It's like, I see people on tumblr and insta and tiktok crying their eyes out about how miserable they are, sharing their traumas so openly.
And I feel bad for them, I do. But then this small, cruel part of me thinks, "they don't know how easy they have it."
I look at their rooms, their clothes, their faces, their art, their talents and recoil in jealousy. And I really do feel bad for them! I hate seeing other people in pain!
But damn I wish I had a room decorated that nicely. I wish I had clothes that cool and a real sense of fashion. I wish I were prettier. I wish I could be proud of the things I create and the things I do.
I'm pathetic, right?
I hate the days where everyone and everything makes me mad or annoyed because I don't wanna be that angry person but I literally can't fucking control it then I take it out on the people I care about and they don't deserve that
Work was slow today. Got myself to eat half a burger for dinner, but I didn't eat breakfast so I guess it's not really that much of an achievement
I’m a motherfucking stargirl
sukuna taking a bow at the destruction he caused
I just want affection. I'm sorry I'm such an inconvenience but is that really so much to ask for?
21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms
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