As I Get Older I Really Do Understand Why People Abuse Substances Now

when you’ve been in so much emotional and mental turmoil recently that going back to feeling absolutely nothing is actually comforting

kill me kill me kill me

what's the use?

have you seen the news?

buzz like flies in dog shit

I can't watch this

can't they get a clue?

history repeats too often

sitting still is not an option

I just wanna die

c'mon, kill me

I'll be fine

I'm a lot more effort than I'm worth

I really wish it was socially acceptable to say “I really don’t care” and people would just say oh ok and move onto the next topic in conversation, no hard feelings

Having to live a future you didn’t think you’d be alive for is so fucking hard

the problem with making my entire personality be for my friends is that once they're gone i'm nothing.