DAY 29

DAY 16

Idk but probably not one

Yeah not gonna talk about something I don’t fully understand:)

It was supposed to be metabday yesterday but since I got my period last Tuesday and ate more than I was supposed to because feeling sick and energy empty I decided to skip it for this week

I’ll definitely do one next Sunday but right know I will just focus on not going over 1200

Sh!t I’m constipated

ANYWAY GOOD DAY EVERYONE 🎀

Kinda proving me that I’m not 3@ting enough for my bødy to let go of any c@l I give him hehe

My dream right now is to hit 50 by next week

FØ0D DAIRY

Last 3 days

Add more coffee and u good ☕️☕️

Sat≈ 1800

Sun≈ 1200

M≈ 1800

Tuesday coming soon..

I’m not really active because I’m in a school trip. It feels like it’s also to test to see if I can r3str!ct myself while hanging out with my friends for three all day.. so far it’s working I said no to the morning snacks, just drank a coffee to stay in the vibe and didn’t even finish my plates (I hate throwing out food but I was feeling so full omg) proud of myself hehe Wish me luck for dinner, I’m setting the limit at 1800 since it’s also c@lør!3 deficit limit :)

PRESENTATION TIME 🎀

Gonna be really careful from now on cause my last account got banned.. soooo HELLO AGAIN EVERYONE hehe 🧚

First I’m gonna post what I remember from my last account, I’m happy I solved the problem cause I really like the motivation I get from the people on this app <3

So you can call me lali🌺, I won’t give my real name or other really personal information except the usual and that I’m an adult :)

I’m here mostly to talk about my journey, it feels great not to be alone sometimes and I don’t want anyone to notice that I’ve relapsed and disappoint them haha

I’m planning on l0w3!ght before coming back from my studies in a month and a half, at least 10kg (if it’s more I won’t complain tho). I’m 150cm for ≈56kg, very active (gym rat 🐀 haha) but won’t count my workouts in my total intake cause it’s gonna be toxic for myself.. LIKE GIRL AS IF what I’m doing now is healthy lmao 💃

I eat max 1800 a day but probably over counting because I don’t have a scale.. ANYWAY wish me luck and discipline and I’ll wish it for you ⭐️

PS: for those who are rec0vering or trying (what are you doing here?? Pls leave don’t do this to yourself!) good luck, you are incredibly strong <33 If you’re a minor I kindly ask you to not follow and if you see that I followed you pls block me it was a mistake

DAY 15

I was never able to before but I need to look “healthy enough” for other not to ask me questions Pls leave me alone🧚

WDYM I have more strength now ?? I mean I’m happy with it but the rationale part of my brain don’t understand right now

Okay soooo, didn’t do it. I tried, really… I even ordered some føød but I don’t know if I’ll be able to eat it. I really wanted to achieve that but I feel so sick right now

Wanna know the funniest part? Even with this potential diner I wouldn’t have reached the 1800...

Okay so it’s been 3 weeks since I started and I think it’s time to add a “m3t@b day” to the routine First as a challenge, to prove myself that I’m in control and that I won’t f*€k everything up this time Second, because I don’t want to damage to much my m3t@bøl!sm and g@!n everything back just because of a wrong day And last but not least, as an experiment to see how it will affects my bød¥ (did I g@!n3d, løst or st@gn@t3d) But honestly I’m supposed to 3@t more than 2000 A DAY ?? and I really don’t know how I’ll try tho, it cannot be that hard