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pls give atsushi headcanons plsplsplsplslsplpspslss
I feel like a cat that’s been coaxed out from under the sofa.
Sure.
-Atsushi’s multilingual. Many of the orphanage staff are foreigners that served alongside Japan in the Great War and settled down there after it ended.
And so Atsushi grew up hearing many different languages.
-In the corner of Atsushi’s wardrobe he has gifts and trinkets that the Agency have gifted to him. He treasures them all dearly.
-Atsushi likes to take naps during his break on slow days. Just curls up on the sofa under a patch of sunlight.
-On that, Atsushi struggles to sleep when he’s alone. It’s one of the reasons why Dazai had Kyouka stay with him. He feels safe knowing someone else is there with him.
-Atsushi plays with the longer parts of his hair when he’s nervous.
-Atsushi can’t lie for shit but if he will commit to the bit even if everyone knows he’s lying.
-Atsushi has a really high pain tolerance.
-Atsushi didn’t realise how bad his childhood was until the Agency took on a case getting a mother and her kids away from an abusive father.
He saw himself in their eyes and the headmaster in the fathers.
-Atsushi finds it calming to look at the moon. But he does get afraid to look at it when it’s full. As he’d fall into a trance and transform.
-Atsushi found it physically painful to lose his ability in Dead Apple.
-His most treasured possession is his Agency uniform as it’s the first thing that ever belonged to him.
-Atsushi doesn’t quite recall his parents clearly though he knows what they did to him. But unlike with the orphanage, Atsushi thinks he deserved it.
-His sass and cutthroat comments are partly a defence mechanism because for most of his life it was the only way Atsushi could fight back.
-Atsushi gets nightmares about what happened in 55 minutes and what could’ve happened had he had failed.
-When Atsushi hallucinates the best way for him to ground himself is by having some kind of weight put over on him like a blanket.
Or a coat.
-Atsushi was confused the first time Yosano wanted to give him a check up because no one’s ever cared if he was hurt before.
-Atsushi’s ability being able to reverse damage was often used against him. As kids could hurt him and not get in trouble as there was “no proof” they did anything.
So clearly Atsushi was lying.
-Atsushi would often see an orange cat when he was outside during chores. It kept him company and seemed quite intelligent.
-Atsushi chuffs when he’s happy and is very embarrassed about it.
-It took Atsushi a while to come to terms with the fact he’d killed a man (twice now) even if he knows it had to be done.
-Even after knowing the Agency doesn’t run on a points system, Atsushi mentally assigns points to the tasks he completes. And takes them away when he fails.
-Atsushi still has Akutagawa’s coat in his dorm.
Chuuya doesn't play favorites - until he does.
People say Atsushi talks about his past too much and I think he doesn’t talk about it enough.
We are not the same.
I want that lore.
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me impatiently to the little french cat boiling me in a stew: chat am I cooked
happy birthday, Atsushi 💕
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