[gripping The Sink] Perfectionism Does Not Help Me Avoid Embarrassment Or Shame. Perfectionism Is In

Nyanderi Deng by Axle Jozeph for Nataal Magazine

I hate the fact that sometimes it feels like I have to apologize for being a quiet person. I’m not broken. Don’t project your discomfort onto someone you don’t understand. Stop trying to prod and “fix” me. It’s annoying as shit. My silence is not your puzzle to solve. I speak when I have something to say. My quietness doesn’t mean I am disconnected. I’m constantly processing. Constantly watching and observing. It just so happens that I open up more to people don’t demand anything from me. Why do you flinch at my stillness? Bruh, people are annoying as hell.

Johnny Drille >>>>>

is it crazy to say that i have never been in love with anyone? at this point, i wonder if i’m capable of that.

salmon fried rice 🍚🍣

Reading is not enough. I need to go back to school and start my PhD. I need more stimulation 😖(literally just graduated uni a few months ago lmao) sos

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