I Don’t Think People Understand How Much Of Life Is Grief. Not Just People Dying, But Losing The Version

As a med student i have met women like Dr Mckay and women like Dr Shamsi and many in between, and you learn way more from the first ones

okay but javadi and mckay are so important. mckay is exactly what dr. shamsi doesn’t want javadi to be, but she’s also the woman the javadi finds comfort in during her shift. javadi gets more confident because she’s being watched over by mckay.

like imagine her actually babysitting harrison. the only hard rule is that harrison can’t do anything stupid enough to end up in the hospital but other than that, “there’s a 20 on the counter for a pizza, knock yourselves out.” in comparison to victoria’s mom not even trusting her enough to watch her cousins at family gatherings.

mckay trusts in victoria’s intelligence and it’s that trust that allows her to teach and guide her. i want them to have a cute sisterly relationship

it's good to keep in mind that past times seem like the good old days because it was the good stuff that survived. all the lame and boring shit is forgotten

i got an idea for a dnd character: A court jester that can control fire but only ever uses this gift to entertain people, heavily inspired by both Dustfinger and The Fool from ROTE, and they will be a multiclass rogue/bard that learnt how to do control fire (druid cantrip) by the fairies of the forest

I will never get over how weird it feels to have tragic and emotional chapters of your life where you just also still go to work, and the grocery store, and see funny videos online all while feeling such paralyzing fear and heartache

life just goes on no matter what

Mel from the pitt is literaly me

monoculture forests are deeply unsettling in a way that is hard to explain to people who do not spend a lot of time looking at forests