Mellogore - Via Rena

mental health so cooked I genuinely question whether my brain is rotting.

ED recovery update!!

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I give up, lol. I've been trying to lose weight the right way; however, I keep "failing" and overeating. this past Friday, I binged & purged and I just got done binging & purging, with plans of restriction, which means I'm hoisting my white flag.

I am so tired of this constant cycle and failure. I'm not stating full starvation, I just don't think I should eat multiple meals a day if I can't handle it.

I understand this a stupid method which will lead to a dangerous binge/restrict mindset, this is just the last bet I have.

no tags cause why would I tag myself venting??

Not counting cals is valid

If not counting cals helps u res then it's valid

If you binge and dont count cals ur valid

If u care more abt how clean ur food is rather than cals ur valid

Eds r more than counting cals

cigarettes out the window

ED!!ED!!

anyways, recovery update.

I'm so done.

when i accidentally flash my scars to my friends:

"ill start tomorrow" bitch you said that 6 months ago, look at you still