TW:VENT kinda
๐ anon again... omg i want to go home so bad. i really want to cry. i have really bad anxiety and depression (diagnosed) and i feel like iโm about to go into a spiral again, and itโs really horrible... it is what it is, iโll be ok. my apologies for dumping this, this might be majorly against your boundaries and if it is iโm so sorry. but yea iโm not doing good... - ๐ anon
You'll get thru it, okay? Find yourself a safe space or object. For example when I struggled with hallucinations i started sleeping with a plushie that made me feel safe and i also kept telling myself that it'll keep me safe. Maybe find a place or an object and try to do the same.
I wish I was smarter so i could help you, but im afraid i can't. But im still here, so if you want to talk u can send me a message or sumn and I'll try my best.
Forgot to add tags lol
I got Josh's and Simon's platonic headcanons for the 8th member of sidemen au almost ready.
Can you write about josh x reader, where the reader is seriously clumsy, hurts herself and josh freaks? X๐ค
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Thank you for the cute request ๐ค !! It turned out to be more accident based than clumsiness, but I hope you and the other readers enjoy this <3 !!!
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It was once again Josh's turn to organize the upcoming Sidemen Sunday. He insisted that you shouldn't waste your time on helping him (his words, not yours), but you disagreed. Josh was such a hardworking person, you had known that from day one and to make sure he won't overwork himself you always tried to help him.
"You're too kind you know" Josh chuckled as the two of you were carrying a few packages to a room he had rented out for the video. "I don't mind helping you, you know that" you smiled at him and placed the cardboard box down.
Josh did the same and looked at you with more of a serious expression "It's still very nice of you. I appreciate it". Your heart melted slightly at his confession, "Well what can I say? I guess, I do it out of love" as you let out a light giggle you saw his heart-eyes mirror yours.
He was just about to say something when Ethan and Harry entered the room with loud laughter announcing their arrival. After all of you had said your hellos you and Josh continued setting up the set while Ethan and Harry started laughing at their inside joke once again.ย
While you were setting up one of the cameras while crouching down, you didnโt notice one of the heavy speaker poles starting to fall down. Josh saw the pole falling from the other side of the room, but before he could even warn you the pole came in sudden contact with your head and right shoulder.ย
As your vision went dark and your body went limp Josh caught you just in time before you head hit the concrete floor.ย โY/N!!โ he shook your body in a frantic motion and immediately searched for any blood.ย โWhat happened!?โ Harry asked in worry as the other two had also heard Joshโs panic.
โThe fucking speaker pole fell on her headโ Josh cursed and tried to wake you by slapping your face with low force. As you werenโt waking up the three men were starting to panic even more. Ethan took a deep breath to calm himself and asked:ย โShould-Should I call the ambulance?โ.ย
Even though he was left without an answer because the others did not know what to do either Ethan took out his phone. Just as he was about to dial the number you opened your eyes slowly.ย โAh fuckโ you mumbled as your head and shoulder were hurting like hell.
Everyone sighed in brief relief. "Oh God. Where does it hurt? Are you bleeding?" Josh rambled, frantically checking your head for obvious injuries. "My head, shoulder" you mumbled still confused.
"Should I call the ambulance?"
"Yes, right now!"
"Do we have anything cold to put on her head"
"There was a cooler in the back"
"I'll get it!"
Multiple voices were speaking around whilst the pain was slowly starting to disappear. "What happened?" You asked Josh as he gently hugged you to his chest. "A speaker pole fell on your head" Josh answered and softly stroked the side of your head that had been untouched.
Ethan's home started ringing for the ambulance when you came to your sense. "Don't call em. I'm fine" you quickly said. Everyone went silent, but soon Josh argued.
"No no you could be seriously hurt"
"I am fine I swear, the pain is going away quickly"
"But what if-"
"I am fine, really. Let's not waste their time when others could need it"
Harry came running with an ice pack and handed it to Josh. As he held the pack to your head you managed to convince him that your fine. But the uneasy look never faded.
"I am really sorry. You were here only here to help me and now you got hurt", Josh's eyes were filled with quilt.
"It was just an accident"
"You still got hurt. I was so worried when you collapsed, my heart missed like a ton of beats"
"I am sorry. But I am alright."
"Nah, you could've been seriously hurt, like seriously hurt."
You hugged him closer to you and whispered to reassure him, "I'm fine". Josh smiled, his mind and heart starting to calm down from the shock and worry. "Everything is alright, you are just overworrying a little" you continued, letting out a light chuckle. "Maybe, just maybe. I guess I do it out of love".
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Thank you for reading!! I hope u have an amazing day / night ๐ !!!
I am literally obssessed with Arthur TV at the moment. Like i can not even explain it, he is so cute and his adorable personality ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ.
If there are any other arthur tv enthusiasts out there, PLEASE send me requests.
And if you wanna check him out he has a yt channel, he is hilarious on chaos crew vids, absolutely lovely on the internet sensation podcast and there some fantastic edits of him on tiktok.
I accidentally posted an unfinished fic. Gonna go and cry myself to sleep now lol.
If I see one more sub!reader fic in the dom!reader tag I'm going to lose it ๐บ...
thank you so much for you kind response. i actually brought my comfort teddy so iโll be hugging that all the time now. again thank you again. <3
No problem, I'm glad to listen and help :). Now focus on yourself and not making the situation any more worse for yourself. And if you have time mb watch a comfort movie or a series that you like <3
Could you do a Simon minter x reader where the reader is going through some family stuff and Simon letโs her vent
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Thank you for requesting sweetie, i hope you like it ๐ !!! Ps: i didn't have the brainpower to proofread so sorry if there are any mistakes <3
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When you first moved to London your family wasn't happy to have you go so far away from them. And you felt their pain too. It was nerve-racking to move away from home for the first time, but to another country was a whole different level.
Eventhough after years you still missed your old room, the nature and the architecture back home from time to time, you don't regret it one bit. You're youtube career skyrocketed, you've made so many new amazing friends along with lots of happy memories. And you have the love of your life, Simon, right next to you.
But when corona took over the world your regular visits of your family got complicated. At this point you hadn't been home for months and months. But missing your family wasn't the biggest problem the situation was going to put you through.
After 5 months of you not visiting home something clicked in the head of your parents and they suddenly started accusing you of some absurd as well as hurtful things. The topics ratiod from being a bad daughter / son / child to abandoning your family for the so called 'better life far away'.
It was all so exhausting and mentally draining. But as expected Simon could tell that something was off.
The two of you had just finished putting the dishes in the dishwasher when he asked, "You've been a little down lately. Is everything alright?". You sighed at his concerned gaze, "Just my parents you know. Being their usual selves again" you tried to joke about the situation.
"Come here" Simon spread his arm, gesturing for you to hug him. You rested your head on chest and closed you eyes, feeling at safe ease. "Wanna talk about it?" He asked as his hand started caressing your back in a relaxing manner.
"I miss them, you know. But everytime I call them i get blamed for shit i haven't even done. Like the other day my mom just spent all of our call making me feel quilty for moving here. I don't know what they get out of it. Or if they're really just that mad and think its completely my fault. But it's not like i invented the whole virus or something" you took a long breath to keep yourself stable.
"But it's starting to work. I'm starting to overthink just existing in this country. I just-. I just have to decide at some point if I'll stay here or move back to my home country. And it's stressful as well as hundred other negative things". Simon paused for moment before opening his mouth, as if he had no idea how to comfort you in the way you deserve.
"We've talked about this a few times before and you always said you don't regret moving here. She just misses you and probably thinks making you feel bad for having a good life is going to make the travel bans disappear" Simon whispered calmly, making you chuckl for a second, "probably".
"And you've also said that you're going to be done here when you're done with youtube, but i doubt thats going to happen anytime soon. So don't exhaust yourself with that thought too much at the moment" ending his sentence with a kiss to your head Simon pulled slightly away to give you a heartwarming smile.
And as you stood in the middle of the kitchen with his hands draped around you, you sent him a smile back. Simon was right, you didn't truly feel bad for moving here. Because if you hadn't, the two of you would've never met. And there are already too much people who haven't met their soulmate for that to happen.
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(This gif kinda doesn't fit the theme, but just look at him being so happy and cute (*๊ฆเบด๊ณ๊ฆเบต) )
Hi how are you doing! i hope your doing well with school if you have gone back yet. i just want to say i think i accidentally unfollowed you and only realised now, so iโm sorry about that. but anyways hope your doing well!
-bee ๐ anon
Hey! Ngl I haven't been the best, but I hope yall are having atleast a decent beginning of the school year (its school so good would be kinda farstreched). Ouh, that's totally fine, no worries :). I hope ur doing well aswell <3!!
I got Josh's and Simon's platonic headcanons for the 8th member of sidemen au almost ready.
Sidemen imagines / Dom!reader / used to be @gohuhustuff
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