vulnerability is like handing someone a sword and hoping they give you a hug instead. It’s gross. It’s uncomfortable. It’s sticky and awkward and makes you want to crawl out of your own skin. deeply hate it but it can be good, i guess.
I think I can be very selfish with my space and I can be very hard to reach emotionally. thinking out loud…
raveena_aurora on ig
i find it a bit ridiculous that people are posting “my 2nd or 5th year unemployed” on YouTube. Meanwhile they have over 200k subscribers. Am i missing something?
when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever
work breakfast (tasted bad)