Im so jealous of people who are able to find a partner so easily and get approached by people. Ive never had anyone take a serious interest in me before.
Just today a guy came to me and said “youre so pretty i might throw a chair at you” and started laughing stupidly with his group of friends (im not joking, he actually said that)
Or one time my friend forced me to go out with a boy that seemed quite nice but a week later he got back together with his ex.
And parties oh god… i had to watch my friends getting approached by guys the whole time while i just stood in the back waiting if someone would come to me.
Wth, why do you just go and ruin someones day? What do i do so wrong that nobody actually liked me romantically? Am i so unlovable??
Women who behave dont make history, so girl, go out, ruin your life, make a cult, share a twizzle with an old man, spray on way too much glitter and perfume, pray to your future self. Live your life.
And listening to the greatest song on repeat.
Im starting to believe that love is a non-existent concept created by artists so their art has more depth in them and is seen by many people.
Or maybe i just cant imagine myself deserving to be loved.
Or maybe it is both.
I am busy daydreaming and listening to music.
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What the fuck am i supposed to do when dad shouts at me that i need to change and mom shouts at me to accept myself
I get babied all the time and noone respects me, my privacy doesnt exist and i cant fight back, my feelings dont matter cause i overreact and idiots will be everywhere so i must get through it, i do everything and still everyone expects more from me.
Oh how i hate being the youngest daughter…
pe and teenage boys are my biggest enemies i fear