No Matter What I Do I'll Never Be Special.

i would be unstoppable if i could start a conversation

I want this to be serious but I'm also like rlly afraid.

Theyre wonderful, they absolutely are, the person I'm afraid of is myself. I'm afraid of fucking up, afraid of not loving enough, so afraid my mind makes up this concept of loving too deeply and being afraid of that because I'm afraid of being hurt or crossing the wrong lines.

please let me devote myself to you completely.. it's all i've ever wanted.. <3

Getting too comfortable with dragging the metal across my skin

they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was

The last people I would ask for help from are my parents. They will learn everything from my suicide note.

Or just ignore me I guess, that doesn't hurt at all...