RANDOM ASTRO OBSERVATIONS

Observing Mars - 2

Please do not take what I say personally. If something does not apply to you, then it doesn't apply to you. Not everything on your placement will apply to you. Birth charts will do that.

These are my own interpretations and observations on the placements. Do not recommend my shit on TikTok. Do not plagiarize or repost my content.

MARS IN LIBRA

Ah, Bikini Bottom...

I know too many of y'all, I'm sorta jaded by our interactions but not really. Lies...

Anywaaaaaay, you're gonna have one person in your life that's gonna call you out on all your tactics and it's going to leave you absolutely shook but this is good.

You get away with a lot. The energy you give off is one that is personable, harmonious, fun loving. Someone who just wants everyone to get along, but heaven have mercy if you're pissed off.

You know EVERYONE'S tea and no one seems to know anything about you. The way to stay in the middle is to give the illusion you're playing for both sides.

I mean, why should you show people all of you when they're going to see what they wanna see anyway?

You know all too well how people make accusations and assumptions with little to know context, so you just keep things polite with most people around you.

You give of the energy of someone who will listen to another's troubles and come up with solutions, which you definitely are, but it must fucking suck being everyone's therapist all the time.

You could find yourself in situations where you are always having to diffuse the situation and it's exhausting, isn't it? How people can't communicate? How they just can't resolve things on their own and stop being so damn stubborn????

And that's how Libra Mars individuals lose it on everyone and point out everyone's bullshit they constantly have to hear about. If they're not brave enough to do that, they'll tell someone some shit they know will make them mad that another person told them and watch the chaos ensue.

Not to be ridiculously dramatic but I've bared witness to many situations where a Libra Mars would say some shit and it's like everything fucking exploded and everyone's shit came to light.

I got one thing to say to you: With great power, comes great responsibility.

MARS IN SCORPIO

Power. Scorpio Mars is about power. Not just "sex", not just "intensity". They're about power.

Scorpio Mars individuals are masterful in their approach to getting what they want. They genuinely take the time to fully understand anything they're interested in pursuing. You would honestly think they were a seasoned pro the way they approach what they do.

Scorpio Mars is misinterpreted almost all the time. Whenever I have read about Scorpio Mars, the focus is always sexual in nature but Mars, as a planet, does not just strictly represent sex.

Yes, Mars represents our survival, which procreation is definitely a factor of but Mars in astrology also represents our ways of release and how we approach what we want. It's how we go after what we desire in life which can be argued as part of our survival instinct because if we didn't have an ambition, if we didn't go after anything, we would just waste away.

Now, when Mars is in the sign of Scorpio, the ability for individuals with this placement to go after what Mars requires of themselves is so strongly ingrained in them that it's intimidating for those around them.

It's really intimidating to an obscene degree.

It's like they run purely on their instincts. They can't ignore their intuition or gut feelings, it's like an actual voice speaking out to them it's so strong.

When they're younger, this energy they possess can even intimidate them and they'll try to water themselves down a lot, often coming off as shy and not wanting any focus on them.

But, damn, once they realize the power they possess doesn't deserve to be watered down, they transform into such capable, magnetic individuals.

People with Scorpio Mars have a lot of creative energy. They're inventive and innovative. They're productive and they're not wasteful and this is attractive. People are attracted to this energy individuals with Scorpio Mars possess, and they translate this energy to something purely sexual.

This drive, ambition, energy, and power they eminent is attractive af to those around them because this ensures they get shit done. Who doesn't like someone that gets shit done??????

This is a get-shit-done Mars.

Stop tryna smash with them. If you think they wanna fuck you, you're delusional. They're not gonna let on so easily that they're into you. Like, bitch, what do you think this is??? The circus??? Am I supposed to put on a show for you to display my interest????

They're really not flashy. You'll have no clue.

MARS IN SAGITTARIUS

"If you wanna take the shit I say to heart, that's on you." - The Motto of every Sagittarius Mars

It's not that deep, bro. These motherfuckers have memes for everything. You can say the most serious shit to them and they'll find a way to lighten up the energy.

It's not to say that they don't care, they do but if a Sagittarius Mars ever allowed themselves to get into the complexities all of the bullshit they experienced, they really would not be happy-go-lucky as many know them to be.

You do not want to see ANY Sagittarius placement sad or depressed. It will actually make you feel disturbed, like there's no hope in the world.

Self-righteous anger is the game and hypocrisy is name. They can definitely get ahead of themselves, even when they're wrong, they won't back down.

As a Sag Mars myself, I know many people get super irritated with me when I go from seriously debating one moment to laughing like I haven't got a care in the world. I mean, we can be serious but let it go ig?????

If something is important to them, it has to be important to everyone around them as well. You will know that they care about this thing and they will talk about it all the time like they're set on fire and if you don't start caring about it as well then put on your goddamn riding boots because we're getting on a high horse, bitch!

They're very motivated by all kinds of causes because they wanna make a difference. They want to leave a lasting change on the world and whoever they meet.

A lot of the endeavours they undertake can be spiritually motivated. There's a desire to feel connected and they seek this out, it's why they're so adventurous. They're driven to experience and to learn as much as possible. They want to know.

They need to have some sort of spiritual connection. Their beliefs are so integral to who they are and what they want to accomplish.

"Oooh, you crying?"

They can be absolute assholes when they're mad. Will literally cut you down with the most cut-throat observations on you and they won't care where you are, they're going to say what's on their mind.

Tact be damned!

MARS IN CAPRICORN

"Who asked you?"

Goddamn, they're so direct.

Fuck your feelings. Fuck what you think. Fuck your expectations. They don't care. Tell it to someone else. They don't wanna sit and sing Kumbaya with you. They have a life, you go get yours.

Loves to say no and tell people off. They were those little kids who were so damn salty, but humbled a bit when they got older.

They love to stay in their lane and they enjoy the company of people who know how to stay in theirs. They want maturity in their interactions. They need to have whatever they're focusing on to be necessary and ultimately be serving them, if not now then in the future.

With having a Capricorn Mars, there's a strong desire to be acknowledged and associated with the things that you do and the success of it.

They can make their career and achievements their entire identity. They're rarely able to separate themselves from their job. If they fail at a task, they can feel like they as a person are a failure when that's really not the case.

They're really super hard on themselves. They're worse than a Capricorn Moon. They have this unwavering stamina to just do, do, do.

I've observed a lot of Capricorn Mars individuals who would love to take a break and relax and just believe everything will work out, but they just can't ignore what they've experienced.

Experience has taught them that if they want something done and done right, they need to do it themselves and there's a lot they want to get done.

It's so important for someone with a Capricorn Mars to have a good support system. Yes, you definitely can do it on your own. You've got the energy, the drive, the stamina, the vision but that does not mean you need to fuck yourself up trying to accomplish everything.

It might seem worth it now, but you're so good at thinking ahead, can you honestly say at the end of your life that what you're working so hard towards was what you actually wanted for yourself and not what society pushed you into?

I honestly admire Capricorn Mars individuals who use their energy and drive to follow their passions but I've also come across many of them who go into career fields and pursue certain things because of familial and societal pressures which leave them overworked and miserable.

It must be sickening to always feel the pressure to conform to the material world.

"Dreams don't pay the bills."

MARS IN AQUARIUS

Acknowledge them!!!

Please, lovelies, acknowledge them. They're so talented, so gifted, so filled with potential that is so often overlooked. Why you overlooking them?????? Stop and smell the beautiful roses that they are!!!!

They're so understanding and they put up with so much.

They're always expected to give of themselves and make sacrifices when they have dreams they want to pursue themselves.

Unlike a Pisces Mars who would willingly sacrifice over and over and over, someone with an Aquarius Mars ends up sacrificing all the time with the promise of being helped in turn only to find themselves disappointed.

Their families never seem to be truly supportive of their dreams or their vision. They want to make their loved ones proud but they want them to be proud of them because they stayed true to themselves and did what they wanted and not be proud of them for just doing what was expected of them.

Just them being themselves can be seen as rebellious when they're really just being themselves.

They really don't get angry for the usual things people get angry for, but when they do their anger becomes nearly palpable.

So cold.

MARS IN PISCES

Pisces Mars isn't a sweat dripping off your balls Mars placement. It kinda functions like a Mars Retrograde, people with this placement tend to be more receptive than responsive. It's directed inward to a place they can't see but can feel.

Whatever is going on it's happening inside of them, it's up in the air. It's rare they allow their anger to escape them because their anger can seem so elusive to them, something that's not really apart of them.

They're more likely to feel things out before acting on anything. Sometimes they won't even realize they're doing this. They're so used to it that to others it can just seem like they don't want to make an effort or they're not interested in doing things. They get labeled as lazy for this.

I mean, if you think of Mars, you don't think soft and passive which is what the Pisces sign can be but that's not what it's all about. Mars expresses itself covertly in Pisces as it would with Cancer. Their approach is subtle.

They do have a drive, just as any person does, but they're not the conventional aggressive drive we tend to associate with the word.

I want to say their drive is strumming beneath the surface but it's not even that, it's like the way the moon moves the tides. Their drive seems to be connected to something they can't fathom but which they can definitely feel the subtle effects of.

People also don't notice their drive or the way they assert themselves until they see the end results.

Individuals with their Mars in Pisces are extremely sacrificing. Where most people would not even dare do anything because doing something would mean giving up too much, a Pisces Mars would gladly sacrifice anything to help their loved ones.

They can be labeled as lazy but the truth is they know a lot of shit just doesn't matter so why stress yourself out? It doesn't make sense to them. It's not even something they contemplate, they just embody it.

They're incredibly understanding but they will cut a bitch and won't hesitate if they've run out if damns to give.

They are so scary when they're angry. The shit they do and say will honestly stay with you.

The houses in signs in your chart : some advices

The house in Aries = where you need to be more active and more bold, take risks; where you need to be unapologetically yourself

The house in Taurus = where you need to learn patience, to take your time and eventually slow down; where you need to treat yourself

The house in Gemini = where you need to talk about what's on your mind, without feeling restrained; where you need to try as many things as wanted

The house in Cancer = where you need to be babied and acknowledge that need (it's not shameful, not clingy or else);

The house in Leo = where you need to receive the princess treatment; where you need to believe in yourself first and foremost so you'll receive the best;

The house in Virgo = where you need to be able to have some control and your own organization being respected; where you could want to save others from themselves

The house in Libra = where you need to practice loving people for what they can give you (in their natural state); where you need to defend peace if you can

The house in Scorpio = where you need to keep the important infos hidden from others; where you need to move in silence (it's for your own good);

The house in Sagittarius = where you need to explore the more you can; where you need to choose a topic to master instead of constantly jumping from one topic to another (that is for the Gemini house haha)

The house in Capricorn = where you need to accept to take the lead and embrace the authority you can have over people in those specific areas;

The house in Aquarius = where you need to recognize your uniqueness and not be ashamed by it; where you need to embrace your weird side

The house in Pisces = where you need to surrender and take things how it is - you won't have control over it most of the times and that's ok; where you need to allow yourself to fantasize

The Cancerian is one of the main zodiac signs that you will regret hurting, because nine times out of ten, their intentions were pure. And it isn’t that many people in life who gives a fuck. Most people are just curious. But the Cancer is curious enough to see pass the smoke and mirrors, in order to make a genuine connection with you and all of your demons. Which is a rare trait that most people don’t have because they be all for themselves or they hide their true self within the shadows.

Therefore once a Cancer gives you up to the streets?

You will come to realize it’s nothing but wolves out there, who lack emotional intelligence and integrity.

Which makes this cardinal sign the teacher that teaches you, that “you didn’t know how good you had it until it’s gone.”

MOON IN THE 12th HOUSE; Observations

People with this placement are disconnected from their emotions. In the moments in which they do try to understand and feel their emotions, they find it all to be very confusing and they begin to drown. Their feelings run so deep and have to be shoved down into the subconscious in order for these natives to function. They were never offered the opportunity to fully process their emotions during childhood, they were forced to hide their sadness and keep it a secret. This is a heavy burden to bear, and it is as if a deep sense of melancholy follows these individuals throughout all their lives. They want to keep their emotional vulnerabilities hidden, and will only cry in private. They also lack healthy coping mechanisms and their emotional states can be very overwhelming. This placement indicates an emotional absent mother, or the abandonment of a mother. As a result, these individuals have a hard time putting their trust within women. They struggle within their female friendships even though they desire deep connections from them.  They often  recreate trauma from their mother with female companions.  These types have so much care and love to give to the world, so these relationship struggles are very tough for them to have to experience. They want more than anything to be cared for, and to care for someone else. These individuals have a hard time expressing their needs and showing people the ways in which they need to be nurtured. They are afraid that their wants will push others away so they try to remain silent when it comes to this topic. However, doing this puts them in many unfair situations and circumstances. They will overly cater to others in an attempt to avoid abandonment. Their self-sacrificial nature only benefits others, and doing this won’t get them the recognition they deserve. These people want to alleviate suffering from others, but they can’t properly do this until they can confront their own suffering. They must learn how to put themselves first. They are not destined to be martyrs, doing this will only contribute to their own self undoing. Sometimes, people with this placement can be naive and delusional. Despite their guarded nature, they can be too trusting within areas they have yet to properly consider. The right people will start to come in once they start to protect and nurture themselves. 

asteroid lust 4386 and trines ୨୧

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you may see the indepth post on asteroid lust and trines in your birth chart here.

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asteroid lust ⵠ sun - your identity is alluring, seductive, loving, dominant, and confident. people can't get enough of you when you walk in your day to day life. you may connect easily with sexuality or become the term "sex on legs". connects with kinks are constant throughout life.

asteroid lust ⵠ moon - your emotions connect with the act of sex. you need to meet the eyes of others in the act or even understand the intentions you receive from them in the act. similarities in kink desires and fantasies are also required to give a good time.

asteroid lust ⵠ mercury - your words and ways of writing attract the all seeing eye of peers. you adore writing about sex and may often engage in sexting with possible suitors in your day to day life. its easy to dirty talk and get what you want, especially involving yourself in talks of kinks and fantasy.

asteroid lust ⵠ venus - the balance of love and sex is almost invisible with this aspect. you want to be loved and romanced in the bedroom; you wish to feel and experience the love of another by acting out in sexual pleasure. it may be hard to handle the understanding of friends with benefits and romantic relationships here.

asteroid lust ⵠ mars - indulges with how a person looks, walks, talks, and dominates the scene may turn you on in the lower regions. you relate more with how a person feels rather than someone feels when it comes to sexual acts in the bedroom. you want to be taken passionately and fierce.

asteroid lust ⵠ jupiter - you may have alot of luck in the bedroom, your engagement with sexual experiences may push you to new chances in life that involve a paycheck. its easy to also teach the ways of kinks, desires, and fantasy to others.

asteroid lust ⵠ saturn - you deal with hard conditions with sex in very admirable ways. you desire control in fantasies, real life experiences, and with your overall self. you have standards and needs that are always met in grand ways.

asteroid lust ⵠ uranus - your sexual preferences are randomized. you may dive deep into various subjects and analysis's on sex, kinks, and the roots of these behaviors. youre able to detach yourself from sexual experiences and understand new oddities around what you prefer.

asteroid lust ⵠ neptune - sexual topics and understandings are reigned in by your environment and what you confide in around areas of music, tv, movies, and fashion. you sense your partner's desires through motion and emotions all at the same time.

asteroid lust ⵠ pluto - sex is a grand affair and may become an obsession, you're able to harness this to be your welcoming empire. you attract peoples that wish to experience one night with you, only for them to want more. new lessons are created around sex and kinks in life.

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2023 New Moon in Pisces 02/20 How to manifest with it + Notes /tips for each rising/moon

What is happening during this new moon ?

First and for all this is a Supermoon and it’s right before Saturn and Pluto will change signs which is a rare transit configuration that doesn’t happen often. There is going to be a big energy shift. It’s really the perfect time to start manifesting. So keep reading and ask for what you want while manifesting !

During this new moon, few days before and after, you will feel a lot of emotions and some emotions will also come on the surface you might even forget about it. Your environment will play a big role here so just be around the right people for that time being and listen to your emotions and what they’re trying to tell you. Be more present with yourself.

How to manifest with this new moon ?

This new moon is in a water sign so it’s best to use water while manifesting. Drink water while saying your affirmations, take a bath or a shower and say your affirmations. But first and for all think big, don’t play small. Pisces is the water sign of expansion and dreams so dream big and you will get what you want !

Tips for the main characters of this new moon in Pisces

Pisces/Virgo rising and moon

- The full moon is happening in your 1st/7th house axis which is the one dedicated to your identity, your beginnings and your long term relationships (friends, partner, business partner).

- Ask for a better self love, self care, self esteem, better skin, body etc + better relationships in your love life and business life

- Use affirmations based on your identity and relationships, your life, your vitality and your character.

- Think big but be realistic and pragmatic because soon saturn will be transitioning your 1st/7th house axis asking you to be more disciplined. Chose wisely your manifestations.

-> The same goes for all major mutable placements so Gemini, Sagittarius and Virgo placements.

Tips for each rising/moon sign

Aquarius/Leo rising and moon : new moon happening on your 2nd house/8th house axis, focus on manifesting more money from your own resources and inheritances (material stuff, taxes, loans, shared resources etc) + better intimacy and sex with your partner, better self esteem/routines.

Capricorn/Cancer rising and moon : new moon happening on your 3rd house/9th house axis, focus on manifesting better communication, better relationships with your neighbours/ brothers/sisters, better social life/interests + better travel experience, more wisdom, better ethics.

Sagittarius/Gemini rising and moon : new moon happening on your 4th house/10th house axis, focus on manifesting a better home life, self care and emotional stability + a better career, aligned and better long term goals, a greater public image.

Scorpio/Taurus rising and moon : new moon happening on your 5th house/ 11th house axis focus on manifesting better friends, set yourself up for a better future and social aspirations. Ask for better romance, dates, play time (sexy time), fertility, joy, self expression.

Libra/Aries rising and moon : new moon happening on your 6th house/12th house axis, focus on manifesting a better physical/mental health, work habits/work life, better relationships with your coworkers, everyday life organisation/routines + healing, better spirituality, beliefs, endings.

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Pisces Season is here ✨

Thoughts about the Saturn in Pisces transit

Saturn in Pisces vs bringing a lot more issues with the overall gestion of water everywhere : either because it had been contaminated or because there's just not enough; eventual destructive floods; sea wars; international disputes over the control of certain areas in the ocean; Russia pushing more and more to have military bases near any sea and ocean they can access; countries using more and more potable water as a currency and something to negotiate over; agri-food groups owning water sources becoming even more powerful than before; China vs Taiwan taking another turn; Indonesia becoming more powerful than its neighbors. Also random remark but sectors that could be very profitable to work in could be related to maritime law, anything related to fishes (marine biologist or fishery sciences etc), oceanography....

I fear that a lot of people could want less and less to help people around them, like a certain weariness about mutual aid, esp online when it's people you don't actually know (and that's also why people could go back to religious structures, it'd bring them an actual community).

Saturn in Pisces vs bringing more official regulations about spiritual business : a lot of people aren't declaring their income properly to their country's tax services and it could become an actual issue; spiritual businesses could be taxed more/even forbidden in some places. Even if you are unsure of which direction your business will take, if your name is very significative and most people know you that way, register a trademark with it can be very good (yes it is spending money now, but it is to gain more after so). If you're taking astro, tarot or else seriously and really want it to be your actual livelihood, it's not just fun and vibes, knowing about regulations and the law generally speaking is important !

your 6H and how you find comfort

TLDR: our 6H is responsible for our day to day lives, including our habits and routine. one thing about those is that through these repetitive actions people find the sense of familiarity, stability and comfort. the position of the ruler of this house will show you areas through which you may find this comfort❤️‍🩹 to gain more insight, look at the signs of both 6H and it’s ruler, as well as to your Moon and virgo-pisces axis! ٩(^‿^)۶

~ the position of your 6H ruler and how you find your sense of comfort

1H: pampering oneself, being pretty and comfy, and being well fed and having walked on their little walk, and their skin is moisturized and their nails are groomed — these people need to take care of themselves and their own body to feel comforted🍃

2H: those people may be the type of ppl that have their emotional support stuffed animal, or sweater, or coffee mug — anything, actually, that they can hold and touch and that has some physical weight to it. they may sleep with plushies and wear the same mittens their mom knitted for them centuries ago🧶☕️

3H: escaping to the books, movies, series, etc. — these ppl find the most comfort in stories and ways people share their thoughts with the world ✏️ so they may have their comfort piece of media that they keep coming back again and again

4H: sense of comfort is brought through the feeling of home and passed childhood. the perfume of their mother? that one sandwich they’ve been eating since they turned 5? that one pair of socks knitted by their grandma? you tell me 🥹 || I have my 6H ruler in here, and I find comfort in eating the same breakfast my mom was cooking for me when I was at school, so yeah…

5H: hobbies!! those people may be the ones that have been doing the same thing since childhood, like they’ve always been drawing with crayons, or collecting stickers, or crafting, or making little silly songs with their old electronic piano. they may find comfort in their old creative supplies, in their ancient watercolors they bought like in 7th grade, or in that one song that makes they soul dance itself out

6H: regime!! those people need to have their own familiar structure of life, even if this structure doesn’t make sense for everybody else. they need their morning walks, they need their sunday movie nights with that one person, they need to do this exact type of exercise bc it’s important for them and only they will get it.

7H: those people are about lifelong relationships, they may be one of the most devoted partners you can find. they find comfort in people they’ve been with since forever, they are feeling sure and good and comfy around their best friend that they’ve known for 20 years, that they’ve grown up with and that they share almost all of their life experiences with👭

8H: those people need their alone time. they need their sacred space, their little castle that nobody can invade and make them put on a human suit again. they find comfort in knowing that there’s completely no one around so that they can be so much and unapologetically alone and themselves.

9H: those people are the greatest optimists, that will not let the humanity destruct itself in the storm of hate and pessimism. those people always know that there’s hope, that the world is a good place to be in, that there’s joy and love and laughter and cool people and also little animals and big animals and flowers and so much more!! I love them so much omg sorry but those people literally save the world by finding their own sense of comfort😭

10H: another type of people that need the structure, but, on the contrary with 6H fellas, this is kind of an external structure. it may be a literal social institute that provides them with it (e.g. school, work, gym membership, language clubs??), or a kind of style of living that they accept to follow. those people may find comfort in knowing that they have their life together, in knowing what will happen tomorrow🏹

11H: those people crave the sense of belonging. they need to know that they are not alone in this world, that there’s at least another person on Earth that can say ‘hey! im here! I know how you feel’. the greatest sense of comfort for those people is knowing that they are understood.

12H: hello my lovely existentialists 🥰 for these people comfort may look like something unattainable, bc they are prone to existential dread every working day and holidays included. however, the sense of comfort is attained through daydreaming, sleeping and meditating — and also other 1000000 things that can be linked to sleep. I also have noticed that those people may need more sleep than others to stay healthy. so, remember — it’s not that the world hates you, maybe you just had very little sleep in the night💤

[2] personal astrology observations

[!] this is mostly an introspective view into my chart; in no way, shape, or form am i saying that any of this is fact or set in stone, nor am i saying that i am a professional astrologer. these are just presences that exist within my chart that i've felt manifest themselves in real life. simply put, take what resonates and leave what doesn't :)

— moon negatively aspecting venus may indicate a turbulent relationship with the mother. venus-related things such as physical appearance, love and relationships, along with material possessions may be a source of contention between one and their mother.

[in my personal experience, as someone w my venus squaring my moon, it manifests itself in my mother often bullying/making fun of my physical appearance; i.e. always making jabs at my skin color, pressuring me to stay a certain weight, and making fun of my non-eurocentric facial features... and all unprovoked too???]

═ moon in 12th house natives may experience muddled emotions and an inability to show these emotions effectively. bystanders may also have a difficult time identifying these emotions as these natives have the ability, whether consciously or unconsciously, to keep them hidden— perhaps due to their lack of ability to understand them themselves.

☰ aquarius lilith conjunct uranus 🤝🏽 having very unconventional kinks— like unconventional to the point of there being little to no available horny media bc of how niche their tastes are 💀

☱ cancer ascendant can be just a material girl as a venusian! in ancient indian astrology, the water was used to symbolize life. and while the crab dwells in water, it also comes out of it in order to dig holes; therefore concerning itself in more earthly matters. it is through this connection that it can be seen why cancer is definitely the most grounded out of the water signs as well. but this earthly energy also affects their appreciation for the material goods that they reach out of the water to experience.

the level of materialism, however, is greatly affected by the environment in which the ascendant exists. after all, water is only reflective of its surroundings.

☲ tw: slightly dark observation, suicide i don't think we talk enough abt how likely it is for a cancer ascendant to be suicidal. aside from the innate nature of the crab to bury itself away from the earth— saturn, the planet of constrictions, resides in the 7th and/or 8th houses (houses of sex and death) of this ascendant, enhancing that already gloomy, brooding energy.

it is said, however, that with enlightened detachment, this individual can focus this energy on the more positive aspects of saturn which encourage a life of renunciation, dedication and altruism.

[being a cancer ascendant myself, i have been suicidal in the past and feel like i can be very gloomy by default, which often makes my feelings of despair only worse. i feel like ppl talk abt how soft cancers are, but not enough abt how much that softness can lead to a greater, often deeper, sadness.]

☴ sun conjunct mercury individuals may constantly receive compliments or even formal recognition for their speaking voice and/or way of speaking!

[as someone w my taurus sun conjunct my taurus mercury, i feel like i'm always recognized for my speaking voice! i received the oral language award at school for like 8 yrs in a row, always get chosen by teachers when they want stuff read, and constantly get told by my classmates that they just like the way i talk bc i apparently have such a distinct way of saying things— coincidence? i think not.]

[`] film: オーディション audition (1999) dir. takashi miike

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