Biker venture fan art‼️‼️ (design by @cholv0q )
I just wanna be pretty and girly but in the way a boy can be
anyways i am uhhh
thinking about venture overwatch
venture wears the corniest boxers. i'm talking white with red lipstick kisses. blue with bubbles and rubber duckies. pink with flamingoes.
they have ONE pair of boxers dubbed 'the fuckboxers.' they're just black. venture has not gotten laid in said boxers.
this is canon. you cannot disagree or you die.
When your coworkers are talking about someone and they’re non-binary and one of your coworkers says “I just don’t get the then thing how is somebody two people” and laughs. Great reminder of why I’m not out in professional spaces.
thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
Taravangian really said "I want that twink obliterated" and then obliterated the twink
possible upcoming thing
Overwatch Venture Nonbinary flag icons
At the end of the day I know I would be happier if I was born a man. I wouldn’t identify the way I do now. I’d be comfortable in my own skin. But I’ll never know what that feels like and everyday feels like a fight. I won’t do anything about it though, I’m not strong enough.
Having one of those days where I don’t get out of bed til 4pm bc I would have to look in the mirror to shower but I need to shower but I’d have to look in the mirror so I can’t shower which means I can’t move
Having awful gender dysphoria, like the worst you’ve ever felt, and not being able to tell your boyfriend because you’re pretty sure he’d leave if you ever decided to transition.