I Want This To Be Serious But I'm Also Like Rlly Afraid.

Hey so I'm not dead (yet) but I was wondering if anyone would want to hear about my greek goddess oc I'm asking cus my page doesn't really match that lol just wondering if anyone would care about it

being loved by me is a privilege because i will literally love you with everything in me.

i overthink a lot so please go ahead and use that to your advantage

use my own mind and thoughts to get me away from people and be attached to you

fuck my mind up even more that i can't even trust my own words

fuck my mind up so much that i will only rely on your words and crave your attention

was i not good enough? will i ever be good enough?

Cutting myself isn't enough, i need to skin myself alive

A little poem I wrote

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Tap tap tap

All I hear is tap tap tap tap

It changes as it gets louder click clack tap click clack tap

I want it to stap to sound makes me want to rip out my heart as I'm begging it to stop

It grows louder click clack bang tap tap tap tap

I can't take it and I find my escape

The cold silver that will take it all away

A new sound it made

Slice

The noise stops and all I hear is the hum of the van every since theat day I slice my skin to make the noise go away

*No reply*

Oh so you want me to kill myself?

i feel like such a fucking problem

let me nuzzle my face into your neck please.

I have to sides when it comes to love

Tender soft pure love and obsessive love where I'm destroyed in the process