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Please help me find this old forum full of fanfiction please

Full disclosure: this is entirely NSFW, but insane NSFW. I don't know what you'd call it today? Whump? Torture porn? I don't fucking know. My details on it will be a little off because I was a very mentally ill teenager with limited access to the internet. I can't remember basic facts about my life, let alone this fucking website, but I'm now showing my wife The X-Files for the first time and I'm like "this fandom has some of the best fanfic ever but also the most insane?" and this has been plaguing me for the past five years. I lost the link I think?

It was a forum. I remember it being a blue colour scheme, maybe green? It was cool toned. I'm 90% certain the entire website was dedicated to 'extreme' and 'graphic' content. As in, there wasn't really fluff on the site. It took a while to load up, but I was living in the middle of fucking nowhere with shitty wifi trying to load it on my seven year old phone so who knows. I cannot remember the name. I want to say they were organised into cute little categories but I can't lie I don't remember.

It was definitely a product of the old internet though, but I know that's absolutely no use.

However! I remember one (1) specific fanfiction o on this site! And I do not think it was cross posted! However, I do Not have the title! The storyline was essentially Mulder was kidnapped and forcibly given heroin until he was addicted, and then was like. Just dumped? I don't think he got out himself but I can't remember how and then it was all withdrawal/addiction themed hurt/comfort. Mostly hurt. Not much comfort. (In hindsight, that was probably a good tagline for what I remember the site being).

I don't know. I just want to know I'm not crazy and that it actually existed? Anyway, thanks for reading if you read this far lmao.

"every possible kind of content can be found on the internet" yeah sure except for the One fucking thing I'm looking for. why does no one want to talk about the One Singular thing I'm looking for. but yeah other than that everything is on here.

So, Gillian Anderson is slightly taller than me and every time they have a scene where she stands next to David Duchovny without the Scully box, this is all I can think of:

Dusk

I recently looked through some old HARPG stories I wrote and shared them with my friends. They really made me want to paint more horses and unicorns again 😭 so that's what I did today

Having ADHD is so fun because sometimes youre looking for something that you use regularly and definitely put away in a smart and reasonable place and you have absolutely 0 hope of remembering where and finding it. And then other times ur like "hmm I need a some kind of small pointed object. I feel like i remember seeing a paperclip under the left couch cushion a month ago, i wonder if its still there" and it is

dana scully is stronger than any other person on this earth bc if I had to listen to mulder's stupid fucking theories every day of my job only for him to be RIGHT?? most of the time I would go insane

yoou guys wont be laughing when i suddenly collapse unconscious and have to be taken to the hospital. then youll all see <- normal thought process to have while doing anything i dont want to

Don’t tickle FNAF Chica ever,,

Portraits

the way they went back to the painted poster aesthetic for this season oh we leaving the fucking freezer NOW