“You’re TOO YOUNG” To Be ‘this’ Or 'that’

“You’re TOO YOUNG” to be ‘this’ or 'that’

- I was 12 when somebody tried to kiss me, and I thought this was the most uncomfortable thing that ever happened to ne

- I was 13 the first time I was called 'a weirdo’ for thinking that kisses were gross

- I was 14 when people laughed at my face when I said that people touching me made me uncomfortable

- I was 14 when I started to pretend and say “omg they’re so HOT” - even if I didn’t know what the hell is 'hot’ (it’s just not a word I use for people, never did) - because I didn’t want to be the weirdo

- I was 15 when people called me a 'freak’ for saying “NO” when they started saying they would fix me with some friends, because they assumed I couldn’t get a date on my own

- I was also 15 when in a game of truth or dare people laughed at me for saying that to me, making out was just uncomfortable (even talking about it)

- I was 16 when people told me I needed “to grow up” when I said that I didn’t feel comfortable talking about dating, and sex

- At the age of 19, people would side-eye me for leaving the room when the topic of conversation involved sex

I’ve ALWAYS been sure of what I liked and what I didn’t.

If I had changed in the meantime? That would be ok. But I didn’t, and this is also ok.

I’ve pretended to have crushes, and to find people 'hot’ just to fit in.

Until the age of 16, I used to pretend I had kissed 2 people, because I wanted to fit in.

At the age of 19, I was getting desperate, because I was getting old, and I still have the same thoughts I had when I was a kid.

At the age of 20, I’ve found out that it was okay.

I was alright all along.

There’s nothing wrong with me, never was! Yet, at the age of 23, I found people calling me 'toxic’, 'an abomination’, saying I don’t exist.

It would work well if I was a teen, but guess what?

It’s been a journey, but I’ve found myself. When I was young. I just didn’t believe it.

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5 years ago

Hello. I am always seeing your posts about Omega Izuku and I am loving them! I was wondering if you had any fanfiction based in this universe?

if you’re asking if i have fic recs of omega deku stuff; yes, yes i do

also they’re all tddk

Wrong in the Dark - fantasy au w villain deku (incomplete)

winner takes all - fantasy au a/a krbk but deku is there being a side character and he tells bakugou to fucking get it together and fucking confess already and i need that in life

Parental Instincts - there’s a lot of pregnancy shit on here and im aware most people aren’t into this shit but yall, this is fluffy as heck

Secret Love Child - i have this on my bookmark page but i remember jack shit but anyway au where deku is actually all might’s secret love child and is forced to marry 

(incomplete)

Because you love me, because they love us. - deku’s expecting but he doesn’t know it yet. also it’s a whole series

tourne autour de moi - “we met by chance , when we fuck but we’re compatible and i like you please marry me” 

(incomplete)

Lies you believe about yourself - to that one anon way way back asking about secondary gender dysphoria, here you go. also broke collage student deku agreeing to cheeto man to carry his son’s baby

Heat - that’s it

Fighting against Our Nature - same

Hard and Fast - same

Itch - same (incomplete)

Your Consent for My Love - same but longer

After Love - post heat fic

Starved - they fuck but it’s a fantasy au

my heart knows me better than i know myself - heat fic but they dont fuck

Absolute Territory - deku’s thighs appreciation fic

Bonded - slowburn ft krbk mmjr iichako and serokami

The Traveling Kingdom - todo ranaway from his kingdom, saved by deku who’s a royal from another kingdom (incomplete)

Sickeningly Sweet - deku’s a little shit

Bad Habits - domestic

Morning - they fuck but it’s soft

is this all of it? nope. there’s like 20 pages on ao3 on the tododeku tag alone

but if instead you’re asking about a fic i wrote myself for my own au, ahhahaha, i cant write for shit im sorry but the masterpost is over here if you wanna check it .w. its pretty up to date i think//shot

however @yamajuri wrote some family stuff of her au and that’s basically all i know sorry

4 years ago

How to make a 紫砂壶 zishahu (Chinese boccaro teapot/ Yixing clay teapot)

cr: 拾七紫砂

7 years ago
Thank You Sense8 For Creating This Amazing Cluster. 

Thank you Sense8 for creating this amazing Cluster. 

“I am also a we.” 

7 years ago

Same feeling here!! 😢😢😢😢

What I Gathered From The Finale

- Riley is canonically bisexual

- Rajan, Kala, and Wolfgang are in a poly relationship

- Nomi’s mom loves weed

- Sun’s dog is the only family that matters

- Lito is the most flexible actor out there

- Will and Diego are the bros of the century

- Capheus loves everyone and is a beautiful angel

- EVERYTHING IS FINE AND GREAT IM JUST SAD THAT ITS OVERRRR

9 years ago
Fue Entonces Cuando Me Dí Cuenta, Tras Conocer A Zen Y Pasar Tiempo Con él… En Los Sentimientos Con
Fue Entonces Cuando Me Dí Cuenta, Tras Conocer A Zen Y Pasar Tiempo Con él… En Los Sentimientos Con
Fue Entonces Cuando Me Dí Cuenta, Tras Conocer A Zen Y Pasar Tiempo Con él… En Los Sentimientos Con
Fue Entonces Cuando Me Dí Cuenta, Tras Conocer A Zen Y Pasar Tiempo Con él… En Los Sentimientos Con

Fue entonces cuando me dí cuenta, tras conocer a Zen y pasar tiempo con él… En los sentimientos con los que tenía cuando estaba con Zen, todavía eran emociones que no había encontrado. Shirayuki: Zen…Te amo Zen. Eres preciado para mí, te respeto y quiero ser tu fuerza, pero ahora me doy cuenta de que te amo, pero por eso…Todavía no sé si esta bien mirarte de la misma forma en la que te miraba hasta ahora…

4 years ago

Okay seriously. Reblog if you're OLDER than 11.

5 years ago

Why Modern Cartoons is Not Great as it Used to be in this Decade

As 2010′s draw near to the end and begin a next-generation, cartoons have changed from being a fun episodic adventure with a meaningful message and can get dark sometimes to a story-driven show with deep messages. While cartoons have a great start in early 2010s such as Adventure Time, Regular Show, Gravity Falls, and My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, however as time passes cartoons are becoming less interesting and not many aren’t talking about it. So what the hell happened with modern cartoons? Let’s get to the bottom of what happened to this decade of cartoons and why isn’t anyone talking about it anymore 

The Animation Quality 

The quality of the animation of cartoons back in 2000′s were amazing, so many variations of animation styles that look very appealing such as 

Samurai Jack 

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Avatar: The Last Airbender 

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Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends 

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Recess 

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Proud Family and so many more

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But now in modern cartoons, most cartoon shows are using a similar style of animation which many people called it “Calarts style”. Most cartoon shows are using because it’s cheap however it takes away creativity, more detail nor being organic. Look at Infinity Train, compare from the pilot to the release 

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It looks very boring having most cartoons look the same. Then there’s artistic freedom where creators let them draw whatever they want such as Steven Universe and OK KO. That sounds good but really though it just looks lazy and unprofessional. This is very distracting that most characters go off-model every scene like why Rebecca and Ian-Jones Quarry think it was a good idea! 

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Great to Below Average

So now let’s talk about the three shows that were once popular Steven Universe, Voltron, and Star vs The Forces of Evil. The trope I’ve been seeing as of late about these shows that it was pretty hype and they deliver on that. All they need to do is conclude it and call it a good cartoon but then crash and burned in later seasons. 

Steven Universe didn’t get popular until “Jailbreak” and that was when everyone was watching it. It had character development, an interesting world of gems, a gorgeous background and has one of the best soundtracks. This isn’t surprising because the creator is the same person who wrote Marceline episodes in Adventure Time which was Rebecca Sugar that created the series. Then season 4 and season 5 happened which the show drop in quality like mostly the show prefer showing filler which makes the plot go too fast and made arcs underwhelming, crystals gems and Lapis Lazuli and Peridot aren’t being used that much in the show and having each villain being beaten by simply talking to them. While there is Steven Universe Future but that hasn’t gotten interesting in my opinion. 

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Star vs The Forces of Evil is a show used to be interesting for the two seasons and “Battle for Mewni” arc but then shipping drama got out of hand and that resulted to fell from grace 

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Then there’s Voltron and we all how that turned out for the last two seasons

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What these three have in common that they set up this interesting premise and world in the first few seasons but they all went downhill. Awful character writing, insane plot twist, and terrible pacing. I did wish that those shows would get better like how Adventure Time and Regular Show had one bad season but after that, they both got better but they didn’t and it went from being great to disappointingly average. 

Comedy Over Messages

Now that’s got the most hype shows, let’s talk about shows that not many people talk about because the premise and world aren’t engaging enough to watch and which they are We Bare Bears, Craig in the Creek, Clarence, OK KO, and The Loud House. While I’m not saying they aren’t bad but it is just not interesting to watch, it’s just that it’s too tame and too comedic. The main issue I have it doesn’t really teach viewers like they used to anymore 

OK KO was about to talk about gun violence but they turn it into a comedy. In “Let’s Not Be Skeletons” people overuse the gun and resulting everyone to turn skeletons and KO tries to stop it but fails. By the end of the episode, it was a dream and calls Congress to stop it from happening. I really hate how writers of this episode of making a serious issue turn into comedy and that’s a pretty awful way of doing it. 

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Look at Static Shock and Fat Albert, instead of making Gun Violence a joke, they talk about how serious it is by having someone shot and that devastated the characters a lot 

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Then there’s Hey Arnold, it really dives into serious issues such as 

“Pigeon Man” showcases that some people are meant to be with other people while others like Pigeon Man are just different and can’t be with other people. 

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“Helga on the Couch” showcases Helga’s anger issues and those issues manifest because her family ignores her because of her sister. Never truly cares for like no makes her lunch for school and no one brought her to school when she was a young girl. The only person that cares for was Arnold.

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Then there’s my personal favorite, “Arnold Christmas”. Mr. Hyunh is always sad at Christmas and this episode revealed that he had a daughter and all he wanted was to see her grow up but there was a war coming near his village. In order to do so, he had to give her up so she can have a better life. It took 20 years to get out of the country and he almost gave up hope to find her until Helga helped Arnold to search for her and be reunited with her father. 

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Modern cartoons don’t show those kinds of messages anymore and there’s something worse than that and I hate how cartoon shows keep doing this. 

Today’s Villains

I” ve been seeing a lot lately that the main antagonist isn’t handled well in cartoons as of lately. Most villains have been getting redeemed lately and not paying their crimes. While show creatures try to make them sympathetic and the victim however it doesn’t excuse them for their crimes. 

White Diamond who caused multiple mass genocide on worlds, brainwash any gem that stands in her way and shatter gems gets easily defeated by simply getting talk to and just not gonna do it anymore because Steven said so. 

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Mina Loveberry and her Mewni soldiers wanted to destroy monsters. When her and her army magic depleted, she just goes in the wilderness and no one stopped her. 

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Moon Butterfly helped Mina create her soldiers so she can retake the throne from Ecipsa. Instead of having the monsters and her surrendering the throne that she was attending to do, however, her plan backfired when Mewni Soldiers and Mina wanted to kill all the monsters. Why didn’t Moon saw that coming, they were clearly racist against them. Then by the end of the show, she never once apologized for what she has done. 

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Starlight Glimmer created a cult that no one has cutie marks until the mane six defeated her in “Cutie Map” She returns and her revenge on Twilight by going back in time and making sure Rainbow Dash doesn’t perform the Sonic Rainboom. After multiple going to multiple timelines, she finally catches up to her and then her tragic backstory been revealed and it was very disappointing. The reason she caused all of this because her friend moved away and that’s it. That’s not all, instead of her facing her crimes like most villains such as Tirek or Queen Chrysalis, she gets off the hook and she became friends with Twilight in a matter of minutes 

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A good example of a good antagonist is Aku from Samurai Jack. When he first appeared in the show, he’s pure evil, destroying anything that stood in his way and ruling over the weak but as the show progresses, the serious villain became more comedic villain but that doesn’t mean he’s a silly character, he’s far from that. He’s still all-powerful and should be taken seriously. This is what I want from a villain.  He’s powerful, he’s truly evil and has a personality. 

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Villains can be sympathetic and relatable however shouldn’t be forgiven so easily. When a character crosses the line by taking multiple innocent lives should never be redeemed, even if they have a sad backstory 

Cartoons lately have become less popular in this past decade, the glaring problems about cartoons are its animation, comedy over messages, messy plots, and terrible villain. People will only talk about cartoons from the late ’80s to 2012. I’m afraid that this day of age that it isn’t appealing anymore than in previous years. The only animation that people will talk about is anime shows which I can’t lie, is far superior to cartoons as of now. I feel that the only way it can make it back on top is it needs something like Adventure Time or Gravity Falls moment that reinvent it more relevant and view to modern audiences. I really do like to watch cartoon shows for animation, message, and characters but I keep seeing issues in modern cartoons and I hope that it will change in the future. 

6 years ago

Yana’s comments on comicbook vol.27

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Twitter posts from 2018/07/27:

“Kuroshitsuji comicbook vol.27. It seems I have the bad habit of making flashback scenes too fast-paced. Every month I was like “Next month, I will eventually conclude the flashback and we’ll get back to the present timeline”. The reason for my impatience is that I believe that ‘one’s present is more important than one’s past’. However, my editor told me “If you want to draw [OC’s] past, it’s now or never,” so in the end I was able to sit down and draw the flashback [to my heart’s content].” (X)

“I had originally planned to conclude the flashback with 3 chapters lol. But my editor said “There’s no way you can do that!!”, so I drew both the happy times as well as the tough times [of OC’s past] elaborately. […]” (X)

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“My favourite scene [in vol.27] is the “What should I do” scene [*ch137, see above]. It’s a monologue that only the readers will ever know. The biggest challenges for me in terms of art were… the moths and also the moon phases in the background. I kept scratching my head as I had to calculate the moon phases by counting the days passing until the day of Sebastian’s summoning. (I slightly corrected them in the comicbook.)” (X) 

“This means, that you can calculate the day and time of [Sebastian’s] summoning from [the progression of] the moon phase starting from the day the twins got kidnapped. But please think of it as a very rough estimation lol. People sometimes ask me [about the exact day of Sebastian’s summoning] - maybe because he doesn’t have an [official] birthday?” (X)  

Bonus:

It seems Yana really was *very* confused about the moon phases xD She pretty much redrew them all in the comicbook (especially ch135) and she also corrected these lines accordingly:

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So the night of Sebastian’s summoning was a full moon, that means we can roughly estimate his “birthday” as OC’s butler and also RC’s death date as January 20 or 21.

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My Kuroshitsuji Translations (MASTERPOST)

8 years ago
Otabek Must Be The Only Person (except His Grandpa)that Made Yurio Smile

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