109.2
9 pounds away from goal weight.
50 sit-ups just because I had a slice of cake today.
I hate myself.
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IM SORRY for not posting yesterday š¢
I'm tired of waking up and wondering, "What's gonna hurt today?" I'm tired of them saying, "You're only 22, this shouldn't be happening!" But I am 22. And this is happening. I'm tired of complaining to my friends and having them hear the same sad story every time. I'm tired of being in too much pain or too sick from painkillers to do my job at work. I'm tired of chaining myself every night to a heating pad and ice packs. Soaking in Epsom salts, bathing in lidocaine, surviving in braces and bandages. When you're too tired to work out, too tired to stand up, too tired to keep your eyes open and each and everyday the alarm goes off and you dread being anywhere but your bed because at least there is no pain there. When you decide which brace goes on which knee based on the pain you're feeling and then end up changing it halfway through the day because now the other knee is hurting. When you have to decide which body parts need to be wrapped in tape and which need a hot patch. There is no longer a definition of fun when everyday you fight back tears that shouldn't even be there because "You're 22 and this shouldn't be happening!" But I am 22. And this is happening.
Melissa Rose "Burning Bridges While I'm On Them"
I just found my favourite part of the not today choreo
Keep the flame going for those we have lost to suicide.Ā
me at family gatherings
Can we just talk about this lovely relationship that is YOONSEOK.
We have Min Yoongi AKA SUGAĀ āi donāt give a shit, I dont give a fuckā who is so damn soft for Hoseok itās not even funny. Okae so yes, Yoongi is far from an apathetic or uncaring person (heās secretly a cheeseball) but he is straight forward, maybe even rather brash sometimes. Yoongi is a softie for his dongsaengs, and itās really pretty obvious.
I could seriously go on a rant about Yoongi really, but letās bring it back to the main point.
Keep reading
Namjoon didnāt go solo
Jin ignored SMās street-cast
Yoongi saw BHās flyer
Hobi didnāt quit
Jimin made it to the lineup
Taehyung went with his friend to the audition
Jungkook saw Namjoon and decided to join BigHit
BTS never gave up
WHAT A RELIEF THEY ARE 7, THAT THEY ARE TOGETHER
AND THAT THEY GOT EACH OTHER
Cr text twtĀ post:Ā https://twitter.com/3shells1991/status/1074110966269243393
I can contort my body into a thousand positions. But none of them feel the same way I felt when you held me in your arms at night.
Melissa Rose
So I've been super super anxious lately. Started a new job, went back to school after summer break. And now I'm not eating. Less in a purposeful way, but more in a im not hungry and I don't know what to do about it way. I need help. But I have no idea what to do. I can't go to inpatient hospitalization because I'll probably lose my job. And I can't miss school. But everything is getting so difficult. And I'm so lost and so confused. If you have any advice, please share. I could really use it.
I write my own poetry and fiction novels! I also love K-Pop, dancing, anime and sleeping š
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