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— Franz Kafka, The Castle | The Lovers of Valdaro

she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father. i clawed my way up his leg. four years later he’d send my parents a picture of the scars alongside a tin of cookies. he said, “i hope she’s still okay. i carry her with me. it isn’t every day you save a life. it isn’t every day you feel like you were here for a reason. when it does happen, you have to cherish that memory. for once, i had a purpose. just being there was enough. she tore me open but she taught me a lot about love.”

MUTILATE UNTIL IT’S YOURS

I know I could have loved you but you would not let me

WHAT WE DO IN THE SHADOWS 6.09

horror sub-genres: lovecraftian/cosmic

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Never walk into a cage willingly. If you're already in one: break out.

Digital faux linocut.

Genuinely terrified of Jenson Button

Schumacher, pointing at Sebastian: Yes this is my child, yes he bites and that's alright

Sebastian, with a screwdriver in his hand: I'M GOING TO POKE HOLES ON WEBBER'S PORSCHE

Schumacher: Yeah you go do that son

LOOK AT TJIS OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS

lestappen this, landoscar that,

where are my fernando/nico shippers at?

Tiktok kept muting it so Im just gonna leave this here😭

Fernando Alonso — The View Between Villages

laura helping her dad with his gloves for one final time in f1 🥹

Charles Leclerc is my favourite driver not because he's hot or he's babygirl or whatever. He's my sacrificial lamb. He's god's favourite offering. His fur is soft and his eyes have a look that say "doomed since the beginning". Every Sunday the blade meets his throat and he bears no resistance. He's catholic guilt personified

A begging to be loved

- Armand, Amadeo, Arun Interview With The Vampire

Interview With The Vampire // 520 Studios // Bright Dead Things, Ada Limon // The 17-Year-Old & the Gay Bar, Danez Smith // Sara Teasdale // unknown // The Haunting of Hill House, Shirley Jackson // The Raven Boys, Maggie Stiefvater // unknown // Song of Myself, Walt Whitman // Citizen Illegal, José Olivarez // Virginia Woolf // unknown // unknown // Dear Dictator, Saint Motel // Litany in Which Certain Things Are Crossed Out, Richard Siken // David Levithan // The Hours, Michael Cunningham // Sue Zhao // Teaching the Dog Not to Nip, Jim Moore

ARMAND + LESTAT | Similarities

Men and women fell in love with Armand, of course, “so innocent, so passionate, so brilliant!” You don’t say. In fact, Armand’s power to seduce was almost beyond his control.

ARMAND + paramours throughout the ages

thejamlore: jacob reacting to sam refusing to sing on the spot (“absolutely not!”) in his interview for autumn brown:

“you could never get sam to sing… but you'll sit in a room near him, and you'll just hear mimics operatic singing”

Videos: Autumn Brown - Terrorized and Therapized with Sam Reid and Autumn Brown - Raft Match with Jacob Anderson

Concerto for Gashed Throat and Orchestra: Purgatory is a lovely room for music.

(Improvisation. I did too much music. I know it. Alas. But oh well. It is. In all its TOO MUCHness.)

Oh my

important and relevant ???

found the killer post again bc i lost it

Aaliyah as Akasha in Queen of the Damned

"The bear loved the deer, it was obvious. It ripped the deer's throat out, and then licked the dying deer with the most passionate affection. I thought of you and me."

David Cronenberg, Consumed

my beautiful failwife with zero self-preservation instincts

*taps mic* is this thing on? Yeah okay so every vampire in the vampire chronicles is turned at critical a moment in their lives and beyond just the body they are in when they are turned, their mentality stays at that standstill for their entire immortality, Lestat was turned against his will, he was clinging onto Magnus begging him to be freed, so he’s constantly seeking freedom and only finding loneliness and thus turning back to people again and again, however he can’t STAND being told what to do, since he desires agency in his life so desperately, Armand was turned after years and years of abuse and lack of control but such a desire for genuine love, by a man he ‘loved’ so wholly who he felt was barring his love from him, he needs control in his life, he needs a ‘master’ but he does not desire it, it does not fulfill him, he is trapped in a room but the door is unlocked! Louis was mourning his brother, he felt like an utter failure and so he’s always seeking family, seeking people he can care for, he can coddle, he can prove he is good too, but he loves people who either cannot stand coddeling and need a sense of looseness to live (Lestat) or people who grow out of coddling who prove to Louis he will always fail the people he loves (Claudia), Claudias turning, in many MANY ways mirrors lestats in that it was against her will, she was stolen from her home, and in her immortality she desires freedom but unlike Lestat does not have the agency/ form to get it, she will always be small, she will always be looked down on, even by Lestat who cannot deny how much she is just like him *taps mic* ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!! NONE OF THEM CAN BREAK THE CYCLE!!! TO BREAK IT WOULD BE TO UNDO THE VERY FIBER OF THEIR IMMORTAL SELVES!! THE CYCLE IS THE BLOOD THEY DRINK IT IS THE HEART IN THEIR CHEST AND IT ROLLS AND ROLLS DOWN THE MOUNTAINS AND VALLEYS OF THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER AND IT CAN NEVER BE STOPPED BECAUSE THEY WILL NEVER STOP LOVING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!

#FUCK