mental health so cooked I genuinely question whether my brain is rotting.
• bind your chest
• wear masculine clothes
• have short hair
• have a penis
• swift as a coursing river
• with all the force of a great typhoon
• with all the strength of a raging fire
• mysterious as the dark side of the Moon
I honestly don't understand the problem people have with self harm... It's just a coping mechanism like any other. I don't want to k!ll mys3lf so it's not like its dangerous. Nobody has a problem with smoking and drinking even tho they are terrible for you but as soon as I decide to pull out a blade suddenly everyone's panicking.
why do I feel so powerful and in control after throwing up?
like, dawg. you are NOT them.
YOU'RE BULIMIC?!
binging→ feeling guilty but keep binging→ try to purge→ fail to purge→ feel nauseous→ binge again
what is my brain thinking i feel sick and i cannot stop eating?? pick a struggle damn