I am busy daydreaming and listening to music.
Does anybody match my freak?
First Lana Del Rey CD❤️🩹
I wanted nfr originally but they didnt have it :,(
Im so tired of boys not being able to notice what they did was wrong and apologize. They just keep arguing with you, being so sure theyre right even tho theyre wrong. Theyre so messed up, why cant you just apologize nicely and dont it again???
Im so jealous of people who are able to find a partner so easily and get approached by people. Ive never had anyone take a serious interest in me before.
Just today a guy came to me and said “youre so pretty i might throw a chair at you” and started laughing stupidly with his group of friends (im not joking, he actually said that)
Or one time my friend forced me to go out with a boy that seemed quite nice but a week later he got back together with his ex.
And parties oh god… i had to watch my friends getting approached by guys the whole time while i just stood in the back waiting if someone would come to me.
Wth, why do you just go and ruin someones day? What do i do so wrong that nobody actually liked me romantically? Am i so unlovable??
And listening to the greatest song on repeat.
I hate those girls who say “social media killed romance” and then they go get drunk with a vape in their other hand, having a new guy every week. Theyre all the same, copy of one another and expect every boy to fall on his knees for her. Social media doesnt kill romance, this stuff does.
Im starting to believe that love is a non-existent concept created by artists so their art has more depth in them and is seen by many people.
Or maybe i just cant imagine myself deserving to be loved.
Or maybe it is both.
My relationship with my curly hair is the definition of enemies to lovers