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I was all over her-salvia palth

The feeling of this song is best described by the album it belongs to, melancholy. This song triggers a sense of detachment, but still evokes a feeling of contentedness. I can feel the dull numbness of this song all over my body, the feeling of winter depression; A feeling I am all too friendly with. The lyrics are dreary background noise but they still hit hard. 

“I just remember I was lonely 

I guess I am always, it's not a problem”

This to me is one of the most relatable lyrics ever written. On the other hand, I don’t think it’s the sadly amazing lyrics that make this song so beautiful, I think it’s the complete composition of the song.  Every part of it makes that distressing feeling all too real; in another song I don’t think I would feel the lyrics just as seriously. All in all, I think this song is well deserving of being one of his most popular, if not his most, I love it and I know that it holds a special place in a lot of people's hearts.

I hate applying to schools so much, I have good grades but everything is so competitive. And I applied to a reasonable school for a non competitive major and DIDNT GET IN?!? what. I’m just so pissed cause I just need to get into a school so that I can stop worrying about it. I’m literally gonna rip my skin off

I love gay people

Every angle gets funnier and funnier.

And for it to be the most embarrassing experience… :,)

realizing i have an oral fixation and now i feel like some sort of sick sex freak instead of just a neurodivergent teenage girl

Sad how short sighted the world is

The black phone (2022)

The black phone (2022)

In my opinion the black phone was the perfect mix of horror and coming of age. It was a fun movie for  teenagers to even  the middle aged. The nostalgia of the 70s was not lost on me and I really think that it hit the nail on the head with culture references; but that is not the only thing they hit the nail on. The bone chilling dialog from the grabber hits so deep in the chills. 

“Eat it, don’t eat it. You are already down here. What do I need to drug you for?”

 This is so gut wrenching I could legit feel my stomach turn. It really highlights to me just what they were going for, the fear of gay pedophiles. All though, I think they were going for a metaphor, or at least wanted to bring this fear that they had back then to life. Despite the grabber being the main “villain” so to speak, I think what really had me hooked on this movie was Gwen, her father and Finney.  Madeleine McGraw’s performance was truly raw and scary.

“My dreams are just dreams.”

The way her voice was raw and how she had her face was so uncomfortable, it really made me feel her and Finn.  This and the dad saying “You are not your mother. You do not hear things. You do not see things. They are not there.” had me on the edge of my seat; which I was anyway all movie. 

I don’t think I can explain how much I loved this movie; from the plot to the execution and the cast, it really slid into place. I think this is probably the movie of the year, or at least the thriller of the year.  

Manifesting because this semester might kill me

“ academic success comes naturally to me ”

spring semester moodboard - med student 🩺🌷

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