs. He wonders if their journey is the same as his. Heâs certain itâs not.
Itâs a Wednesday when Rhett leaves. He doesnât say a damn word to anyone other than Maria, theyâll just try to ask him to stay. The road behind him isnât empty, and neither is the road ahead of him. Itâs different than in his dreams, but not in a bad way.
Truthfully, itâs like a pinch to remind him that heâs actually awake. That he did it.
Radio off, everything he owns on the bench beside him.
In his dreams, Rhett makes it further. Drives until he hits the horizon and then some. On that Wednesday, he drives until he can barely keep his eyes open and heâs got a cramp in his calf from the stiff clutch pedal in his old truck. He doesnât quite hit the horizon, but the glowing neon of a faded motel sign seems far enough there and then.
He has some money with him. Itâll get him where he needs to go, wherever that is. Winnings from bull riding and wages from helping out on neighboring ranches. What his father had paid him usually hadnât ever stretched far enough to make it into the savings.
Rhett pays for a room for the night, though this is the kind of establishment thatâs used to more of an hourly rate. He drops his bags onto the spare bed and sits down on the one thatâll be his for the night.
Heâs a couple hundred miles in, near Richfield according to the last sign before he took his exit. Idaho. Heâs been here a few times before. Riding competitions, auctions and stuff. Itâs never made too much of an impression before and it doesnât on that Wednesday night.
Thereâs nothing on TV, Rhett hadnât thought to bring a book when he was packing in the middle of the night. After about an hour, Rhett canât stand the sound of his own thoughts any longer. He grabs his coat and heads out, walking along the roadside for a bit until heâs at a bar off the side of the road.
Just another lonely stranger, sitting at a barstool. He considers tequila. After the couple of weeks he has had, he could do with something strong. But, he isnât far enough â he still feels that pull, telling him to go home and wonât risk being too hungover to drive far enough to shake that feeling tomorrow.
In lieu of tequila, Rhett finds itâs warmth elsewhere. After a couple of beers, Rhett settles out his tab. Pleased with his manners and intrigued by how he teeters on the edge of kicked puppy and mysterious outlaw, the pretty girl behind the bar tells him her shiftâs almost over.
Always a gentleman, Rhett makes sure she has someone to walk her to her car once sheâs ready to go. Itâs not his fault that they wind up walking a little bit past her car. Itâs her hand that dips into his front pocket and retrieves his motel room key â her lips that drag along his throat, her hand that curls into his hair.
She kisses him goodbye the next morning. He isnât sure how he feels about it, but her name plays on his mind through the morning and into the afternoon. Carrying with him through Idaho and into Oregon.
Itâs a couple of days of that. Driving around, learning new names between thin motel sheets, forgetting them by sundown the next day.
Rhettâs mother always had it in her head that he was a womaniser. He isnât sure where she got it from, considering that he didnât have his first kiss until he already had his driverâs license.
The hard part is, Rhett hadnât ever really known enough about himself to disagree with her. She raised him, saw the intricacies of his growing mind â if thatâs what she said he was, then it mustâve been true. So, Rhett let it grow to be true.
He isnât necessarily proud of it. But, he is somewhat proud of the manner in which he does it. Heâs never resorted to a sleazy pick-up line or a bold-faced lie to get a woman into his bed. Heâs quiet enough to be mysterious without being mysterious enough to be unapproachable. Handsome enough but not too put together.
Itâs been four days since Rhett left Wyoming when he realises that yesterday, he had turned back around. Heâs on the cusp of Montana, headed back the way he came.
He had stopped feeling the pull a day or so ago, because he had already turned back towards it. Heâs pulled off to the side of Route 212 in the parking lot of a diner, his head in his hands.
This had been predicted. It had been Ceceliaâs go to answer every time Rhett had threaten to leave. Go on then, Iâll be here when you get back. She hadnât meant it with spite, but those words had always struck Rhett like venom. When you get back, because she was so confident that he would.
He hadnât ever let her explain whether she thought that heâd be back because he belonged there or because she thought he just couldnât make it on his own.
Either way, sheâs wrong.
Rhett just needs a destination â an end goal. After five days of driving through the West, he feels scattered, and itâs just going to get worse. It was kind of stupid, to pack up and leave without anywhere to go.
Thatâs all he has to do â figure out where heâs going.
He grabs his baseball cap from beside him on the truck bench and secures it over his messy hair, leaving the truck in its space as he heads into the almost empty diner.
He takes a seat up by the counter and orders a coffee from the polite, young waitress standing behind the counter. He probably should eat too, he just canât stand the thought of more diner food. It takes him a while, but he orders a sandwich finally. Itâs the only thing on the menu that contains a vegetable and his bodyâs going to give out if it doesnât get one of those soon.
With no one here now to tell him not to play with his food, Rhett sits distracted. Under fluorescent light, calm country playing over a radio in the kitchen, he takes his time to look around him as he picks at his sandwich.
Thereâs a pinboard that sits behind the counter. Itâs partially blocked by the pale blue uniform shirt of the waitress as she texts on her phone, but Rhett can still see most of it.
Missing people, things for sale, help wanted signs â thereâs a mixture of stuff on there. Thereâs a piece of yellow card that stands out. Ranch Hands Wanted. The Blue Mountain Ranch, MT.
Itâs a stupider idea than driving aimlessly around the country, falling right back into what heâs running away from. Still, his mouth makes the decision before his head is on board.
ââScuse me,â Rhettâs voice gruff from not speaking much, he quietly clears his throat and brings his coffee cup closer to him. The waitress turns towards him and raises her eyebrows, a polite smile on her lips. âCould I see that notice, please?â
A quick glance behind her to see which one heâs talking about, and then sheâs looking at him dubiously. Her smile grows with intrigue. Rhett swallows, watching as the unpins the yellow paper from the board and sets it down on the counter in front of him.
He turns his gaze down and starts to read through the desired skills. All stuff that heâs been doing since he was a kid. Herding cattle, fixing fences. Nothing new except the scenery.
âThinking of joining the Mountain?â She asks. Rhett looks up at her over the brim of his baseball cap. Sheâs resting both hands on the counter and leaning forwards slightly, interested.
âDoes that sound like a bad idea?â He asks in response, setting the paper down on the countertop beside his coffee. He leans back in his seat and parts his knees. She looks him up and down, pink lips quirking slightly at the edges.
Handsome guy like him, hands that are clearly used to some dirty work â Lenaâs got a very good friend on that ranch that could do with a pick me up.
She gives her head a soft shake, âActually, I think youâd fit right in.â
Rhett hums. He bites the inside of his cheek as he looks down at the printed information. Somewhere to lay low until heâs got a destination in mind doesnât sound too bad. As long as heâs not back there, it doesnât matter.
Bojan CvjetiÄanin x fem!reader
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Warnings: mention of sex, drinking game, drunk texts
All of last night, your mind was all over the place. Your thoughts raced around like you were drunk. Ironic.
"You look well," Jere sarcastically said, pointing out your dark circles and the tired look in your eyes. You were getting ready backstage for rehearsals, now dressed in the same neon pink dress and orange tan along with Jere who was in his bright green bolero, both lighting up the dressing room.
"Thanks, I hadn't realised." You deadpanned while playfully smacking him, expecting to hurt him back, but instead of hitting his actual arm, you were met with his stupid inflated bolero muscle which did nothing on impact except flop a bit, earning an annoyed grunt out of you.
You were already irritated with your mind, thoughts, memories of the party or lack thereof, and not to mention the unspoken flirty tension - everything. Everything left you so confused and in need of answers.
Jere laughed at your smack but he saw the uncomfortable look in your eyes, "Hey, what's wrong? Something I said?" He raised an eyebrow and giggled momentarily but seeing the look still on your face paired with your grunt, he didn't tease you any further. He cares about you, not only because you are good friends, but because you are also his dancer and he needs everyone well enough to rehearse and perform.
He gently pressed a hand to your shoulder, hoping to lessen your uneasiness. "Y/n, is something wrong?"
You were not going crave in and spit out everything on your mind like this, not in some sort of fit of rage or anxiety, no, not that easy...so you lied...for now. "I just didn't sleep that well." (it's fine, you technically weren't lying...)
"Nervous for the first rehearsal?" Jere asked softly as his caring eyes looked at you, "I know how you feel, I am too, but we are in this together." he smiled. (Yeah, too together it seems...)
He assumed you were nervous for this reason so you decided to go with it. Again, it's not technically a lie. "Yeah," you smiled weakly at him, not wanting to worry him more or latch further onto the fact that there was more troubling you. It was time to focus on the rehearsals for the competition in less than a week. You know, for Eurovision, the whole reason you're all here! It seems you have forgotten...been too distracted.
Of course, he knew you well and definitely could tell there was something you weren't telling him but he didn't want to make you uncomfortable and push you any further, so he let it go. He knew that when you were ready you would talk to him. After all, he is your friend...
During rehearsals, you tried so hard to concentrate, truly, yet no matter how many times you practised your performance with the other dancers and KÀÀrijÀ, your thoughts continued to race, only feeding into your anxiety more.
Not even your dance moves dashing you across the stage could stop your racing thoughts.
You even almost stumbled over your own feet, nearly causing to ruin the dance for everyone. Skilfully, you regained composure like the true professional you were. Now, if only you could do that when Bojan talks to you...
Speaking of Bojan, he was currently secretly watching you from afar - admiring your every move - even the few you had done wrong, which he didn't think were wrong since he knew nothing about dancing. He just thought they all looked so elegant coming from you. The way your hips swayed in the tight pink dress, the manner you strode across the stage, your glossy hair that swung with every move.
All of it.
He had told himself he was admiring you, not creepily spying. Although, if anyone caught him looking at you, they'd probably think the latter. Even worse, if it was one of the other Joker Out guys. He'd never hear the end of it so he decided to go back to the guys, remembering to be back later which is ironically when he has rehearsals, after taking a final peek at you.
Following a tiring morning of rehearsals, even though it was now only the afternoon, all you wanted to do was go to your hotel room, shower, get comfy, (scream into your pillow) and go to sleep. But no, oh no, the universe was still not on your side. Outside, Bojan caught up with you and KÀÀrijÀ, standing before your out-of-breath selves.
Inside your body screamed because you weren't looking your best again, just like yesterday when Bojan saw you in the same orange tan and fake teeth, only this time it was worse since you were sweating and out of breath from performing. Nonetheless, on the outside, you attempted to put on a brave face. "Hey! You're still going to that bar later, right?" he asked cheerfully and explained how everyone else invited was still up for it, so you could tell he was really hoping you'd both be there.
"Yes, yes, it will be fun!" KÀÀrijÀ replied happily, as to him nothing was wrong.
On the other hand, you made an effort to avoid looking Bojan in the eye because you were afraid that if you did so, he may decide to bring up another incident that may or may not have occurred at the party, like before.
Your way of having false confidence did nothing as he still gave you attention by smiling, thankfully not another reference to something at the party, although, you could still see a glint of smugness in his eyes. Luckily, you all parted ways so you could begin getting ready, but you were worried about seeing him later. You really liked him, so what happened in that sauna? All you could remember was everyone being tipsy and...a kiss, you guessed, with your blurry memory. Was this tension you've been sensing all been a joke or did you actually do...something? You needed answers and ultimately thought it was time to talk to Jere. You did finally have some time to spare anyway...
Then, you both slugged your way back from the venue, tired from the rehearsal. But you both knew it was worthwhile for the competition. The finals were any day now.
When the two of you were at the hotel and in your respective rooms your first thought was to look for your phone, considering you hadn't seen it since last night...when you watched that interview. At that very moment, your memory jogged, and you remembered you were using your phone at the party. Phone...party... That's it! The answers may very well lie in your phone! Now you just have to actually find it...
A bomb dropped in your room.
At least that's what it looked like because you had ripped your entire room apart trying to look for your damn phone. The stupid block of technology probably holds some very important details, including but not excluded from; highly embarrassingly drunk additions to your camera roll and messaging apps, or worse, social media. So you desperately needed it now otherwise you might start believing you've made all this tension up as well as that sauna dream - That it was really a dream after all. Truly questioning your sanity right now.
"You don't remember a single thing do you?" As if to make things worse, Bojan's words from yesterday rang through your head, taunting you as you continued wading through the mess of clothes and items scattered across your floor to search for your phone.
Although it was harder now that the bomb (you) ruined it and your unanswered questions lingered tirelessly at the front of your mind.
Much to your sanity, his words were not true as when you finally found your phone you found something on it. Your dream was correct, and so were your suspicions;
Someone had crept in as you stood letting out a frustrated groan as you faced your messy room.
"Looking for this?" Jere asked innocently while holding your phone up in front of you.
Spinning around you almost tripped on the clutter on the floor, startled by his presence. In the action, however, you noticed the phone and instantly snatched it out of his hand while giving him a suspicious look. Funnily enough, you were very clumsy for a dancer.
You still hadn't answered back to him as you proceeded to go through your phone, determined to find evidence - there it was, you saw it with your own eyes: drunken photos, most were very blurry though you could tell what it was of - the three of you drinking and partying in the sauna - hot and sweaty. Your fingers frantically swiped through more photos, it got worse: You were stripping, thankfully keeping some decency, since you had kept your underwear on.
You gasped as you swiped through even more photos as memories came flooding back. Especially at one photo that almost made you drop your phone: Bojan kissing you, on the lips. Or you kissing Bojan. You didn't know who initiated it but at this current moment, you could feel his warm lips lingering on yours, making them tingle. Your fingers brushed your lips as your wide eyes stared intensely at the photo, needing proof he hadn't followed Jere into the room and wasn't actually kissing you right now.
Overwhelmed, you threw the phone on your bed. It landed beside you as you crashed face-first into your pillow, letting out a scream. Jere stood quizzically for a beat before glancing down at your unlocked phone still displaying your photo gallery... He blinked a few times in disbelief, thinking his mind was playing tricks on him, then began laughing hysterically. "I forgot you did that!" He clutched his stomach as he continued to laugh while moving closer to you who groaned at his reaction to all of this.
"Tuhma!" He teased as he playfully poked the side of your cheek instantly making you snap your head to the side and try to bite his finger. "Tuhma," he repeated under his breath as he acted faux offended, rubbing his finger on his hoodie as if it hurt while you glared at him.
"It's not funny!" You whined.
"It is..."
Glaring still, you playfully kicked him in the shin and sat upright.
"Okay, okay!" Jere put his hands up in defence.
"Careful, next time I will kick you where it hurts." You glared and glanced up at him causing him to keep his hands up in defence and take a step back in precaution.
"I doubt Bojan remembers it," He tried to reassure you but you had already sensed the tension and also the fact Bojan told you 'You don't remember anything at all, do you?'...
In a huff you ripped the phone from his hand again and shoved it in your pocket, not even wanting to look at it. At the virtually indecent photos with your best friend and his friend... You sighed and looked up at Jere in the eyes sceptically. "Did you see the last picture?..." You quietly asked, prompting his eyebrow to raise and his head to tilt in confusion.
Without a word you whipped out your phone again, showing him the kissing picture. "Oh," was all that came out of his still semi-confused self. "I thought the stripping was worse to be hon-" He started but interjected when he saw you frown again. Whichever you hated more would be what he'd try to focus on and help you with, regardless of what he thought was worse or not. In this case, it wasn't the stripping, or at least for now it wasn't, it was the fact that you and Bojan had kissed. And there was photographic evidence of this.
"Do you and Bojan remember it?" You caught him off guard with your question. "Because I barely did until now."
"I mean, kind of. Now that I see the pictures too," He shrugged and sat next to you.
"So it wasn't weird?"
"No, it is a sauna and we were drunk!" He attempted to comfort you once more, yet his next words were risky. "You do that all the time with me-"
"Jere!" you whacked him on the arm. "I- It was a sauna..." you tried to validate your actions as he did. "That's what you do..."
"What? Kiss people?" He giggled and nudged his elbow on your arm and his eyebrows wiggled teasingly.
"Remember what I said about that kick? It's still on the table. And I meant stripping!" you groaned out but your face went red as you realised what you said. "No! I mean, like, wearing little to nothing!" you covered your blushing cheeks and moaned out of embarrassment and annoyance.
"He hardly experienced the Finnish way. It's not like you were fully naked." He laughed and shrugged again, knowing that other cultures would probably be weirded out by that.
"I know that's normal but not to him, he probably thinks I'm some slut!" With another groan, you got up and hastily poured yourself a drink.
"What?" He shook his head, "No, he doesn't, you're overthinking. That kiss says otherwise-"
"IÂ WILLÂ KICK YOU-"
"You wouldn't," he grinned at you and laid down on the bed to watch you pour a drink, although in his vision you were now upside down, with a nice view of your a-
You turned back round.
With your drink in your hand (a cocktail of your choice with an added pink mini umbrella floating in there) you strut over to Jere and with your free hand, you playfully punch him where it hurts.
His knees raised slightly while he grunted in pain, rolling on his side, and laughed, "That was a punch, not a kick."
"I'll show you a kick!" You pulled him up off the bed and kicked him making him fall to the knees. "You asked for it," you laughed at him.
"True," he rasped.
When he recovered he grabbed a drink for himself - Glögi - which he bought tons of to drink throughout the year. "You just found out you basically have nudes with us and now you're having a cocktail. Don't you think you need something stronger?" He giggled.
"I'll show you something stronger," and before he knew it he was being playfully tackled to the ground, spilling his drink in the process. "NOT MY GLĂGI!"
All that anyone walking past the hotel room could hear was him screaming and you laughing.
"Are you going to get drunk?"
"Are you?!"
Chatter circulated amongst the bar and most of all back and forth in the group.
Staring at the glistening ceiling lights, your mind zoned out. Catching the warm comforting glow was much easier to face - compared to Bojan - since discovering the pictures. Did Bojan remember the kiss? Is he wanting more? Does he think you're being easy to get? Does--
"Y/n, are you okay?" Sat next to you, Kris kindly asked as the others continued joking about something you weren't paying attention to.
Immediately, you snapped back to reality and stared widely at him, as you did not expect him to ask you that. Quickly composing yourself, you cleared your throat and sat straight.
"Yeah, just daydreaming for a sec," An awkward laugh slipped from your mouth.
"Daydreaming?" Jan teased with his brow arched and a sly smirk, as he seemingly overheard you, pushing everyone's attention on you. "Who's the lucky guy?" He looked at you then Kris.
A tinge of red crept its way across your cheeks, only further egging onto his claim that you were daydreaming of someone. Of course, they didn't know that your daydream was not one of a favourable kind - you just wanted answers, instead of asking yourself the same questions over and over.
Speaking of questions, "How about we play a game of Never Have I Ever?!" Bojan asked and you mentally thanked him as if he saved you from whatever awkward questions would arise, although now you were regretting that too because Never Have I Ever is notorious for doing exactly that.
Nevertheless, he caused the group to erupt in excitement, agreeing. "Okay, we'll start easy," Bojan smiled and pulled his phone out to look up questions.
You decided to play along with it, maybe this could be your way to get some answers. If you were going to play you might as well play the best to your advantage.
The game began.
"Never have I ever..." - Bojan began to laugh - "fucked in a public place?"
Was he doing this on purpose?
"You said you would start easy!" Jure exclaimed, followed by laughter and agreement on the unfairness from the rest, and you simply rolled your eyes at his antics.
"It was the first one I saw! I'm sorry!" He continued to laugh as he held his free hand up defensively. "But you're wrong anyway, it would be easy if you have not done it...so, own up." He leaned on his elbows and rested his chin in his hands, smirking up at his friends.
They glanced at each other expectantly, waiting for someone to own up, but alas, no one did. "Disappointing. Anyway," Bojan took his shot glass and downed it - which meant a yes.
Collectively, the group was just as shocked as each other, before everyone started cheering him on, patting him on the back. "Oh, man, you just chose that to show off!" One of the guys said.
"As long as you used protection I guess..." You said nonchalantly, shrugging, as you still laughed a little. Play it cool, you thought.
"Of course," - Bojan held his pointer finger up as if to tell you to wait and pulled out the band's blue condom they sell on their website from his back pocket - "the only acceptable STD should be seize the day!"
"Oh my god" you muttered under your breath as your face palmed making the group laugh again.
However, one by one you all began to notice Jere's shot has been downed too followed by question upon questions from everyone.
"DAMN JERE I DID NOT KNOW YOU WERE LIKE THAT-"
"So tell us!?"
"WHEN? WHERE?!"
"UH- how did I not know of this?!" You questioned amongst the others, equally as eager to find out more, even if you were all being nosy. That's what Never Have I Ever is all about anyway.
Jere cheeks reddened quicker than he could hide them as he prepared to tell you more. "Eh, it's the forest-"
"THE FOREST OF ALL PLACES--"
"What about in the sauna?"
"Meh, Sauna is not always private."
It was your turn again. And you couldn't stop admiring Bojan. By now, you were all tipsy. You clicked the 'randomize question' button on the phone, read the selected question in your head, and instantly smirked as you knew precisely who would perk up again at this question.
"Never have I ever...lost a bet?" Immediately, Jere's face lit up in either embarrassment or recognition (you couldn't tell) as you laughed.
If anyone knew one thing about Jere it was that he had definitely lost more than a few bets while gambling - thus earning him the nickname KÀÀrijÀ.
So, he took another shot and everyone cracked up. "Yes yes, I am KÀÀrijÀ, you know!"
"Are you?!" you and Bojan spoke at the same time, making you both look at each other and giggle like little kids.
Seeing this round was getting slightly boring and you weren't finding out more about Bojan, you had a trick up your sleeve.
"Never have I ever...kissed two different guys in one night?"
Oh, he must have been doing this on purpose.
"I mean this could mean guys or girls,"
Ha. Nice save. Yet it was too late, because your leg slowly raised, your heel slightly grazing his trouser leg. Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it wasn't.
He locked eyes with you. Almost a glare. Almost a smirk. Almost letting it on to the others that something happened between you two.
Seemingly not getting the juicy answers they wanted, or they already knew them, they had moved on to a different question. Something about weird dreams Jan riding a turtle. Neither of you was paying attention. Why would you when your heel was grazing his leg so tenderly yet so teasingly?
His hands rolled into fists as he tried not to act on whatever thoughts he was having. You couldn't. So you smirked, pleased that you were at least embarrassing him a little like he was with the questions.
However, that question earlier about fucking in a public place was beginning to sound like a joke.
A hell of a lot more drinks later and all of you were most certainly drunk...
It happened to be Jere's turn at asking again. He started at the phone momentarily before speaking. "Eh, are you?!" his words slurred slightly as he started giggling. Bojan wheeze out a laugh, jolting his body against the seat as he laughed, leaning into Jere.
You were all in that drunk state where you didn't even know what you were saying and anything and everything became funny.
A waiter came over and said the bar would be closing soon, earning a bunch of boos from the group. 'Good thing restlessness was common amongst the group now.
"Time to go back to the hotel then," Kris began but Bojan interrupted.
"Guys, we're Joker Out, we love to party, hm?!" He quirked an eyebrow, shakily raising up his glass. Everyone glanced at each other momentarily, trying to see if you all agreed.
"It's crazy, it's party!" Jere excitedly approved and as if on cue everyone became equally as excited, cheering and clinking their drinks together one final time and getting up from their seats, making their way to a nearby nightclub Jan suggested.
You trotted along behind but ultimately decided not to go. "I'm sorry I'm just really tired!" You slurred your words, much to their disapproval.
"It's not like you to decline a party," Jere urged, drunkenly slinging his arm around your shoulder, knowing you wouldn't take it seriously but take it as a result of him caring about you. Bojan locked eyes with you again, for the first time since the heel teasing earlier. But you ignored him.
Instead, you opt not to have a sauna sequel. You smile and decline again, explaining that the hotel is just down the road, and saying your goodbyes.
"She's been acting weird lately..." You heard one of them say but you kept on walking to the hotel.
The second you plopped down onto your bed, having not even bothered to change clothes, you fell fast asleep. The alcohol in your system clearly wore you out.
An hour later, you jolt awake. You carefully lie back down, wondering what woke you up. You keep your phone on silent so it can't be that. A knock on your door catches your attention. Maybe it was that. Though, you really would have preferred not seeing anyone right now. Maybe a mass murderer is going around knocking on innocent women's doors. And maybe Bojan would save you.
Wait. Did you just say Bojan?
You decide to check your phone. Something compels you to check it. Groggily rubbing your tired eyes the phone light flashes, burning them slightly. Through your dazed vision, you see a dozen texts from none other than Bojan. Huh.
1:05 am: KÀÀrijÀ is kalsarikÀnnit rn, but not at home. what do u even call that?
1:17 am:Â *4 missed Facetime calls*
TISSIT
1:20 am:Â send nudes
1:26 am:Â HELP. THAT WAS JERE.
1:32 am:Â HE THREW UP
1:45 am:Â HE FAINTED LMFAO
1:58 am:Â hE'S SO HEAVY
But two, in particular, caught your eye...
2:35 am:Â WE'REÂ LOCKED OUT OF THE ROOM
2:40 am:Â SOS
Oh, great.
A/N: Definitions:
Tuhma = naughty
KalsarikÀnnit = getting drunk in your underwear at home
Tissit = tits
I heard that Glögi was his fave drink so I had to mention it :)
Please reblog if you enjoyed reading :)
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conor_o_donohoe ig story 19.7.2023
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Synopsis: Bradleyâs washed up before his career has even really begun. He doesnât want to fill his fatherâs shoes and he doesnât want someone else to either. Stuck in limbo, living the same way he always has, the opportunity to step up wanders through the door of his gym in a mini dress and heels that are a size too big.
Warnings: violence, probs boxing inaccuracies somewhere along the line, blood and injuries throughout the fic but will be specified in the warnings of the chapter. Smut and other 18+ content, minors dni, no warnings in particular for this one
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The apartment above Bradshawâs is about as glamorous as it sounds. Air Conditioning in the form of a couple of cracked windows and a dated fan that now only works on one of its three speeds, the middle one. Exposed brick and beige wallpaper. The highlight is the original hardwood flooring, a deep walnut colour. Itâs got a couple of chips taken out of it here and there, but it works.
You keep to yourself as much as you can in those first few days, making sure you arenât walking too loudly, arenât showering too late and arenât dropping things that could disrupt the people below. That being considered, youâd have to be being pretty loud to disturb the gym.
Theyâre much less concerned about raised voices and loud music.
Laying on the middle of the metal framed bed, the door to your room open, looking around your new place, listening to the dull whir of that old ceiling fan in the living room.
This entire thing would have been much less bearable without your friends. As much as youâve kept the worst parts of your relationship from all of them, not one of them is sad to hear that things are over between you and Jett â they were more than happy to help you get back on your feet.
The white sheets with pale blue flowers on them, those are Cassidyâs. The clothes, those are from Amy and Beth. The kitchenware is a mix of what was here already and Zoeâs â she always buys too many glasses and mugs, she was happy to get rid of some. The rug under the bed. The mattress topper that stops the decades old mattress under you from keeping you awake at night. They gave you what they could until youâre able to get your stuff back.
If you ever do.
You roll onto your left side, facing the built in closet at the far side of the room. Itâs got slatted doors, letting you see exactly how dark it is in there. That thing gives you the creeps. Itâs hard to decide which is worse â facing it, or sleeping with your back to it.
A bang outside. Itâs childish, but you pull the covers up to your chin and press your weight deeper into the spongy mattress topper. A car backfiring, youâre reassured by the sound of tires squealing away.
Living alone had sounded terrifying your entire life. Growing up, you had always pictured a boyfriend, or a roommate â someone, being here in this dusty old space with you. Itâs just as the wish passes through your brain that youâre instantly wishing it never had. As keys slot into the lock of the back door, youâre quick to wish that no one was here â that the person about to let themselves in would just disappear.
The door to your room is halfway open. It had seemed like a good idea before, you had been scared of not knowing who was out there. Now, youâre terrified of knowing who is.
The lock complies with a click and a heavy weight falls into the door, swinging it open. You flinch, squeezing your eyes tightly shut. Another car squeals by outside. Heavy footsteps on that walnut flooring. Stumbling. The door slams shut again, heavy handed enough to make the windows behind your bed shake.
You hold your breath, not daring to open your eyes.
More footsteps, moving from the kitchen into the living room space. The footsteps get softer sounding after two small thuds. Your brows squeeze together softly. They took their shoes off. Stumbling again. The footsteps slow for a moment, maybe to catch their balance.
Curiosity gets the best of you, you peak one eye open. His back is to you, and heâs shirtless. Itâs hard to see in the dark, but the muscled back and defined dimples at the bottom of his spine are just about visible. You swallow softly, shrinking back again, pulling the covers up higher.
Itâs not Jett â but now youâre faced with a similar problem to the one with the closet. Itâs not him, but perhaps itâs worse that itâs a stranger.
Your eyes widen at the sound of a belt jingling. Heâs still not facing you, but he is taking his clothes off. You press your elbow into the bed, pushing yourself up, holding your breath as you slide the covers back. His zipper tears open loudly. You wince, cautiously shifting your weight closer to the edge of the bed and then up. Those ancient floorboards betray you, creaking under your weight.
Heâs already turning anyway, heading for the bedroom as he kicks his jeans down his legs. Thereâs a lamp on the floor beside your bed â it should be on an end table but you donât have one of those yet. You reach behind you, crouched at the side of the bed. Fingers splayed out, searching for your life line. He struggles, stumbling again as the jeans catch around his ankles.
Cool metal against your fingertips, you sigh in relief as you grab hold of the lamp. He steps forwards, almost slipping, still trapped in his own jeans, slamming his palm into the lightswitch beside the bedroom door. Heâs standing right in the doorway now, facing you. Itâs too dark to see his face for just a split second, but thatâs about a second too long.
The lamp is already ripped from the wall and midair as heâs illuminated by the overhead light in the living room. He groans, squeezing his eyes shut in complaint at the sudden brightness, lifting his hands to shield his eyes. Your jaw drops as you suck in a sharp gasp â thatâs about the only warning he gets.
Itâs a plain white lamp shade on a golden coloured metal stand, about sixty centimetres from top to bottom. Well, it was. It slams into the muscle of his shoulder and clatters noisily to the ground. Just another chip in the hardwood flooring.
âFuck!â
Still caught by the ankles in his jeans, and completely blindsided by the projectile you just launched at his head, Bradley hits the floor and lands flat on his back. Luckily, heâs too drunk to really feel that.
He pushes himself up so that heâs sitting just as quickly as he fell. Moving maybe a little slower than usual, he blinks a couple of times and squints at you. You stare at him, heart racing, chest heaving.
Rooster groans again and slumps back down onto the floor, draping an arm over his eyes. âFuck, I forgot you were here.â He mumbles, slurring every other word, his voice muffled by his heavy arm over his face.
You swallow.
Heâs on his back in the doorway to your bedroom, wearing socks, boxers and â youâre not sure if you can count the jeans, theyâre technically still on, but not covering much. Heâs not moving. For a second, youâre worried you might have concussed him, maybe the wire had hit him in the head.
You tiptoe closer until youâre standing at his feet.
Heâs wearing white Calvin Klein boxer briefs. Natasha mentioned that this place was struggling financially, you wonder if you should mention that he probably has a future in underwear modeling.
Thick thighs, leg hair that canât quite decide whether itâs blonde or brown and a toned chest. You stare at him for a second. The arm that isnât over his eyes is stretched out above his head, muscles on full display under the dim light.
Reminding yourself of who this is and where you are, you nudge his foot softly with yours. He groans in complaint.
âWhat?â
âAre you⊠going to stay there?â You ask cautiously, trying to ignore how dry your mouth suddenly feels. He brings his arm down from above his head and adjusts his boxers, making your eyes widen. You pick a spot on the ceiling and focus your gaze right there. Thereâs a cobweb in the corner.
âYou tried to kill me,â He mumbles into the crook of his arm. He opens his mouth like heâs going to say more, then sighs tiredly and settles into his spot. You can see him getting comfy.
âRooster, um ââ You arenât sure how to say this. It doesnât feel right to kick him out, youâve only been here for a couple of days and it is technically his. But then, youâre not going to be able to sleep with him settled into a pile of smashed glass and wires on your floor. âCould you⊠um, maybeâŠâ
âCan I take the couch?â He asks tiredly, without lifting his arm up. Clearly, he was already aware of the fact that you were about to kick him out. You appreciate him asking, but saying no clearly isnât much of an option in the condition heâs in.
At least if he does stay, youâll be able to just close the door to the bedroom, and if a real intruder comes, theyâll see Rooster first.
âOkay.â You croak out, taking a step back from him as he starts to move. He kicks his jeans the rest of the way off of his ankles, grabbing onto the door frame for leverage as he pulls himself unsteadily to his feet.
He stumbles forwards and catches your shoulders, trying to find purchase. You wobble under the sudden pressure of his weight, unprepared for it. He stops and looks down at you, brows scrunching together. He smells like spiced oak and vodka, you pull back slightly.
âIs that my shirt?â His hands move from your shoulders, catching hold of the fabric in itâs centre. He lifts his gaze to look you in the eye. Youâre almost knocked off balance by him again, and this time heâs barely touching you.
His hair is messed from an evening of running his fingers through it, and letting the cute bartender who had been giving him free drinks all night run her fingers through it. Up close, his eyes are soft and brown and his lips are blush pink and pursed and â fuck, right in front of you.
You remind yourself that heâs waiting for an answer, glancing down with wide eyes at the white philadelphia eagles shirt that youâre wearing. You give a small shrug of your shoulders.
âUm⊠Iâm not sure, Phoenix told me to help myself to the stuff in the closet.â You answer quietly. Bradley nods, so, itâs his. He drops his hands back to his sides and nods.
He moves to take a step back and then stops. âCan I have a blanket?â
Oh, so heâs going to pretend that that didnât just happen. Thatâs fine, you can do that to. You step back, turning around and heading for the closet. He leans against the doorframe, watching as you search for something for him.
You turn around and pass him the blanket, then press one knee onto the bed and grab one of the pillows. He seems taller this time when you turn around, arms folded over his bare chest. Now that the light is better, you wonder if he regrets wearing white boxers.
They donât do much to hide his modesty, considering heâs standing in front of a stranger. He doesnât seem phased.
âHere you go.â You breathe, passing the blanket and pillow into his arms.
âThanks,â He stands before you, holding the blanket and pillow, not moving. His gaze falls down to his shirt once again. He was wondering where that went.
You shift uncomfortably under his gaze, wondering if the white of his shirt is as sheer on you as the white of his boxers are on him. He steps back, barely avoiding the glass on the floor as he turns away from you.
âGânight.â He holds his hand up and waves you off without looking back, dropping the pillow onto the couch and then following behind it. He settles onto his back and drapes the blanket over his legs, tucking an arm behind his head. Your fingers curl around the door handle, standing in the doorway.
He raises his brows expectantly, figuring that there must be some reason youâre standing there and staring at him. There is a reason, youâre staring at the tattoo on the inside of his bicep. You swallow and step back, starting to shut the door.
âGoodnight.â
âShe threw a lamp at you?â Javy whoops, throwing his head back, holding his stomach. Heâs got an infectious laugh, a goofy little giggle that doesnât quite match the way he looks. Jake chuckles at his side.
Bradley checks for a bruise in the mirrored wall by the weights section, struggling to keep the smile off of his face â itâs not that he finds the situation funny, itâs just that Coyoteâs laugh gets him every time.
âNailed me â sheâs got good aim.â Bradley breathes out, shaking his head. His memories of last night are fuzzy, but he remembers hitting the floor last night and then you standing over him.
He remembers waking up on your couch this morning in his underwear. Even if he didnât remember that, his stiff neck is evidence enough that he spent the night on a couch thatâs a foot shorter than he is.
âShh, shh - sheâs coming.â Rueben hushes them, leaning forwards on the ropes. All four of them turn quickly, catching sight of you as you round the corner into the gym. Youâre wearing a short skirt and a tank top â middle of summer, no air conditioning upstairs, limited resources, there are a million excuses for what youâre wearing.
âHey, sweetheart,â Jake turns on the charm as he rests back against the base of the ring. Javy and Jake are standing on the ground, leaning back, Bradley and Rueben are in the ring, leaning forwards. All of them watch as you walk closer. âHeard about your run-in with Rooster last night.â
Theyâre looking for a witty remark to embarrass Rooster, or perhaps an even funnier event that he may have forgotten given how drunk he was.
Instead, theyâre met with a slowed pace, widened eyes and a soft, âOh.â
A non-starter, a morning full of jokes dragging to a dull stop. You can tell that youâre slowing down the moment, but youâre really not sure what they would like you to say. Laughed at or laughed with. Itâs a blurred line and you havenât had much practice with the latter recently.
âHey.â
Heads turn once again as Maverick steps out of his office at the back of the gym and holds up his palm in greeting. The guys look back towards you.
âSorry, excuse me.â You say gently, stepping around them and walking cautiously towards their boss. If thatâs what Mav is, he seems to be, with the way they get all serious when heâs around.
âMorning, kid â you ready to talk?â Pete greets you, stepping out of his way and motioning for you to go ahead of him into the office. You smile softly as you pull your laptop from your bag and step into the office.
âSure, Mr. Mitchell â I got started with a website, itâs kind of bare but I wanted your opinion on the basics before I fleshed it out.â
His office is messy and poorly lit. The overhead lighting is harsh, itâs a single bulb in the centre of the ceiling with no lampshade. It might not be winning any awards for interior decoration, but there are plenty of other awards that adorn the room. Trophies, medals, belts. Framed photos.
Thereâs one on his desk of him with his arm around a young boy. It takes you a second to recognise the man who was laying almost naked on your floor last night, looking back at you as a fourteen year old. Heâs much smaller then, shorter than Maverick and skinny. Theyâre standing in the ring and grinning together, holding a trophy thatâs now on a shelf behind the desk.
They look happy.
âAlright, show me what youâve got.â Maverick smiles, sitting down on the creaky desk chair and motions for you to sit opposite him. The leather chair opposite is old, the leather is cracking and it squeaks softly as you sit down. He moves his chair around the desk so that heâll be able to see the screen.
It smells like dust and sweat in here.
Still, you show him the basics of the website, quietly amused at how impressed he is with even the most basic work.
âSo, do you have a job at the moment?â Pete asks, leaning back in his chair. You give a small shake of your head. Some savings, but thatâs all. He nods understandingly. âWould you like one?â
You raise your brows at him, fighting the yes that rises in your throat â you pause, knowing that you should ask more first.
âWhat kind of job?â
âConsider it like a social media coordinator. Put this place on the map like those gyms I see up town. What do you say â you think you could do something like that?â
Bradley grunts softly as Rueben catches him square in the ribs, the leather glove striking into his skin.
âDonât hit him in the stomach â I donât want to be cleaning up vodka puke today.â Jake calls from the side of the ring.
Itâs not that Bradleyâs off his game, or that Rueben is a full-time professional whereas the rest of them are semi-pro. Itâs just that Bradley had been staring through the blinds into Mavâs office, and he just saw you shake his Uncleâs hand.
He looks over there again as he recovers, breathing out as you step out of the office, smiling.
Things between Rooster and his Uncle Mav have been rocky for a long time â Rooster periodically makes it worse, sometimes on purpose, sometimes not.
He catches sight of Ruebenâs glove in his peripheral and ducks back. Payback Fitch is at the top of his game recently, and so far the most successful out of all of them â and yet, he still continues to train here. Bradley turns and swings, blocked.
You walk slowly towards the ring, holding your laptop against your chest, looking up at the two of them sparring. Swinging, dodging. You wince as Bradleyâs glove makes contact with Ruebenâs eye socket.
They go on for a while. Youâve never been one for violence, and up close, it usually just makes you cringe. But you like the way that they work together, in tune and paying attention. Maybe the fact that theyâre sweaty, muscles glinting under the overhead lights, maybe thatâs not so bad.
Jake raises his eyebrows at you from the other side of the ring, lips quirking softly.
âEnjoying the show, kid?â
You swallow, then look back up at Bradley as he and Rueben stop for a break. Rueben heads to the other side of the ring for water, Bradley walks to your side and grabs his towel. Standing over you, he looks down.
You turn your head and look at Jake.
âCould I try?â
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