Does He Even Know Hes Alive

guys i really like this guy and he makes me like more nervous than any man has ever made me before and everytime we text i get like so nervous and giddy that like i just start impulsively doing jumping jacks and pushups is this normal pls type ues or no im hyperventilating

“god, you’re so pretentious.” niragi retorts, shifting to elbow-butt the blonde to the side. the action is clearly playful, yet there’s a hint of genuineness in the shove- despite his sudden, rare sweetness, niragi still has half a mind to play a sort of deceitful game with him. honesty is typically NEVER fun for the raven; unless he gets a little entertainment out of it, of course..

seriously, what a stubborn, stubborn man.

“is that so?” chishiya’s back to his side now. well, not COMPLETELY to his side, but they’re pretty damn tight. niragi’s just a head turn away. there’s a faint smirk growing on his face, mischievous and condescending. “i think you like that.” niragi scoffs, turning sharp to face him with a hard thump of his feet ricocheting throughout the empty hallway. his knuckles fold around the chest of chishiya’s jacket- it’s not as much as he hopes for, but it’s a start. a tempting, curious promise. 

“you know, you shouldn’t wear your proclaimed OBNOXIOUSNESS like a badge of honor.”

chishiya’s ‘faint smirk’ has curled into an involuntary grin, just barely shuffling himself further into niragi’s grasp. a cold hand lifts up to slink around one of the raven’s wrists and niragi swears there’s a soft burn where his palm rests. he stares possessively down at him. 

“if it’s proclaimed by you? ill take it with pleasure.”

the words slide off his lips with that stupid, smug smile he prides himself on. niragi’s vaguely OFFENDED, though, he understands the feeling of the blonde’s awfully cold hands against his is a rarity he’s not willing to risk losing with the threat that hangs on the tip of his tongue. 

with an exasperated sigh, he swallows the cocky remark before he shifts his grip to chishiya’s hood, YANKING him down the corridor. 

there’s other ways for him to put him in his place.

tell me ur name and ur fav alice in borderland character and ill assign you an instrument tell me ur name and ur fav alice in borderland game and ill assign you a percussion instrument specifically

controversial take : idgaf how much you hate niragi, saying that you'd be (pre borderlands!)niragi's bully and going in depth about how youd beat his ass so bad and going as far as saying you hope he gets SA'd is so fucking weird and disgusting. i dont care how much you hate him, talking abt how badly youd hurt him before he even became terrible is just flat out gross and honestly kinda disrespectful. i dont care how much you hate him, he was somebody's baby once. he didnt want to be the monster until they made him feel like he needed to

can a therapist explain why my emotions from my ex fucking me while i was js laying there limp and crying makes me feel correlated to niragi

so down bad i started writing a short story about the longing and despair that comes with being in love w a straight man

fic delay... again..

allow me a moment to offer my deepest apologies to you all, the fic will be delayed yet AGAIN. funny story, i have an event called solo ensemble coming up this friday where you perform pieces with 2-3 other people. pretty simple right?? the problem is, i just got given the music today. would be easy if the instrument im playing for it wasn't one i've literally NEVER played before. it'll hopefully be easy for me and give me more time to work on the fic as it IS a kind of drum and i specialize in those kinds of instruments (i've become more mallet-oriented but whatever we dont talk about that)

please pray for my sudden ability to play tenor drums and for my back as the drums literally weigh more than half my body weight and i have to carry them up stairs

I heard you wanted asks so 👀 i offer a variety.

What's one or two connections between characters that you would like to have seen explored more? Similarly, or could be different, is there a connection/bond you wished the fandom explored/acknowledged more as a whole? What about a character?

What game out of all, manga or live action, do you think you'd have the most FUN playing (excluding the death if losing)? If YOU were in the Borderlands, would you choose to try to find the Beach if you heard about it, or stick to yourself/with a small group? What would be the first thing you would do if everyone disappeared?

AAAAH YES an amazing ask from an amazing writer !! I REALLY wish Niragi and Chishiya's dynamic was explored more, especially in the live action. we didn't get nearly enough of them and especially not enough of how they view each other. With almost all the lines about the similarities they have being completely scrapped, little of their dynamic came to life and that's really disappointing :( I'd love to have seen them play a game together, especially a diamonds game. On the other note, I wish the fandom acknowledged Aguni and Heiya more !! Half the fandom shits on Heiya and the other half just calls Aguni buzzcut guy because they didn't find him relevant enough to learn his name !!! Like what the hell man, I think the relationship they had was really something special and it was cool to see Aguni become a sort of father figure and Heiya's admiration for him was honestly just adorable. I honestly think I'd have the most fun playing Tag / 5 of Spades ! Like I think it would be pretty fun to have a group of people and go looking around for the room. Seriously reminds me of games I used to play with my friends and cousins ! Next question, I would stick with a small group. Being alone in the borderlands is dangerous grounds and while it does almost give yourself a little shield from the possible misfortune of a hearts game (looking at you, 7 of hearts..), it doesn't really help your case much if you end up in a clubs or spades game with no one you know. The first thing I'd do if everyone disappeared ? Probably be almost EXACTLY like Arisu and be concerned for a bit, start dilly dallying, then go from LOL!!! to serious in 5 seconds once I saw a game venue. That about sums me up... THANK YOU FOR THESE AMAZING ASKS !!!! These were so fun to answer omg I love these questions :3

so like... who wanna give me some asks..

i like my men pathetic with long messy hair