ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🐣

My dream right now is to hit 50 by next week

Forced to 3@t only fruits for lunch?? Not gonna complain haha

DAY 29

AHAHAHAH no

But I do a skin care everyday so it make me feel like I am

I LITERALLY need to 3@t MORE than those FKING 800 if I don’t want to gain EVERYTHING back AAAAAAAAAAH

I don’t find the time tho.. aaaaand I’m not really hůngry either like- what am I supposed to do?

Lmao i just thought about summer, I’m working in a restaurant next to the beach during this time and the good point is that I’m gonna move every day like crazy and dancing/partying every night but the bad side of it is that I will only survive on pizza and alcohol hahahaaaaa

I’m mean it’s the vibe and I shouldn’t be scared because, even with my poor summer d!3t, I always somehow loose w3!ght during this period. If it worked before why would it be different this time? But I’m still afraid.. I’m starting in 1 month and a half

I’m thinking one pizza a day + couples of drinks (and probably some extra snacks added) should be my maintenance actually 😭 I won’t have the time to count my daily intake anyway

Idk if I’ll be able to journal during this time because it gets really busy during the season so if I disappear, it’s probably because I’m doing fine, just busy. Also I won’t be able to w3!ght myself during this time but I will try to continue m3@sur!ng myself to track my progress or maintenance (and reassuring myself too let’s be honest here lmao)

Bonus points: my boss shows 3d patterns but don’t really link them to it. She always making small remarks and constantly comparing herself to me so I don’t know how I’ll be able to handle it this year.. I mean the cheque is good soooo yeah MONEY HAHAHA

DAY 7

At the time, it was for the attention of other, I was craving validation. I wanted to stop people jokes about the way I looked and getting some kind of revenge I guess (I wasn’t fat nor skinny they were just mean + bød¥ d¥smørph!@ didn’t help) Now it’s more like an obsession helping to stop overthinking and numbing my feelings. I don’t do that for people, actually I don’t want them to notice nor asking questions, the “looking” part is just additional motivation because it’s just not the main purpose this time And actually it’s working, I’m feeling less miserable than 2~3 weeks ago so happy 🧚✨

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE ♟️

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~✖️ Snack~ 1 ice Americano + 1 peanuts salad with balsamic yogurt sauce + mini tempeh goreng Dinner~ Protein Kick salad with kimchi + chicken broth with shirataki noodles and tofu + 1 orange juice

Total:~ 1100

GUYYYYYS I’M SO HAPPY!!

I found a place (salad on the second picture) where they give the amount of c@l for each of their dish, it’s not expensive and doesn’t go above 500 !!? (This salad was 350) + It looks AND TASTES so GOOD <33 50 on the sc@l3 here I come !

Take my money lmao 😂

WDYM I have more strength now ?? I mean I’m happy with it but the rationale part of my brain don’t understand right now

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🦋 m3t@bday edition

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ chicken mentai rice + 1 ice Americano Snack~ 1 Sourdough chia cranberry + cherry tomatoes and vegetables crackers + chicken cheesy sausage +1 bottles of vitamin C orange water + 1 ice Americano + whole bread with Greek yogurt Dinner~ egg and cheese on slice of whole bread + green salad + 1 green tea

Total:~ 2000-2300

I really tried this time and I finally reached for sure the 2000 (I would normally need 2100-2300 for maintenance so it’s a win hehe) Since I would have never be able to do it in just 2 meals I tried the snacking small portions method and it worked pretty well

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🌱

Breakfast~ 2 ice Americano + Greek yogurt with corn and 1 egg + soya milk Snack~ spicy cheesy sausage + Egg salad wraps Lunch~ scrambled eggs with mushrooms sauce on focaccia and 1 chicken sausage + 1 ice Americano Dinner~ 1 gado-gado with kerupuk

Total:~ 1500-1600