taps fingers so that sagau huh đ i like the sub troupe where people think reader is an imposter and try to exterminate them for their blasphemy but what about one where reader runs into like the harbingers or the abyss prince/princess while injured and are recognised as the god they are so that by the time the rest realise what theyve done reader is smitten with where they are. like childe jokes around with them and rough houses gently bc he sees readers eyes light up at being treated normally, the reader loves to curl up on scaramouches lap and bask in being one of the only ones to hear the balladeers singing voice, they find snezhneya to be where they feel safest and are terrified to leave its borders w/o a harbinger or the tsaritsa hersef by their side?
HNGHN YESS I love this au! A few other writers have also made amazing stuff with this idea! I hope you enjoy this!! <3 I ended up writing about the fatui since i wanted to make this somewhat coherent and couldnt tie the abyss into it, but i'd totally love to write abt the abyss too!! (I really enjoyed writing this, miiight write more abt it if i have any ideas)
cw: mention of injury, trauma
Length: 1.9 k
Perhaps it was because it was the first act of kindness you'd been blessed with since being forcefully flung into this strange, magical world. Perhaps it was because of the bitter resentment burning in the back of your throat like a vile poison. Whatever it was - it was the first time you'd felt - well, content since arriving in Teyvat.
You still recall the aches jabbing at your body - unsure where you were hurt, since everything ached agonizingly. Every bruise, cut - and especially the searing words echoing within your mind - voiced by ones you used to love.
Darkness.
Hallow, cold, darkness.
A never ending abyss of agony followed by numbness.
Tufts of fur ticking your nose - cool breezes brushing against your skin.
Wet flakes of snow, gracefully gliding down from the skies - only for their brief, yet beautiful life, to come to an end as they landed upon you and spread out into tiny droplets of water.
Strong arms carrying you in them, pressing you against a broad chest tightly - as though you'd fade away if they eased up their stronghold.
The crunching of snow beneath their feet. Anxious huffs of breath next to your face as the pace sped up.
Warm, plush furs underneath your frame - cradling your broken form and enveloping you in their inviting warmth. Pulling you down to sink into the softness below.
A cool, yet gentle touch upon your forehead.
Delicate fingers rolling across your skin, feather-light in their touches as they traced every mark upon your face with a barely-there caress.
"Thank you for bringing them to me."
A forehead pressed against yours - skin much too cold to be human, yet a warmth in the regal, quiet voice that spoke out.
Gradually, your heavy lids let up and allowed your eyes to open. You were greeted by a high ceiling - gratuitous silver embellishments lining the walls - crowned by diamonds that glistened like ice in the sun. Every corner of the room was decorated lavishly in cool silvers and blues - the only warmth oozing from the fire roaring near your bed.
A large bed - furs covering every surface of it and silky, transparent curtains drawn around it - fuzzing up your vision of the surrounding room ever so slightly.
Gently, careful not to irritate your injuries further, you sat up, allowing heavy duvets to slide off your form and crumple in a heap beside the bed.
Where on earth were you?
With a shaky hand, you reached for the airy textile of the curtains.
Your arm was wrapped in bandages - upon further inspection, much of your body was. The dull ache remained - but your wounds ached much less - as though a numbing and cooling agent had been applied upon them.
Before you could even attempt to climb out of the bed - the large, looming doors of the room swung open and a small crowd flowed into the room like rushing spring waters - a quiet murmur hovering around them.
You stared in awe at the people before you.
Childe, his blue gaze focused solely on you - a sincere relief upon his features?
The familiar wide-brimmed hat of an unforgettable Balladeer peeking out from behind the others?
But first and foremost - your eyes fixated upon the unfamiliar woman at the head of the group.
Icy, pale blue eyes that stared into your soul - silver-white hair enclosed in beautiful intricate braids and a shimmering tiara fixed within her hair. Her long, blue robes hugged her figure - the silver embroidery gleaming when the fire cast light upon her.
She was beautiful.
"Your Grace," she whispered, her voice like a melody sung out in a church - reverent and wise as much as it was enchanting.
She approached your stunned figure - a coldness hovering around her - something you should have figured, given the symbol of cryo worn around her delicate neck.
"We're so glad to see you're awake at last."
You hadn't expected to be held out a loving hand by the villains of the story. The harsh - merciless Tsaritsa and her loyal Harbringers. But you were glad they brought you into their loving arms within the nation of Snezhnaya - showering you in attention, gifts - worship as though you were the most delicate and valuable gem within the universe. Tending to your aches with soothing remedies and the best doctors.
A god - held in higher regard than even the royal and beautiful Tsaritsa herself - who was glued to your side, her mesmerizing eyes always upon you.
At first - you had been skeptical.
Skeptical, when Childe - Tartaglia, kneeled before you and kissed your bruised knuckles with the utmost adoration welling within the pools that were his eyes.
Frightened, when Scaramouche - the unpredictable and short-tempered Balladeer of the Harbringers allowed you to see a softness within his hardened shell - worshipping the very ground you walked in.
Intimidated, when the Tsaritsa lovingly guided you around the palace, showing you the gnosis she had acquired - promising to make the ones who hurt you suffer.
But slowly - you felt yourself melting in the company of your newfound friends, despite the ever cold winds and snow of Sznezhnaya.
"Your Grace, would you like to accompany me to go fishing?" the cheerful voice of Childe called out to you as you sat on your window sill, cocooned in a blanket.
You glanced up at him, a rare, faint smile upon your lips.
You'd been bundled up in the warmest fur coats, elemental magic keeping you warm as you rode a carriage to a nearby lake.
There, Childe had been quick to get to work, showing off his skills in a myriad of ridiculous ways. Shooting arrows at the fish - swooping them up with the claws of his Foul Legacy form - anything to keep the light in your eyes glowing.
Finally, as he attempted a complex series of tricks to catch his next fish - you allowed a laugh to bubble in your chest - pure and earnest, and vulnerable.
The icy waters of the lake had no effect on the Harbringer as he stared in awe, a dumb grin upon his own face as he relished in the heavenly sound.
He made it his mission to coax that sound out from you as often as possible, after that.
Even as he shivered in bed for days after that, a harsh fever riding over his body from the incident at the lake - he minded little, as your divine presence kept him company - slowly opening up to him. Telling him about your life before Teyvat.
He was smitten.
You found it strange, at first, how the Balladeer followed you around constantly, his eyes always on you. It was a little intimidating, given how two-faced he had the capacity to be. That being said, you were quite liking this new side of him you were unearthing.
Your head spun as you escaped your bed, throwing off the restricting covers as memories of your time being hunted crushed you beneath their degrading heel. You were desperate for air - desperate for freedom - for escape. It hurt so much and your legs could only carry you so far in the dark corridors of the palace.
You were brought to earth by soft hands gently grasping yours.
The room was barely lit by violet glow of an electro vision. Your panicked eyes bore into those of the Balladeer - and despite your best efforts, you found yourself sobbing quietly.
The usually angry Harbringer bit down his fury - fury at those that reduced your divine form to tears in the dead of night - and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close in an awkward attempt at comfort.
He guided you to the sofa in his room, allowing you to sit upon his lap as you wept - not minding the tears staining his clothing as you clutched onto his shirt.
All that mattered to him was you.
You allowed the faint scent of incense imbued within his clothes to soothe you - lulling you to a state of exhaustion. His lips moved faintly - a whisper of an ancient lullaby flowing from them, until finally, you were asleep once more, guarded by the hands of the ruthless Country Destroyer.
After that - you slowly began to seek his presence more. His tough demeanor would wither away in your presence, becoming putty in your hands whenever you were around.
He could go from degrading his subordinates to kneeling before you - eager for your attention - ready to hold you - to allow you to hold him - anything you wanted. Behind his back, few even commented that they could almost see him wagging a nonexistent tail when you were around.
The Tsaritsa was always so gentle - you found yourself getting attached quickly. You were well aware of her jagged, icy nature towards those she deemed problems, but you cared little when her gentle hands placed diamonds around your neck and sang praises to you in a soft voice. Anything you may have needed or wanted - it was yours.
She'd play with your hair gently as she stood by your throne - her throne, as you had told her many times, only for her to disagree. She seated you upon it, smiling gently as she told you of her plans for the archons. Plans for those that hurt you.
Clearly, once the archons and their nations became aware of the fact that the imposter they had attempted to vanquish was indeed you, it was far too late.
Offerings and apology letters were discarded - shredded by the ravenous wolves that were the Harbringers. All to eager to let out their anger towards your transgressors by unleashing it upon their gifts.
When they were foolish enough to enter Sznezhnaya - naĂŻve enough to attempt confronting you - they were denied any access to you. The Tsaritsa was very thorough in her defense systems.
That being said, they were subjugated to witnessing you bloom with infectious joy in the arms of the common enemy.
From a distance - never too close. Never close enough to be seen by you - another thing the Tsaritsa and her army made sure of - but close enough to see you.
See you allowing Childe to pick you up - twirl you in the air while calling you not by your title, but your name. It sent Zhongli into a spiral of despair.
See you sat on the lap of the Electro archon's discarded puppet - affectionately calling him nicknames you made up on the spot, or occasionally leaning against his chest as his edges softened only for you, singing gently for only you to hear. It broke Ei's heart.
See you pampered by the Tsaritsa - watch laughter simmer and spill from your lips as you were entertained by the beautiful flames of La Signora. Suffer as you held hands with the Cryo archon, gifting her your attention and company as she showed you the sights of Sznezhnaya proudly - a knowing glint in her eyes as she sensed her enemies nearby.
It was enough of a punishment on it's own - sentenced to see you happier without them. Happy and safe. Showing your most vulnerable state around the enemies.
But it wasn't enough for the Tsaritsa, or her army of Fatui.
No.
They would tear down every nation if they must - anything to see you smile. Anything to vanquish the nightmares still plaguing you permanently.
Those that dared harm you would certainly live and die to regret it.
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â Genres: 60% Angst, 40% Fluff, Yandere!AU, Inspired by Death Note
â Summary: Youâve always had feelings for Park Jimin, star soccer player and cute boy-next-door. But itâs been unrequited for years and you expect it to continue that way. Or at least until a certain notebook falls into your hands.
â Warning: toxic relationships, loosely implied smut, some victim blaming. This is not your typical love story.
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a/n | this has been in my drafts for forever and iâm happy to finally share it with yâall :) i have definitely been very high off of the scara hopium leaks and lore lately, and wanted to write this based on the unknown parts of his character. i really tried to challenge myself with this piece. i hope you like it and happy holidays everyone!! (art credits @/chinikuniku on twitter)
warnings | slight profanity
genre | love confession, enemies to lovers
word count | 2.3k
pairing | scaramouche x reader
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Warnings: Violence, Dark Characters with Darker Intentions. And the plot would only get darker from here. Disturbing imagery, allusions, blood.
Word Count: 14k+ (Yes, I lost myself in the flow)
(GIF credits to the owner. I do not own them)
Kindly excuse the typos and errors
*****
The night was young and the stars were restless.
The night was young and the club was booming.
The night was youngâŠ
yet it felt like the darkest hour when his eyes met hers.Â
(Y/N) worked as a bartender at an elite bar in the city- sort-after, high-end, but oddly lowkey. It was subtle, but an experienced pair of eyes would point out the oddities with ease.
As he sauntered towards her section, she busied herself with arranging the glasses and the mixers.
She had sworn to herself that she would stay out of trouble, and the broad-shouldered man with lips that seemed to be the carrier of kisses from paradise looked nothing less than trouble- big, deep trouble.Â
âWhat specials do we have tonight?â
(YN) almost flinched at his voice, but her actions remained smooth as ever as she arranged the glasses. She managed to put up a smile though
âCosmopolitan, French 75 and Paloma.â
âCosmopolitan with olives please.âÂ
Even his voice was honey-like. But it held an unusual edge to itâ some rare kind of honey- light but the right amount of sweet.
âI havenât seen you before.âÂ
He stated as a matter of fact.
âI joined a few months ago,â she repliedÂ
âI visited here last week.â
âI used to work the morning shift, itâs my first day in the evening shift.â she replied softly while handing him his drink.â
He smiled as he sipped from his drink but his eyes never left hers.
âHope itâs not too overwhelming for you?â
âA little.â she admitted sheepishly âBut my colleagues have been incredibly helpful, I think I will be settled soon.â
He hummed before finishing off his drink with a swig âI am Jin,â he offered his hand for a shake.Â
With a somewhat hesitant smile, she took itâ his hold was firm but his hands felt warm and smooth, just like his eyes.
The night was young and the stars were restless.
The night was young and the club was booming.
The night was young, yet when he smiled,Â
it felt like slow electricity pulsing through the air
Jinâ Kim Seokjin.
(Y/N) noted. The description that she was provided did no justice to what she was experiencing at the momentâ his aura, his appearance, everything hit her at once.
The night was still young
And it was a long way ahead.
But officer (Y/N) (L/N) was determined.
âLiya. My name is Liya Grace.â she introduced herself.
The night was young
And she had taken the first step
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Kim Seokjin was many things, Liya came to know that with her two years spent with him. He was a perfect gentleman, and he remembered exactly how many teaspoons of sugar she liked in her coffee and he oddly remembered the days that were otherwise insignificant to Officer (Y/N)- the person behind the mask of sweet and charming Liya Grace.
Little things mattered to Kim Seokjin, (Y/N) had realisedâ when Liya would cook dinner for him and wait up to reheat it even if her eyes would be droopy. When she would remember what tie he liked on certain days. When she would help him with fixing his tie and cuff links. Or when she would bring him his coffee to his home office every two hours.
One might misunderstand those as his expectation at first glance, but noâ he never expected or assumed that he was not of the kind.
But the little gestures of care and devotion made him happy. It assured him that his partner was just as devoted to him as he was.
And was he a sincere loverâ to the extent that (Y/N) felt a prick of guilt every time she replied to his soft, quiet declarations of love.
Jin was a lover straight out of a womanâs daydreams.Â
One would never believe how the hands that touched her so delicately were the ones that pushed his enemies to their dooms.
But (Y/N) knew. She knew because she had witnessed him strangle men twice his size with easeâ it was like buying bread to him- mundane business.
His eyes would be chillingly nonchalant and they were the windows for the sinister beast in him to peek through.
But only (Y/N) knew of this side of himâ undercover officer (L/N)(Y/N) who was quick and quiet and never even breathed loud but took all the pictures right, and never forgot to set bugs in his office. Officer (Y/N) was subtle and clever, after all.
Liya Grace, however, was naive and oblivious, believing in whatever her beloved boyfriend fed her. He owned chains of hotels, exclusive nightclubs and restaurants. What was odd with that? Some red wine sprinkled on his white shirt? Happens! Why would not she believe him?
That was not technically a lie. Jin did own all of them. But they were the surface, the strong shields protecting his underground illegal weapon dealingsâ his real business.
It would have been so easy to fool any ordinary civilian, but (Y/N) was no ordinary civilian.Â
âYouâre late. Again.âÂ
âIâm sorry Jagi, you know well that I amâ itâs those old investors, always looking for loopholes in my projects.â
Potential buyers
(Y/N) corrected him mentally as she scoffed and turned away pretending to be upsetÂ
âLiyaâlove, you canât be angry at me now, it's onlyâuhâ a bit lateâŠâ he trailed off as he glanced at his limited edition watch.
âItâs two in the morning Jin.â she huffed while reheating his dinnerÂ
âHmm, pretty late, but you are still awake sweetheart.â
âYesâ
Just getting some confidential documents.
âI wanted to talk.â
âEverything alright Jagi?â he sounded concerned but her smile soothed his frown
âJust considering visiting my parents. Havenât seen them in a while.â
âWhy? I mean is everything okay there?â
âOh no, I just miss them.â
There was another thing (Y/N) had noticed about Kim Seokjin. He liked to keep her for himself.
He was a possessive man, more so emotionally than physically. It was normal for lovers to be possessive, but his sense of possession extended a bit too far.
And it made (Y/N) squirm sometimesâ she could swear it was just her being uncomfortable, but deep down, she knew that there was a sinister edge to his love and it made an eerie anticipation bloom in her heart.
âWhy not we go to meet them this weekend? You can finally introduce me to them then?â
âOh Jin, no need of that, you already have a tight schedule.â
There was no way that she could let all her hard work go down the drain.
âBut Liya, I have to meet them someday.â
âSure Jin, I want you to meet them too, but I want to see how they would take the news of me already living with my boyfriendâ they have always been a bit protective of me and I want things to go smoothly so bad...Let me set the ground first. Hm?â
She managed to muster up her best puppy eyes and Jin finally relented and nodded with a sigh. He was in a hurry to put a ring on her finger, so eager in fact that she already had a promise ring occupying her finger.
âWhen do you plan to go then?â
âTomorrow?â
Jin smiled and nodded âJust donât stay away from me long, okay?âÂ
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âLiya! I have cooked your favourites.âÂ
Her father greeted her on the porch as soon as she arrived.
âDad I missed you!â
Her father smiled and pulled her in for a hug.
âYou have the pigeon feed?â he whispered into her ears without a single muscle faltering.
She hummed, still smiling.
There could be no chance taken. It was Kim Seokjin after all, and underestimating him would be foolishness. The department knew that Kim Seokjin had eyes everywhere and one slip-up could cost them not only all their hard work but also their lives.
âHurry up, your Mom is setting the table.â he ushered her in as they played the perfect father and daughter for the hidden hawks.
â----
âHere.â (Y/N) handed them a Pendrive. It was the one that contained recordings of his office, some pictures of classified documents and some codes
âExcellent Officer.â her âmotherâ hummed as she examined the item.
âNow that the pigeons will be feeding, let us have dinner too.â her âfatherâ quipped inâ finally at ease now that the documents were in their hands.
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(Y/N) had excused herself back to her room. It was cosy yet oddly familiarâ detailed to perfection. A typical room that screamed âI spent my teenage years hereâ. (Y/N) felt exhausted. Not only because she had been putting up a facade for so long but also because the ring on her finger sat heavilyâ mocking her as it gleamed under the nightlight. But most of all, it was the booming questions in her mind, screaming at her for answers.
She dug into her purse to retrieve a Pendrive. Another Pendrive that held the most crucial information, the deepest vulnerabilities in Kim Jinâs empire, in his security system. The Pendrive contained information that could easily lead to his encounterâ no more pieces of evidence required.
She gulped, fiddling with the tiny device. She had always known what she wanted, what she was doing. But not this time.
What was she doing?
Why couldnât sheâwhy did not she submit the most important Pendrive to her superiors?
It would take them no time to bring Kim Seokjin and his empire of illegal weapons into ashes and yetâŠ.
âWhatâs wrong with me?â she huffed out breathlessly.
Finding no convincing answer, she settled for going to bed. Maybe a bit of rest would do? She had been pretending for so long, acting as the perfect, oblivious little girlfriend to a man so subtly dark, it had taken a toll on her mentally and emotionally.
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Drip
Drip
Drip
Drip
Drip
Drip drip drip dripdripdripdripdrip
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Gurgrlegurlegurlegurglegurglegurgurgurgleâ
âHuh?â
It was disorienting to wake up to the sound of an open tap. Without much thought, she stepped into the bathroom, cringing at the wet sensation. It was tap left open and the basin was overflowing. Turning the tap off, she waited for the water to settle down.Â
The drain was blocked.
She did not remember blocking it. She had not even stepped into the bathroom.
She pulled out the lid, unlocking the drain as thoughts began to flood in. It was an in-built instinct within her. She never dismissed anything that even felt remotely off.
And at the moment she felt like something was very, very strange.
The sound of splashing and gurgling of water felt louder than it actually was. The silence was no longer blank, or even remotely cosy. It was instead eerie.Â
Something just did not feel right.
Rushing to the closet, she searched for any weapons that they have provided her in the room. She let go of the breath that she had been holding as she felt a gun kept between a bundle of empty boxes.Â
Fishing it out, she checked if it was loaded before pocketing the pen drive and slipping out of the room as quietly as possible. It was two o'clock in the morning, and while the silence was expected, this silence felt like holding oneâs breathâ it was filled with anticipation.
Making her way down the carpeted stair, she remained glued to the wall while her finger wrapped around the trigger. She gulped silently as her foot reached the bottom of the stairs. The door seemed locked, the kitchen was emptyâ
The backdoor!
Carefully gliding around along the walls, she reached the bedroom near the backdoor. The safety of her colleagues mattered the most to her at the moment.Â
Much to her relief, she saw them asleep on the bed. Noislesslyy shutting the door, she made her way to the backdoor. It appeared perfectlyâ
No.
It was unlocked.Â
One twist of the doorknob gave away the fragility of their safety. Her ears tried to pick up any noise behind or around her while her eyes searched for her other colleagues roaming around in disguise. The house, past the lawn, was supposed to be occupied by her colleagues too. She quickly searched for the torchlight she knew was kept there. Gripping it with a tinge of desperation, she blinked it at the house window.
No response.
She tried again. They were supposed to have their eyes on this house for the whole damn night!
No response.
Feeling the panic beginning to build, she took a deep breath in and out. She had been spying on one of the country's biggest underworld figures, there had been people she had taken care of before.
Everything would be under control.
She tried to soothe herself as she made her way back to the bedroom, leaving the door unlocked. If something went wrong, the backdoor would be their safe exit.
As soon as she stepped into the bedroom, she reached out for them, fingers almost twitching to shoot anyone other than her colleagues.
âSir, wake up.â she whispered as quietly as possible. Not getting a response, she tapped on his covers âSir, Maâam pleaseââ
She felt cold at the sensation of the warmth she was familiar withâ--warm and wet. Her throat closed up as she felt around the covers. It was all damp and warm inside but her colleagues were still and cold.Â
She yanked her hand out with a shaky gasp, only to be further horrid at the sight of her tainted hands in the darkness of the roomâ she could see it clearlyâeven under the street light.Â
There was a faint noise of something shifting that had her pointing her gun at the darkest corner of the room. Her heart thumped in fear and anticipation as she pointed her gun at the darkness.
It was at that moment when her anticipation came to a heavy haltâ Jin stepped out of the dark corner, taking up the space near the window instead. The streetlight and moon rays falling on his form gave him an eerie illumination.
âWhy wait now?⊠Here I am. Pull the trigger.âÂ
His inaction was far more chilling than his acts of violence. He was just standing stillâ and nonchalant and yet, the darkness in his eyes was far deeper than the dark corner he emerged from.
âIs it not what you were sent for, after all?â he drawled, slipping his hands into his pockets. âNow you even have a reason.âÂ
his eyes flickered to the bed momentarily before settling back on her as he tilted his head slightly
 âWhatâs the matter Officer (Y/N)(L/N), pull the trigger.â the amusement was clear in his tone.
She would not pull the trigger, even if it was the right thing to do, she would never do that.Â
And Kim Seokjin had realised it before her.Â
She hid away the pen drive, her hands shook as she pointed her gun at him and her fingers froze at the mere thought of shooting him.Â
She shook her head, trying to push back her tears as the realisation began to dawn upon her, like a nightmare merging into reality.
âE-even if I tell you why, you would not believe me.â she breathed out.
It was pathetic. How would he believe her if she told him that she had just realised that she was in love with him? For real.
Why would he believe that even?
The corner of Jinâs lips lifted up slightly at her words.
âOh Jagi, I know you inside outâŠâ he trailed away as he sauntered towards her.
His movements reminded her of the first time she had met him. Two years ago.
Today was the dayâ the day they first met.
She stepped back, half in shock, half in caution, her hands lowered far before she had realised.
âWhy did you keep the other pen drive to yourself? You had two of them.âÂ
He knew, he always knew.
âHow long?â
Jinâs lips tugged up with smugness.
âThe moment our eyes met I knew that you did not belong there.â
She took in a sharp breath.
âAssuming that I had never known of youâ confidence.â he continued to take predatory steps towards her.Â
She truly felt like a cornered preyâ so small and helpless. His towering form seemed to have engulfed the whole room- and he, her whole existence. She flinched internally when her back touched the wall.Â
âBut assuming that my sources would never know about youâ overconfidence.â he smiled as he reached her. The kind of smile that made her feel cold
There was no way out.
âIf you plan to kill me, just get over with it now.â the words felt foreign on her tongue, but she meant them.
âOh JagiâŠâ he drawled as if sharpening his sword â I only intend to teach you a sweet, sweet lessonâŠI do love you after all.â she forced down a whimper as he leaned closer to her, his lips touching her earlobes
 âAfter all, you love me too, and you shall scream that to the world tonightâ
****
Min Yoongi was many things.
He was subtle, he was lowkey, and yet he was powerful, he bathed in money and influence and guess whatâ he was a well-known face on the top magazines, billboards and newspapers.
He was one of the leading industrialists after all.
To the world.
Behind closed doors ran the chaos and spills of the underworldâ white power, red ink and sharp edges.
Min Yoongi was many things, but he was not always very patientâ especially during crucial interrogations. His business was vast and deep. And to run such a vast business empireâ one he had built himself, he needed moneyâ a flood of it.
 People looked up to him as an inspirational figureâ the ideal rags-to-riches man. But to build such an empire by the age of thirty-two, one needed something extra, and Yoongi had nothingâ nothing other than a hawkâs eyes and a razor mind. So he used them instead and created a whole ring of underground business. The profit in the market required heavy investments and it came not only from big investors, it was pumped from the underground.
Who would suspect that the man making gaping charities, arranging free scholarships and educating millions of children would be the one running a whole underground business?
The police, who else?
It was an open secret among the top officers. They knew what went on behind closed doors and dark basements in his posh offices and luxurious hotels. Too bad, Min Yoongi was always ten steps ahead.
It had turned into a cat-and-mouse game, they would hunt for evidence, a loophole and Yoongi would hunt for the one digging those holes.
The manâs head was pulled out of the cold water. He coughed and wheezed, struggling to breathe through the remaining water dripping down along with blood.
Yoongi sighed. Twenty minutesâ twenty fucking minutes and no information regarding the infiltrator. Though it was no new thing, it was a matter of increasing concern because he had not been able to get hold of the mouse yet.Â
The man being interrogated was one too, but Yoongi knew that he was not the spy he should be concerned with.
âHereâs how this is going to be young manâŠâ he began with a cigarette clasped between his lips. He paused briefly to light it up. âYou tell me who has been collecting information about my organisation and I give you an easy death.â
Yoongiâs eyes flicked up, finding the dilated pupils of the man, blood and saliva running down his busted lips. He spat out two of his bloody teeth into the water and coughed. He gasped again as one of Yoongiâs men took hold of his hair, ready to dunk his head into the murky water again.
Yoongi rose his palm this time, halting his menâs actions. Pulling the cigarette away, he blew out smoke into the air, momentarily blurring his face âLet me rephrase it..If you do not reveal your partner, I will make sure that you continue to breathe.â
 Nearing him, Yoongi leaned closer, whispering in his earÂ
âBesides, your sister would make up for the loss of our money for our clients. Now, that would be perfect, donât you think?â
Yoongi smirked as the man clenched his jaw and shuddered. He gripped his shoulder and squeezed the bruise hard, making the man scream.
âThink about it, heroâ your charity might cost you your sisterâs life. She just entered college, didnât she? Tsk tch tch, she must have so many dreamsâŠâ he threatened with a voice dripping with mock concern while his eyes held a promise of acting through his words.
The man shut his eyes, gritting his teeth before looking dead into Yoongiâs eyes
âRavenâ
Was all he said before pushing out a tiny bottle from his tied hands, it had been there between his palms. It happened within the span of seconds, one moment the man was there, and the next, he shoved the bottle in his mouth before dropping dead.
Cyanide.
âWhere were your eyes?â Yoongi gritted out as he looked at his men with fury âWhere.the.fuck were you looking when he had this in his fucking palms?â
His men trembled but said nothing, only hanging their heads in shame. Min Yoongi with raised voice was a threat, but he with a cold, low voice with gritting teeth was a warning that barely stood between oneâs life and his gun.
Surely, the police officer's body was not the only one which would be laying there.
But to their utter surprise, their bossâ fingers, instead of going for his gun, went to his head, running through his long hair.
He took a few puffs from his cigarette before dropping it on the wet floor and viciously crushing it with his heavy shoes.
He sighed, closing his eyes, the thin cut running through his face could be seen in its complete glory with his eyes closedâ it began from his forehead and sliced straight through his left eyebrow, and eyelid, ending on his upper cheek, parallel to his nose. It was faded but only added to the grim aura he carried.
âFind out who is Raven. And donât be lousy fucky this time.â
That was all he said before marching out of the place.
Min Yoongi was many things but he was not a man to step back from his words, even if it was something he had promised himself.
No blood on his hands on her birthday.Â
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The front light of the shop flickered before dimming considerably while Yoongiâs car pulled up in front of the flower shop. It was decent, but in Yoongiâs mind, needed a ton of renovation. It was already past midnight and his only regret was that he could not be there to wish her on the strike of twelve.
The door sign showed âclosedâ but he rang the bell anyway, his heart thumping on hearing the muffled sound of her ascending the stairs.
His lips curved into a smile as soon as the door opened.
âYou came? I thought you were busy.â
âAnd I thought I told you to wait for me at my place. Yet I find you here, sleeping with just a single lock at the main door.â he commented as he walked inside.Â
The flower shop was on the ground floor, and the floor above was where she lived. It would seem odd, special in a wayâ a business tycoon and a florist. But it would turn bizarre at the revelation of his true identity. A man marred with the underground murk and a sweet florist, oblivious to the monster she was letting in almost every night at her home.
âI baked some cookies.â
âMhm? I got you some fried chicken with cheese and beer.â her eyes lit up at that and she smiled, raining heavens on his heart.
âOh, Yoongi, you always know what I want!â
 Her voice dripped with delight as she made her way upstairs, while he locked the door, making eye contact with his men stationed just opposite the flower shop, under the guise of some construction workers.
He sighed in delight as her delicate floral fragrance engulfed him while he followed her upstairs.
âWait for me in the bedroom, I will bring the food. Andâwhat is this? A cake? You even brought me a cake? Oh Yoongi, you did not need to.â
He shook his head and smiled, taking her hands into his.
 âBut I wanted to.âÂ
His hand slid to her lower back and the other hand guided her hand to his shoulder as they began to slow dance in the kitchen, the food long forgotten at the kitchen counter.Â
Fishing out his phone, he clicked to play a retro romantic trackâ slow, lovely and oh-so poetic. He smiled at her, stealing a fleeting kiss on her forehead as they continued to move, like a slow-burning flame that would ignite oneâs soul.
âHappy Birthday my love.â he whispered ever so tenderly as she looked up with glistening eyes.Â
She tucked her head on his chest, relishing the moment in silence.
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One of the best leisure activities had to be sitting on the bed and enjoying oneâs favourite meal along with oneâs favourite person, Yoongi realised that while placing another piece of fried chicken on her plate. She smiled at him, a smudge of ketchup on her lower lip and it made her all the more adorable to her. All he wanted was to protect her, love her and be loved by her.
He scrunched his nose lightly while wiping the ketchup with his thumb while she munched on the chicken with stuffed cheeks.
Min Yoongi was in love with her, he knew it, she knew it too and he hoped that she would trust him too, enough to believe in his love through thick and thin.
âGinaâŠâ he began as he took her hands in his, not minding the crumbles and oil âDo you trust me?â
She blinked âYoongi, where is this coming from?â
âJust tell me, do you trust me to never hurt you? To love and protect you with my life?â
She frowned before nodding, but that was not enough for him.
âI need words Gina, do you trust me, love?â
âYes YoongiâŠâ her voice shook but there was a crack of uncertainty.Â
He would admit that it did hurt him, but he also knew that this was nothing beyond normal human behaviourâ blind trust was a luxury and he would taste that luxury soon, he only had to be patient. He knew that her trust would falter with his next words, but he needed to do what was required.
Taking a deep breath, he grasped her hands firmer âGinaâŠI love you, and I did not wish to lose youâŠso I hid something from you, but now I must come clean for the sake of our love.â licking his lips, he continued âGina, you know me as the world does, a philanthropist business tycoon, one with multiple companies under his banner, international projects, the rags-to-riches guy and what notâŠBut the truth is beyond that, darker than that.â
Her frown deepened at that âWhat do you mean?âÂ
Yoongi sighed and continued âI have an underworld business, Gina, I have my hands dipped in everything murky you can possibly imagine.â
He felt her stiffening at his words and as she attempted to pull away from his hold, his fear began to take the shape of reality. With each attempt to pull her hands away, his hold coiled tighter like a hungry snake. His jaws ticked at her futile attempts
âYou promised to trust me, didnât you?â his hand crept to her forearmÂ
âY-YoongiâŠâ
âI love you, I love you so much Gina, donât try to take that away from me.â hissed, turning desperate âI love you too much to let you go. I have everything prepared for you love, you will love the mansion, it has a vast garden and even a patch of woods, there are flowers, beautiful flowers, and the room I have prepared for you is your dream room, Love. We shall move to our room soon after the wedding.â
âWedding?â she whispered out incredulously as if it were the most bizarre thing to hear from him.Â
âOf course Jagi, are we not going to marry soon? I love you Gina and I thought this would be a perfect time to come out clean. I want to keep you safe love, pack up hmm? I have had the mansion all readied.â
âNoâ she whispered, making Yoongi pause
âNo?â
He scowled, tightening his hold to a painful extent before jerking her closer to him, ignoring the whimper his actions and eyes had elicited.
âWhat do you mean by No?â he snarled before closing his eyes and looking awayâ his tongue pushed against the inner wall of his cheek to show his thinning patience as he remained unfazed by her struggle to slip away from his bruising hold. âGinaâŠI told you that I love you, didnât I? I came clean to you like a good lover. Isnât it your turn to show appreciation and fucking listen to me? You are so fucking unsafe here I cannot protectââ
He was cut off by the sound of a click that tore through the otherwise heavy silence like an arrow in a dead forest
He looked at her, hold loosening before she mouthed--
RUN!
But there was no time for that other than reaching for his gun strapped on his shin but the moment his fingers touched the gun, he felt the piecing of a bullet. Chaos ensued as a figure in black jumped down from the attic, opening the foldable ladder that dropped from the ceiling, and reaching the bed.
Yoongi felt hands forcing him down before he elbowed the assaulter. His palm was already suffering a bullet wound but his eyes never left herâ his Gina, or that was the name she had used. She shook her head, tears now streaming down in full force.Â
âMin Yoong, you are under arrest!â
How were there so many men in the room? Boots rang across the floor as many men in uniform stormed the room, forcing him down further. But his eyes remained on the woman sitting in front of him, nursing her bruising wrist yet looking down at him with the sorrow only a true lover could.
Her eyes widened as he smiled at herâ a genuine smile that came from the realisation that she did warn him to run, that she had pain in her eyes.Â
âWhatâs your name?â he whispered softly making her her eyes widen. âYour nameâŠâ
âOi! You are under arrest for being involved in illegal business, you just confessed that!âÂ
One of the officers spat out as he snatched away the necklace she wore roughly, making her wince and Yoongi's jaws tick.
 âWe have it all recorded you scum!â
 He waved it in front of him before landing a heavy punch, making Yoongiâs head whip to the side, a bruise already forming while blood trickled down the corner of his lips.
But he did not care, finding her frightened eyes once more as her hand jerked to reach him, only to be stopped midway by the officer âWhatâs your name?â he asked again
 âGet her out of here.â the senior officer barked before the subordinate approached, his actions and tone much gentler than his superior as he helped her get up from the bed.
But before went out, she turned to him one last time, eyes filled with emotions, while Yoongi focused on pushing his heel against the sole of his shoeâ one press of the sensor and his team would be ready. He smiled at her as she disappeared from his sight.
Soon, LoveâŠVery Soon.
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The journey to the police station involved being shoved into a heavily guarded van with too many armed men.
Twenty men for one person? Even with a bullet wound?
He liked the fear.Â
His eyes met with one of the amateur officers, young, naive and so fucking idealistic perhapsâ a version of his in his early teens. Yoongi smirked as he watched him gulp subtly.
Good.
As soon as they reached the police station at an ungodly hour, he was shoved into an overly guarded prison, the captain watched him from outside as one would while inspecting a feral animal.
The middle-aged man held his gaze as Yoongi made himself comfortable behind the bars, sitting on the bed near the wall, his form faintly visible in the darkness.
The captain held his phone to his ear before speaking up, breaking the tense silence that felt like a bated breath
 âMission Raven Completed,âÂ
He whispered out, his eyes holding Yoongiâs gaze in mockery as he cut the call and slipped his phone into his pocket
âYour game is over Min Yoongi.âÂ
Yoongi sat still, his feline eyes shining with amusement under the minimal light reaching his prison.
âWhat? Arenât you scared? The whole world will come to know your true face in a few hours!â he snarled at him.
Yoongi knew that he had made many, many enemies along his climb to the top of the underworld rings. And this captain seemed to take things a bit too personally. But what did he know of the âgamesâ he played?
â Captain JiwokâŠâ he watched in satisfaction as the smirk was wiped out from the manâs face âMy game has just begun.â
Before the man could speak any further, a deafening boom shook the whole building as rubble began to fall, he watched the building burst into bedlam, throwing his back into laughter while his eyes twinkled in delight.
****
A sunny day, the bright colours of the summer and the gentle breeze playing with the new, tender leaves and the playful petals of brightest and softest blooms.Â
It would make anyone smile. But not the mistress of the Jung Estateâ(L/N)(Y/N), who could only resentfully look on as the servants, maids, dogs, cats, butterflies and even insects enjoyed their freedom of embracing the outside worldâ all but her.
The sprawling estate encompassed a vast garden with water channels running around in symbols, hosting a range of koi fish, one more stunning than the other and a number of servant quarters that housed the staff.Â
The place would look idyllic to anyone who would first set their eyes on it. But underneath the beautiful estate, laid metal doors, bloody walls and unending, dark body chutes. One might find that shocking, but not (Y/N) â to her, the Jung Estate was an extension of the master of the propertyâ Jung Hoseokâ an angelâs face and a devilâs soul. But (Y/N) doubted that he had any soul at all.
Taking her eyes off the garden, she focused on the elaborate lunch spread out for her. At least she had a choice of food, she thought with contempt as the maid served her more rice.
âWould you like dessert after lunch Maâam?â Lia, her personal maid enquired.
âNo thank you.â
âTheyâre all your favourite Madame.â she pressed ever so gently.
Sighing, (Y/N) nodded. Dessert might do her soured mood some good.
âI will bring them right after you are finished, Madame.â Lia beamed
(Y/N)âs lips tugged up subtly with an amused smile as she continued to eat her lunch. Hoseok, her husband always told her how much he loved her smile. And yet, he had turned the reason behind its decline.Â
Jung Hoseok was probably the most feared man in the country and she had made the foolish mistake of walking right into the lionâs den one sorry evening.
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âMadame, sweet buns along with mini butter croissants.âÂ
(Y/N) had smelled the delicious aroma before the oven-fresh delicacies came within her sight. After all, something to truly smile about, without making her cheeks ache.Â
âYou should have your lunch, Lia.â she offered softly, aching to be left alone, truly alone, without his people following her like someâŠfucking guard dogs!
Lia, the dedicated girl was obviously not at faultâ she was just doing what she was paid so heftily forâ taking care of the mistress of the Jung Estate.
The Mistress of Jung EstateâŠIronical, really, when she could not even step out of the iron castle without his consent. And if he were to go out of the city, even the garden was out of her reach. Even his pet had more freedom than her.Â
And yetâŠ
And yet he would claim to love her the most, adore her more than anything and appreciate even the most mundane thing she would do.
Huffing as such thoughts crossed her path, she violently tore the delicate croissant into two beforeâ
Croissants were not supposed to make any tearing sounds! Or were they?
This time, she looked closer, only to two torn pieces of the same paper peeking out of the halves of the delicacy. (Y/N) frowned as she pulled the pieces of paper out before joining them. Only to part her lips in surprise at the sight of the message written there.
A phone number!
She crumpled the pieces of paper, hiding them away in her fist before carefully peeling apart another croissantâ the same number!
This had to mean something, this could not be a coincidence.
Her stomach flipped as she gulped an uncomfortable lump in her throat.Â
What is this?
The question rang louder than all other thoughts in her head as she delicately folded the paper and walked up to the closet before hiding the paper in one of her shoes.
Thankfully, there were only two such croissants and the rest had only warmth and aroma stuffed inside them, so were the sweet buns, simple and delicious. The incident felt more like a dream but (Y/N) knew that it was not.
â--
âWho prepared the dessert today?â (Y/N) prayed that she sounded absolutely nonchalant as she fiddled with her food, pretending to mix the sauce with the rice.
Sitting on the terrace, she could have a wide view of the spread-out propertyâ all lit up and quiet, except for natureâs sounds.
âOh, did you not like it Maâam?â it was the butler serving her this timeâ breakfasts and dinners were his responsibility and she had no clue why this was a rigid routine.
âNo, it was delicious, thatâs why I askedâŠâ
âI am glad Madame, Lia herself prepared the dessert.â
(Y/N) kept her eyes down, afraid that her eyes would give away the surprise. Somehow, she managed a mundane âOh, I see.â but all she did was restrain herself from frowning.
She did not even remember when she fell asleep, in his absence, sleep seemed to come easy and deep. But this time, somehow she woke up with a start in the middle of the night. It was quiet but tense and while she was alert as soon as she woke up without the usual grogginess she would feel, the goosebumps all over her skin told her that something was just not right.
Squinting her eyes, she tried to adjust her eyes to the darkness when she spottedâ
âLia?â she hissed, annoyed that the girl was there inside her bedroom and had given her a nightmare-worthy scare.
âLia, is that you?â she felt her parched throat before recognising her rising fearâ what if it was not Lia but one of Hoseokâs rivals? What if the person wanted to hurt her? The silhouette matched that of her personal maid but she had not seen the personâs face yet andâ
To her slight relief, Lia revealed herself as she stepped near the bed âMadame, you are awake at this time?â
What kind of question was that?
âWhat are you doing in my room at two in the morning?â
Lia only smiled at her counter-question, but there was something condescending about it.
âDonât you feel better? More refreshed than mornings?â
âWh-what? What kind of questionââ
âI assume youâve got the number and are smart enough to hide it in a safe place?â she cut her off,
(Y/N) gulped, feeling increasingly uneasy with the situation. She was alone, vulnerable in her room with her supposedly personal maid who seemedâŠjust off.
Lia sighed and tilted her head âDonât worry, I'm not here to hurt you. In fact, I can help you.â
âHelp me?â she could feel her voice crumble at her words.
Help her as in helping her get out of the place? But who would dare to?
âNo, woman, I am not a rivalâs spy or something if you are worried about that. I work for the government.â
(Y/N) gasped quietly at that. Why would the government of the nation take the pains of infiltrating Hoseokâs home to rescue a simple girl? She gulped again, feeling her mouth grow increasingly dry.
âDonât,â Liaâs voice was quiet but strong, halting (Y/N)âs movement immediately as she reached out for the water bottle placed on the nightstand.
âI was just feeling thirsty?â she could not help but feel fear beginning to grip her in the face of the uncertain situation.
âYou can drink that once weâre finished with the conversation woman. You drink that right now, you will fall asleep again.â
âWhat?â (Y/N) frowned while Lia rolled her eyes with a slow shake of her headÂ
âYou are such a naive girl, no wonder you are still stuck here.âÂ
 She sighed before explaining
 âDonât you feel weird? It is only the butler who serves you breakfast and dinner, prepared by him in the bossâ absence? Donât you wonder why you feel so sleepy, even after breakfast? You sleep until noon and yet feel tired after dinnerâ
âSoâŠâ (Y/N) gulped, feeling her stomach beginning to flip âSo, y-you are saying that the food, the water is compromised?â
ââCompromisedâ? Donât soften this up now, you know what it is, just acknowledge it.â
âHeâhe wonâtâI mean he couldnât haveââ
Lia smiled again, the same condescending smile that rubbed the ugly fact on her face and made her stomach churn.
âYou are saying thatâthat the food and water I consume areâŠdrugged?â
She knew that Hoseokâs âloveâ was toxic, but this was straight out of some nightmare-inducing psychological thriller. She let out a shuddering breath as the horrible realisation dawned upon her. It was sick, absolutely sick.Â
âYou see, morning and night are the only times when guards change shifts and take breaks, he could not take any chances. You are after all his most treasured possession.â
She drawled, and her words slapped the bleak reality of her marriage right on her face. Was it even a marriage? She felt like a prisoner before, now she was reduced to a precious little pet.
Werenât you always his fucking pet?
Her subconscious mocked her as she felt tears beginning to gather.
âIt took me a while to figure out what was he giving you, but today I managed to slip an antidote in your dinner. How does it feel to wake up refreshed?â
When she did not answer, Lia threw something beside her, making her flinchÂ
âIn case you realise how deep you are in. All you need is to call.â
(Y/N)âs eyes remind of the buttoned cell phone, she did not even hear Lia leavingâ she left as quietly as she came.
But she left behind a storm brewing in (Y/N)âs mind.
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Despite knowing the consequences, (Y/N) tucked the phone away in some safe corner and drank the water, she was absolutely parched. Everything was too much to take. She knew that Hoseok was no saint, but this made her sick to her stomach. She feared Hoseok but nowâŠnow she was terrified of him.
The sky rumbled before her eyes found the window gigantic window of the placeâ big droplets of rain had begun to dot the glass. From that height, the sky seemed nearer, yet all the more distantâ it was just a better, clearer sight, especially when one could leisurely watch the thunderstorm up closeâ clouds flashing, clashing and the skies illuminating with blinding cracks.
No one seemed to notice, or care, but her. It felt like it was only herâ just like her four years old relationshipâ it was only her there. She was the one making the effort, she was always the one apologising, she was the one making her plans, her schedule flexible, initiating dates and she was the only fucking person in a relationship involving two.
And it took her a whole bad fight and a slap on the face to realise that. It was the worst fight the two had, and also perhaps the third major one in a span of four fucking yearsâ so used to âsweeping things under the rugâ and âkeeping the peaceâ, she had was, for once glad to let it all outâ the bottled disappointments, suppressed anger, resentment, frustration hurt, envy, jealousyâ every ugly emotion one could come up with when they had to carry the weight of a dying relationship and when she was spitting the facts on his face, he retorted with a slap that shook everythingâ the relationship, her perspective, her beliefsâ everything shuddered and began to crumble with nothing.Â
Noted, she had pulled his parentsâ failed marriage in a fit of rage but reacting with violence? Was it ever okay?
Thankfully, she knew the answer. She did not even remember how she simply picked up her phone and wallet in dead silence after he stormed out of the house in tears. She had her vision blurred with unshed tears as well, but she did not let them escape her eyes, at least not until she drove back to her apartment. She had seen her first-ever serious relationship crumbling into nothing and she had no clue how to deal with that.
After days of crying herself to sleep and being on autopilot, her friends decided to intervene and drag her away to the fancy event. She had blocked him from everywhere but she was not sure if he even tried to contact her. Even in the glittering and gilded place, she could not stop thinking about him and the relationship she had dragged on for such a long time, but not romantically. She could not bring herself to do that after what had transpired that evening.
âMaâam, a drink for you.âÂ
(Y/N) frowned as the bartender slid a fancy-looking shimmery drink in front of her. While her friends were busy chitchatting and flirting with people they knew, she had excused herself to the quieter part of the gigantic hall, a bar. But she had not ordered anything yet.
âBut I did not order anything.â
âThe gentleman bought you this.â
Not all drinks were free and the drink definitely looked like it had soaked up a fortune. Her eyes followed the bartenderâs gaze and found a man she had never seen before leaning against the other end of the long island.
He looked sleek and mysterious and every last thing she wanted at the moment. While he smoked and raised an eyebrow, she smiled apologetically before shaking her head before getting off the barstool and making her way back to her friends.
She did not know what she needed at the moment, but she did know what she did not need.
As the event dragged on (Y/N) had begun to feel more uninterested. Maybe such high-class parties were more suited for her millionaire friend who had thrust the invitation card in her face. (Y/N) knew that all she wanted was to make her feel better but the event was quickly turning her eyes droopy.Â
Bidding her friend goodbye with an excuse, she sighed in relief the moment she walked out of the hall, as the door closed, she was greeted with a silent hallway leading to the exit of the building.
âHello thereâ the voice made her jump as she turned around, only to find the same man just a foot behind her.
âOh, didnât see you there.â she mustered up an easy smile as her feet remained in the direction of the exit.
The man hummed and assessed her with a ghost of a smile on his face, the tilt of his head had a few strands falling on his exposed forehead. He was an attractive man, no doubt, but she was just not interested. He seemed well above twenty-five, even past thirty perhaps.
âDid you not like the drink, Pretty?â she cringed internally at the nickname.
âI am in a hurry actually, thank you for the drink by the way.â
His lips tilted into an amused smile âLet me have the honours to drop you home, pretty.â
âI have my car.â
She had come with her friends and she had no car, but a cab would always be nearby in a posh locality.
âOh yeah? Let me walk you to your car then.â
She tried to rack her brain for some excuse but the glint in his eyes confirmed her fears, he knew that she had no vehicle to return home and he was taking advantage of her situation. Even if he only intended to flirt, he was making her easy.Â
âThere you are!â the loud and buoyant voice startled her.
`
The man cornering her turned around, giving her a view of another man approaching them.
âAnd there I was, searching for you in that hall!â the new man beamed with a blinding smile before turning to him âHi Juk, youâre here too.â
âMr Jung, I did not that she isââ
âShe came with me.â he declared, finding her gaze briefly before flickering back toâŠJukâ or whatever his name was.
She understood what he was trying to do and played along.Â
âI was searching for you too!â even if her voice showed her relief, she did not care anymore.
Oddly, she felt less threatened in the smiling strangerâs presence. Juk came up with an excuse before walking back into the hall, leaving them alone. His gentle gaze fixed on her before his smile turned soft.
âAre you okay?â
âEh yes, yes, thank youâI should get going now.â she bowed to show him her gratitude as he shook his head.
âAh, itâs nothing, sometimes people here get pretty intense. Iâm used to this.â he explained before realisation flashed in his eyes âI never saw you here before?â
âYes, I came here with my friend.âÂ
âAnd you are leaving alone?â
âYes, I was bored.â she slapped her hand over her lips immediately as the realisation dawned upon her. But it was too late.
Now what if he was the host?
âN-No I meanâIâm sorryâ.â she was immediately in damage control mode, but he only waved his hand, laughing.
âNo, no, I appreciate your honestyâŠIâm Hoseok by the way. Jung Hoseok.â he offered her his hand for a shake.
â(L/N)(Y/N).â she shook it with a smile.
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When she opened her groggy eyes again, the room was illuminated with the sunshine filtering through the curtains fluttering. She rubbed her eyes as they began to close again.
Wait, she would never leave her window open at night?
âGood afternoon, Love!âÂ
Her actions paused as she rose from her bed, pushing away the comforter, only to find Hoseok standing in front of her, dressed in his casual olive t-shirt and sweats. Her eyes widened in surprise, the conversation with Lia floating back in her mind.
But he did not give her much time to think, instead, he got on the bed and pulled her for a searing kiss, never minding her morning breath or her stiffness.
âI missed you so much Jagi!â there it was, the deceiving smile that had blinded her to all the bright red flags once.
His arms engulfed her, pulling her towards his chest as he hummed in delight âYou were sleeping when I returned, so I made breakfast for you myself.â
Schooling her expression and keeping her voice steady, she hugged him back âThank you Hoseok.â
âOh, no need to thank me, Love. I have been gone for a while, havenât I? It must have been hard for you.â his voice dipped to a tone of regret before he pulled away and cupped her face âBeing locked in here all by yourself. But you know it's for your safety, donât you?â
Gulping, she dropped her gaze and nodded. He smiled in return before kissing her once more. âThere, there, nothing to worry about anymore. You can even go to the garden unattended! But why bother about a garden when we have a whole vacation planned?â
Surprised, she looked up, earning a coo from him as he placed a kiss on her forehead.Â
âLike, out of this place? This city?â
Hoseok nodded âNow, freshen up, I will serve you some breakfast. Okay?âÂ
 With a nod and a small smile, she made her way towards the bathroom, feeling increasingly uneasy in his presence. As soon as she was out of the bathroom, she was relieved to find no trace of her husband in the room. The bed was freshly made and crisp, everything seemed right in place, speckless.Â
A vacationâŠ
Liaâs words never left her mind, not even for a moment since she woke up. Did she want out?
Yes. Of course, she did. And she knew that deep down, Hoseok knew that tooâ she never asked to be here. That was why she was not even allowed to step out of the mansion in his absence.
But the real question wasâŠ
Was she safe?
She pondered as she held the phone in her grip.
****
She cursed herself as the thick rain pounded on her back while she jogged her way back home. Had she brought an umbrella, she could have avoided this situation. She hated getting wet in the rain. She hated such stormy evenings overall.
âShit!â
She cursed out loud as she slipped down on the ground, her one leg folding painfully in the process. Gasping out in pain and shock, she tried to steady herself.
Breathe (Y/N), keep calm, you are almost home, you can have a good sleep andâno, not a peaceful sleep maybe but you will be taken care of.
Nodding to herself, she rose from the ground and continued her way home with a limping foot while the sky rumbled unpleasantly over her. She should have slowed down before.
Her apartment was quiet when she entered it. Closing the door with a huff, she took off her now, soaked shoes but gasped when she rose after putting them away.Â
There was someone in the apartment with her!
She cursed herself before hastily switching the lights on, only to fall into a fused state of relief and annoyance.
âNamjoon!â she hissed âWhy didnât you tell me you were coming? And why were you just standing there like a creep?â
Namjoon chortled and folded his arms over his chest âWhy? Did I scare you little bird?â
Rolling her eyes, (Y/N) shook her head âIâm not a little bird Joon.â
âOh Little bird, you are dripping.â he cooed as he made his way towards her.
If there was someone who could simultaneously get on her nerves and warm her heart, it would be Kim Namjoon, her boyfriend of six months- Kim Namjoon.Â
And she wondered often how come he was a college professor. At the rate he lost and broke things while managing to look like the most innocent soul with round eyes and full cheeks andâno wait, he was annoying at the moment!
âThere, there.â he gently patted her with a towel and yet had the audacity to tease her in between âYou look like a dunked kitten by the way.â
She simply sighed. There was no stopping him, she had realised that. He was like a child sometimes, really.
âMove, I have to get changed.â pushing her laughing boyfriend away, she made her way to the bathroom.
âHey kitten, I have turned on the heating, be careful not to burn yourself!â he called out from behind as she slammed the bathroom door shut.
(Y/N) had met Namjoon in the most cliche place possibleâ a coffee shop. One moment he was passing by her seat and the next, he was tripping on plain ground and the entire content of his âextra-largeâ cold coffee was all over her.
Before she could even turn around with smoke leaving her ears, he was on his knees apologising profusely with repeated bows, so much that he had hit his forehead twice on the table in the frenzy and his ID was on the ground, taking a dip at the spilled, frothy cold coffee.
The rest? Looking at them, anyone could have guessed the rest.Â
It was hard to believe that a man this clumsy was teaching at a reputed college. She often wondered âHow did he survive this farâ, especially when he tried helping her in the kitchen.
He was banned from the kitchen for a reason.
When she entered the living room, Namjoon was busy cleaning the muddy footprints near the apartment entrance.
âI ordered us some chicken ramen with some snacks and beer.â Namjoon perked up as soon as he saw her enter the room
âFinally, something good to look forward to!â she beamed
âOh, was work not good?â his smile faded with a frown of concern replacing it.
(Y/N) smiled and shook her head dismissively âOh nothing, just the usual running around. We have weirdos coming in with bizarre complaintsâ she scoffed
âSo, where else people would go if not the police?â
âJoon, there were claims of alien sightings.â she huffed, rolling her eyes as she plopped on the couch âThanks for cleaning up though. I am so tired.â (Y/N) could not stop the wince when she tried to stretch her legs.Â
People might consider that once someone joins the police force, they attain immunity against injuries and painâ the fact was, she and officers like her, were only human.
âWhat happened?â
âNothing, I just slipped while jogging back home.â
â(Y/N), how many times have I asked you to not rush? It's even more dangerous during the rainy season!â he was immediately by her side, bunching the loose gown she wore to her mid-thigh. He winced at the sight of the bruised shin and knee. âLook what you have done to yourself now.â he chided as he gently ran his fingers through the darkening bruises.
âIâm a police officer Joon.â she scoffed, attempting to pull away, but he would have none of thatÂ
âSo? You are still human. Moreover, it has barely been a year since you joined.â
âA year Joon, a year has 365 days.â
Namjoon simply smiled and for the first time, the warmth was missing âOh, little birdâŠI bet youâve seen nothing. The world now rivals hell.â he leaned closer and placed a peck on her knee âSo, be careful what you fly into.â
Although his eyes held a playful glint, they darkened under the light, ironically, they seemed to swallow the light falling on them, not reflect. It felt like she was starring at the eyes of a stranger, a man she had never seen before andâ
Ring! Ring-ring!
The doorbell rang, shoving her out of the trance as she flinchedâ eyes darting towards the unanswered door, the smart LED mounted on the wallâ anywhere but him.
Namjoon rose and walked up to the door in silence. Looking through the peephole, he unlocked the door and opened it, while she rushed to cover her legs and look decent.
It was their dinner.Â
âDinnerâs here!â he turned to her with the paper bag dangling from his hold as soon as he shut the door.Â
His smile was warm, the one she knewâ it was her Namjoon.Â
âDonât worry, I will set it up. Why donât you play the sitcom we were watching last time, hmm?â
She smiled as he walked towards the kitchenette. It was so usual of himâ he was Namjoon, her boyfriend. Why did it feel different then?
Shaking her head, she moved to switch on the TVâ she was just tired.
â-----
There was a thing about being in the police force. One comes under numerous circumstances, meet numerous people and remembers most of them. It was a part of the training, or maybe the experience she had over a year of joining the Police.Â
The spies, the police, and the military had somewhat of a peculiar kind of instinctâ in fact, they were trained to follow their instinct, trained to not hold the gaze for too long without the necessity and to never stare at the back of the head of the people they were supposed to keep an eye on.
The training, perhaps makes the observation and the intuition strongerâ like their subconscious would no things before their conscious mind would find out.
Even after days after Namjoonâs visit, (Y/N) could not forget the momentâ the brief, dreamlike moment that, even for a part of a second did make her see her boyfriend under a different light. Even if it was just for a moment, the Namjoon she knew seemed to have turned intoâŠsomeone else- someone who made herâŠuneasy.
So aside from the cases she already was handling along with being a part of a confidential project, she took it upon herself to research more on Namjoonâ her boyfriend. He had told her that he had discarded his surname, he was just Namjoonâ even his ID showed thatâ âNamjoonâ.
And that made it all the more difficult for her to dig more about him. It had not bothered her before. In fact, she had not even bothered to dig up about him, she never felt like he was hiding something or even remotely pretending. He was an unsuspecting College professorâ a clumsy, endearing gentle giant who loved bonsai, flowers and everything small and cute.
Until that one night.
It is just to ease my tension. Just to ease my suspicion, it's nothing probably.
She kept telling herself as she searched through digital file after digital file without a trace of anything familiar. At one point, she even thought, why bother anyway? It might just have been the light doing its trick, or maybe her tired brain making up things.
But there was something that distinguished a person in uniform from an ordinary civilianâ their reliance on their gut feeling. Even if people might find it strange, the police relied heavily on their gut feeling.
So if her gut feeling sensed something, she was trained to go with itâ no matter who or what. She might be an amateur, not a speedy learner like her colleagues but she knew her job and she knew was, at the end of the day, a police officer.
â----
âThe police in Busan have discovered a shipment... cocaine.â there was an emergency meeting held as soon as the stationâs in-charge received an e-mail. âBut they are suspecting that it is not the whole shipment.â
âSir, what is the amount?â (Y/N)âs colleague Han raised the much-awaited question
Their superiorâs eyes turned grim as he sighed.
This did not seem good
â48 kilograms.â
The room fell into a tense silence.
âAnd how do we know that it is not the whole shipment? 48kgs of cocaine is no joke.â (Y/N) spoke up this time.
âYes, (Y/N), but the shipment was most probably for Gangnam. I had some people working for the police keeping an eye out. Those people are cunningâ they evaded the Busan policeâ I had spoken with the stationâs in-charge there and got to know that only the shipment was discovered, not the dealers.â
 He switched on the projector and the screen showed a map of major cities in the country but there were places marked.Â
âYou see these places? These are the places we have foiled major shipments in the past year.â he pointed at the flagged locations âBut there is a worrying pattern here. These are the areas where most hotels, resorts, and other tourist destinations are. And before last year, neither these places nor such a jump in the number of drugs was detectedâŠYou know what this means, right?â
âThere is a new snake in the town?â (Y/N) guessed
Their senior nodded âYes, most probablyâ you see, this person is experienced, cunning. They know what happens in the streets, they know how things work and yet we get are able to sack the major shipments, but not a single dealerâŠIt seems deliberate.â
âDeliberate? Those cost billions Sir,â Han was right, but so was her boss.
âHmm, but we have no idea how vast this empire is, do we? It is the underground weâre speaking of, Han, these people are powerful dangerous, cruel and cunning. You never take them as fools. That might be your last mistake.â
Han nodded at his words before he continued -
âFor now, we need to increase the patrol. Patrol officers here, keep vigilance and let some officers loiter around in civil attire, we need to keep an eye out for this area, we have quite a few tourist places here. Dismissed for now.â
With that, the sounds of screeching and pushing chairs filled the room as the officers made their way out of the room one by one.Â
âOfficer (Y/N), please wait, I have a discussion with you regarding the burglary case.â
âSure sir.â
As soon as the room was empty he walked up to the door and closed it.
âSir, the case has beenââ
âClosed, I know, this is regarding the shipments.â
âIt's a mind game (Y/N). Iâm sure of it.â
âMay I know the reason, Sir?â
 âThis time, they have targeted Busan. It's like a flag of ownership and victory, not a missed shipment. Whatever actual shipment was headed for Gangnam, has already reached there while the police were distracted with this one. It's like a declarationâ they have their hold beyond this city now.â
âBut 48 kg of cocaine costs a lot Sir, and Han was right, whatever shipments we have found over the years, they cost billions.âÂ
âAnd..do we know if those belong to this newâŠsnake?â
(Y/N) frowned at his response
âThe underworld, (Y/N) is no stranger to brutality. As I mentioned before, this new player knows the streets. Theyâre experienced. Do you really think that they will make such an amateur mistake? Not a single dealer caught, no man caught. They are mocking us, making us run around like puppies and I have a name for the snakeâŠâ
âA name?â
Her boss nodded before handing her his phone. There was a message from an unsaved number. A message with only two letters.
RM
âSoâso who is this?â
âCan be anyone, a business tycoon, a philanthropist or whatever, but a looming figure in the underworld with eyes and ears everywhere. Ever since the last major drug dealer was shot dead in Dubai last year, we have been receiving anonymous alerts on such shipments.â
âSo, you are suggesting that thisâŠperson has replaced the notorious Don? He was a Godfather, Sir and wasnât his son about to take upââ
âAnd where is his son (Y/N)? Vanished, we have no idea where he is but this is not their pattern, we know that. Their businesses are sealedâ legal or illegal, their bank accounts were frozen, properties here sealedâ the family is not a threat now (Y/N). But thisâŠâ he pointed at his phone in her grip âThis is. They are a clear, looming threat and it is so obvious that they fear no, nothing. It's like a game to them.â
âSo, what do you want me to do?â
Her superior sighed and nodded as he took his phone back âIt is not easy but I know I can trust you on this. I am forming a team, and I will update you soon about that but for now, we know that this RM knows the street well, maybe they belonged there once. Take a few days off and take a sweep of the street meanwhile. We need to have more information.â
âSure, Sir.â she squared her shoulders
He nodded âOkay, you can go now, do not let anyone suspect anything until I inform you of the rest of the team.â
âSir.â giving him a salute, she turned to walk away.
âAnd (Y/N).â
âYes, Sir?â
âBe careful. We have a cunning and venomous snake here.â
âI will keep that in mind, Sir.â
âOkay, you can go now.â
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The place looked as peaceful as ever. The aroma of roasted coffee beans, blended with that of butter and chocolateâ it was a typical cafe. And the same cafe she had met Namjoon for the first time. And as she watched the couple sitting across the place, the same seat she had been sitting on months ago, her meeting with Namjoon, her interaction, it all felt surreal. Their story was indeed novel-worthy! Like a perfect romcomâ
PerfectâŠ
(Y/N) froze completely for a moment when the realisation struck herâ her chewing, her fiddling, even her breathing and blinking.
Each movement spent with her boyfriend flowed in and each moment seemed soâŠPerfect.
Beautiful anything, (Y/N) knew one thing about the worldâŠNothing is perfect.
Yes, there were some shortcomings here and there but the meetings, the bumping into one another againâŠEverything was indeed perfect.
She gulped, then blinked.
No, she was thinking too much. Namjoon was a true gentleman. A man she was falling for, she really liked him. Maybeâmaybe even loved him? She was not much sure about love but she knew one thing for sure, her jobâs stress was spilling over on her personal life and affecting her personal relationships.
Before her thoughts could spiral any further, the chair in front of her was pulled out and her boyfriend took a seat in front of her, boring holes into her form as he made himself comfortable.
âOh, Hi Namjoon.â
Namjoon did not respond immediately, he just sat there, staring right into her eyes, fingers folded into a contemplating posture. For the first time, (Y/N) realised that indeed, it would not be difficult for him to take control over a class of even hundredsâ he had a commanding presence.
âYou have not been answering my calls,â he stated.Â
There was no questioning regarding the possible reasons. There was no trace of âquestionsâ in his tone at all.
âYes, I have been a bit busy latelyâ just the usual, police things.â
Namjoon simply hummed, eyes still searching hers without a shift. âWhat are you getting, little bird?â
âUhâŠCoffee?â she was left baffled at her own reaction.Â
It was Namjoon, just Namjoon. So why did she feel⊠scrutinised? She was reminded of the night she had seen a glimpse ofâŠsomething in his eyes.Â
âSoâ what would you have?â her gaze dropped to the menu card in front of her.
âThe usual.â she nodded to a waiter passing byÂ
âWould you like to order Maâam?â
But before she could speak up, Namjoon âs voice intervened âOne cappuccino frappe and a caramel macchiato along with some choco-chip cookies please.âÂ
As soon as the waiter was gone, he reached out for her hand on the table and sighed âYou scared me (Y/N).â his eyes looked so soft and vulnerable, she thought she was crazy. Something had to be wrong with her to doubt a man like him.
âIâm so sorry Joon, I was so stressed about my job IâŠâ he squeezed her hand gently and nodded.
âIt must be stressful, right? See, you have dark circles forming.â his fingers reached out and traced the subtle bags forming under her eyes. âBut please let me know (Y/N), let me know that you are okay, not too stressed, no hurtâŠI was so worried!â
Guilt encompassed her as she stared at his vulnerable gaze addressing her. He had been so worried about her and there she was, letting her investigative brain rush to conclusions and scenarios.
âIâm...Iâm so sorry Joon, I should have informed youâ I was so wrapped up in things andââ she stopped herself lest she would accidentally let something confidential slip out. And no matter who it was, having a loose tongue as a police officer was unacceptable.
âItâs okay, I understand Baby. Just never...â his hold on her hand tightened with a pause âAvoid me again.â
â-----
Everything was settled. Han, her, Dok and Kyong were in the special team. They met up at Hanâs place in order to discuss their strategy.
âSo we have a layout of the regions where we found drugs worth millions and from different cities. Each time, different location and different day.â
âWhereâs the pattern though?â Han questioned,Â
âIn the fact that everything time, it is a city, a town at least, no remote area.â
âYes.â (Y/N) added. All eyes turned to her and Kyong nodded âNot yet.â
âSo, where do we begin?â Dok asked the much-anticipated question
â As we know, we are on leave on paper. This is a highly confidential mission. First thing first, Sir asked us to be lowkey. No matter what we need to risk, just donât get caught. The department would refuse any connection without activities here.â
âIf it's a special mission then, why not involve the intelligence?â
âWe are yet to receive any message from the higher-ups,â Kyong explained
âSo we are on our own?â
âDefinitely,â Han added.
âWhat we can do now is to track where the recent shipment was supposedly headed forâ Gangnam. Why donât we all spread to different high-profile clubs? Meanwhile, tell our informants to be on high alert, especially in Gangnam and nearby localities, even universities and colleges.â (Y/N) proposed.
âYouâre right. Shall we go tonight?â Dok proposed
âYes, we can but would not this be obvious if anything happens tonight? We found a shipment yesterday.â Kyong suggested,
âThe weekend then?âÂ
âNo (Y/N), the weekend is just too obvious. If anything does happen this weekend, it might be planned too, maybe to distract usârightâKyong, your best informants are active nearby airports, stations and docs right?â Han perked up as if a fuse went off in his head âTell them to be active tonight and especially this weekend. We can spread it in different clubs in Gangnam. If anything happens there, we shall also alert the informants and the police near dockyards, train stations and transportation areas. Because if they do plan to distract us, they might be up to something much bigger. Shipment, I assume, for now. We can catch them red-handed.â
âBut where would be the official orders? Like, we are involving police officers from other regions Han.â Kyong had a point.
âWell, right, we can speak to Sir, right? He will provide us with the required.â Han proposed.
âHan is right, if this is a special mission at the department level, there is no way that the higher-ups have no idea. And even if they have no idea and Byuk Sir is risking it all for this mission, he has to have some loop ways out. He can manage and he can help us all manage.â (Y/N) agreed.
âBut, wait, we were supposed to just collect information, not arrest anyone.â Dok pointed out.
âWell, not this RM, we canât reach to such a level by ourselves, but maybe get out hands on thisâŠRMâs men? Wonât this be a breakthrough?â Kyong argued.
âAnd would alert them further? We donât even know if this is a man, woman, organisation, or groupâwe are in complete darkness!â Dok pointed out and he was right.
âDokâs right. We will only collect information, a full-fledged operation would happen only after approval from the higher-ups, we donât know who we are dealing with Kyong and if something goes wrong, the whole department and especiallyByik Sir would be under fire. We have to first find out thisâŠRMâs reach and standing.â
âSeems obnoxiously confident to me, deliberately giving away billions worth of shipments,â Han added.
âAnd we will let them be confident. Wonât take long to turn into overconfidenceâ one misstep and we can have them.â (Y/N) spoke up and everyone nodded in agreement.
âThis weekend then.â Dok reminded.
âThis very weekend Dok,â Kyong assured.
â-----------
âAre you free this Weekend?â Namjoon asked as he poured her some wine.Â
They were dining in a moderately fancy restaurant to celebrate his promotion as the Department Head. Now he would be responsible for all the inter-section activities and event organisations for the Literature and Culture Department of the University.
âI wish I were Baby, but I need to help a friend out. Sheâs a colleague, her mother is sick, I need to take care of her baby for a day.â
âOh, what happened?â he asked before sipping his wine.
âCancer.â
She hated the fact that she was having to lie to him. But what was needed, was to be done.
âOh, the type?â
âI donât know much, it has been rough on her, Iâm trying to help as much as I can.â
Namjoon hummed before smiling âItâs okay, Jagi, we will get to spend a lot of time later. Just take care of yourself, hmm?â
âYes, sure Joon.â she smiled back, but guilt continued to tap within.
But it would be alright. Once she was done with this case, she would make up for the lost time with her Joonie. She reassured herself.
â------
âOkay, Iâve reached, Dok,(Y/N), Han?â Kyongâs voice was clear despite the thrumming music across the floor littered with moving and blinking streaks of neon. The earbuds were incredible though.
.
âYes, Iâve reached. Over.â (Y/N) responded and followed.
âOkay, you have your informants inside?â
âYes.â (Y/N) replied, as she neared the bar, body language relaxed and dressed up to mingle with the crowd.
She ordered a drinkâ her eyes met with that of the bartender. They flashed with recognition and he nodded and prepared her drink. He poured yellow syrup over it.
A subtle sign that he was suspicious of someone in the nightclub.
âHere you go Maâam.â he smiled and leaned further for the final garnishing, and as he leaned, he managed to whisper out âA man in a white shirt, scotch on rocksâ corner seat.â
Taking her drink, she turned around and looked around the area. It was too chaotic and dark. And if there was someone, she did not want to seem even remotely suspicious. Fishing out her phone, she connected with another informant in the placeâ a waitress.
âMan in a white shirt, scotch on rocks, a corner seat. Use a bug.â
For an hour, whatever she had heard had been irrelevant but then, something caught her ears
âYes, whole forty-eight, the shore, where else? Let's talk upstairsâŠâ
From where she stood, she could see the man, partially visible under the shadowsâ he was a middle-aged, bulky man. But he was not alone, there were three more people. As they moved, (Y/N) slipped further under the shadows, pretending to be just another girl on call. Yet, from the corner of her eyes, she could see them beginning to walk towards the more private space of the club.
Under the shadows, she was about to stalk them when, with a beep, her team reconnected with call.
â This is Kyong. We have information regarding a suspicious shipment at the dockyard, I repeat, we have information regarding a suspicious shipment to be loaded at the dockyard within an hour. Over.â
âKyong, I think we have a suspect here. Over.â (Y/N) informed.
âWe have to move to the dockyard first (Y/N) give the tell your informants to stay alert there. Over.â Kyong spoke
âKyong, this might be important.â
â(Y/N), this is more important, you are alone there anyway. Just meet us near Cafe 18.â he named the meeting point in coded language.
Sighing, (Y/N) threw the door leading upstairs one last look before reconnecting with her informantsÂ
âKeep an eye, bug the place is possible. Also, keep tonightâs footage ready. Iâm leaving now.â
â-----
To their utter disappointment, there was no suspicious shipment discovered at the dockyard. Everything was in place. But the people the informant was suspicious of had vanished into thin air as wellâ tightening the knot on the case further.Â
âIt's far more complicated than I had expected,â Dok spoke out, running his hands through his hair.Â
After such a hectic night, the four of them decided to call it a day and grab some dinner at a good, old ramen shop.
âThis is only our first attempt Dok, we canât lose hope like that.â (Y/N) patted his back.
âIt makes no sense, they are in the CCTV footage but they never reach the dock.â
WaitâCCTV footage!
âOh right, I think I have found a lead.â (Y/N) dropped her chopsticks and perked up. She prayed that at least the bartender would have his hands on the CCTV footage.
âReally? What?â Han asked,Â
âSee, I have the recordings, I already sent them to each of you, just listen.â
Fishing out their earbuds, they listened to the part of the recording she had sent them.Â
âSounds familiar? He did not use anything directly, not an amateur for sure but the words, forty-eight, shore. Donât they ring a bell?â
âThey surely do. Can we have access to tonightâs footage?â
âI hope so too. By tomorrow I guess?â (Y/N) prayed what she said would come true.â
âOkay, as soon as you get hold of that, inform us. Han, is your girlfriend home?â
âNo, she has gone to her parentsâ.â
âPerfect.â Kyong clapped his and together.
â------
âHave you watched the footage yourself?â Kyong asked as Han began to set up his laptop.
âNo, I came straight here.â (Y/N) replied with her eyes still stuck on the laptop screenÂ
âThat's a good move, what if people are keeping an eye on us too?â
âQuiet possible.â
As soon as Han clicked on âplayâ, the strenuous task of analysing the video began. But four pairs of eyes were far better than one.
(Y/N) could feel her patience waning. The man and those people with him had been so exceptionally discreet, there was no trace of them in the footage even after hours of watching andâ
âWait, wait wait! Rewind that.â she jumped up as soon as something caught her eyes.
âWhat, this?â Han was clueless.
She tasked and took the laptop before rewinding the footage again. Narrowing her eyes, she zoomed in.
âIt's him, the man.â she declared and placed the laptop in front of everyone.
âI see. We need to save this picture, take a screenshot Han.â Kyong suggested as he clicked a picture on his phone too.Â
It was thankfully, not blurry enough to be unrecognisable, and the fact that they had not reached the end of the video made them more hopeful of catching something else.Â
Han clicked on play again before they discovered the people with the man as well. One by one.
âHmm, there are three more men and a woman. But only their backs are visible until now.â
âWait!â (Y/N) yelled out, catching them off guard.
âDid you find something?â Han asked as he paused the video once more.
(Y/N) liked her lips and took hold of the laptop. Rewinding the part, she watched closely again. The second manâŠEven though his back was to the camera, he was too familiar to her.
After a few seconds, they all turned to the side to take their seats. There, she could see his side profile and her legs were fast turning brittle.
âYou have seen anyone from here (Y/N)?â she could not answer Dok.
Instead, her eyes stayed on the frozen screen, she zoomed in and a wave of nausea hit her.
Namjoon...
It was Namjoon!
Her boyfriend Namjoon. She would recognise him anywhereâ from the way he walked, to his back, his hair and now his side profile. Too many coincidences could never be a coincidence.
â(Y/N), you know him?â Kyong asked.
Yes.
She wanted to scream a âyesâ but she just could not.
âNo, I was justâŠtaking a good look at them.â she deadpanned.
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âHello, this is (Collage Name) College, how may I help you?â the receptionistâs gentle voice echoed through the phone, but it only turned (Y/N)âs heartbeat erratic.
âHello, I would like to leave Professor Namjoon a message regarding the upcoming semester.â
âLet me check Maâam, please let me know your details.â she enquired
â Choi Hana, Guardian of his student.â
âI request you to stay online, pleaseâŠYes, thank you, Professor Namjun you asked. Let me transfer your call to the Economics Department.â
âEconomics Department? But isnât he a professor in the Department of Literature and Culture Studies?â
âMaâam we only have Cultural Studies Department. Literature is a separate Department. Shall I forward this call, Maâam?â
âOkay.â (Y/N) managed to squeak out.
After a few beeps, another voice greeted her.
âGood afternoon, this is the Department of Economics of (College Name) College, how may I help you?â another womanâs voice filled her ear.
âCan I speak to Professor Namjun, please? I am a guardian of one of his studentsâ
âI am sorry Maâam, he is attending the Department meeting right now. But you can leave a message.â
âHe is the department chairperson, right?â
âNo Maâam, not anymore, he was, two years back.â
âOh?â
âYes Maâam, would you like to leave a message?â
âSure, please let him know thatâŠthat I would be thankful to him if he could give me an appointment to meet him. It's an urgent matter.â
âSurely maâam, would you like to share your name and contact?â
âYes, uh, Choi Hana.â she gave the email address she used for her undercover investigations before the line was cut off.
(Y/N) felt her throat close up and her eyes turn blurry. The park was scarcely populated during the afternoonsâ thanks to that. But she would still not risk breaking down in a public place. Se ought to hold herself up like a true officer.
Leaning against a tree, she tried to gather herself together. But with each passing moment, her lips quivered just a little more.
No. Not now. Now now!
She tried to school herself. But nothing seemed to work. One stubborn tear managed to escape her eye anyway.
I loved you.
Another tear followed.
I trusted you
Then another.
But she managed to stop herself from bursting into a fit of tears and the scream that was itching her chords with deep, calming breaths.
A drink.
Yes, that was what she needed.
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By the time she was home, the sun had already set, but it was a pleasant eveningâ ideal for walking home. She was not drunk, or even tipsy. It was just a buzz but it could not make her feel any better.
The apartment was plunged into tense darkness when she stepped in. Her fingers twitched, ready to reach for her gun at any moment, but she kept her body language calmâ casual and unassuming.
âHow was babysitting?â
She jumped at his voice. But it was too dark for her to see.Â
Before she could reach the light switch, Namjoon switched on a table lamp, illuminating the space enough for her to see him sitting on the sofa but somehow making her own apartment appear threatening.Â
With him in it, t did not even feel like her own place. She no longer felt safe with him.
Switching on the lights anyway, she schooled her expressions to that of being pleasantly surprised, even though her throat felt parched. Sometimes, working in the police paid off immensely.
âI was babysitting yesterday Joon,â she replied, putting away the titbits she had bought on her way home.
Namjooon gave her the heart-melting smile her heart had fluttered for. She managed to smile back at him as she made her way towards the kitchen. The delicious aroma of her favourites hit her. Switching on the kitchen lights, her suspicions were confirmed as takeouts from her favourite ramen stall awaited her at the kitchen island.
âI missed you awfully today. Couldnât help myself.â Namjoon's hot breath teased the back of her neck, making goosebumps appear all over her body.
âOh, JoonâŠyou didnât have to.â
âI donât mind doing this for you, Jagi.â he placed a kiss on the back of her neck as she held back a grimace, keeping her smile plastered on her face.
Her heart stung bitterly as his lips tenderly traced her cheek and the side of her neck. She was greeted by his warm smile and soft eyes as he turned her around, fished out his phone from his pocket and played her favourite song. Perfect for slow-dancing to.
âWhat has gotten into you?â (Y/N) chuckled, keeping her composure as he led her steps, twirling her now and then.
âI love you so much, Jagi. You know that right?â his fingers wrapped gently at the back of her neck as he pulled her into a breath-robbing kiss.
âYes, I know that.â
Now that I know your true face.
His lips descended to the side of her neck as he pulled her closer.Â
Bear it.
She told herself.
Do not let him be suspicious.
âThen why are you trying to investigate me?â
His voice dropped into something heavy and unrecognisable and everything stilled. But before she could think of anything, she felt his fingers pressing at the side of her neck and her eyes rolled back.
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Pheww! It was a long part, but I enjoyed writing it and hopefully, it would not disappoint you all!
Strangers from Hell AU
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pairing: ot7 x reader
genre: yandere, horror/thriller
warnings: murder, mature themes, obsessive/possessive behavior, emotional manipulation, stalking, violence, blood and injuries (will update as needed)
word count: 4.5k words
The next morning was a Saturday and your body could surely feel it. You blinked your groggy eyes open, wondering if you should sleep in a bit more. The bright sunlight cascading through the window told you it was probably getting a bit late, even if it was the weekend. Rolling over to check the time on your phone, your eyes widened when you saw it was almost noon.
âShit,â you grumbled, mustering up the energy to sit up with your feet on the floor. Blinking hazily, you tried to make sense of your worn out body. Sure, you had a long week but was it normal to feel this tired? It was probably just the alcohol you drank the night before.
Figuring a shower should help you wake up a bit, you grabbed a towel and a change of clothes and made your way up to the upper floor. You couldnât help your gaze drifting to the plastic curtain hiding the rest of the upstairs hallway as you passed by it. The memory of Yoongi catching you that night replayed in your mind, feeding into your curious nature even more. You knew you would eventually have to see what was behind that curtain, whether Jimin liked it or not.
The water cascading down your face and body seemed to do the trick, your senses coming more alert with each passing second. Your eyes closed as you rinsed the shampoo out of your hair, fingers working through the strands. The sound of the shower was loud in your ears but calming, distracting you from your surroundings. So much so that when you heard a muffled thump from behind you, your peaceful bubble burst.
âHello?â You called out, peeking behind the curtain to look out at the empty communal bathroom. The one that was supposed to only be for you as you were currently the only female tenant in the building. Heart thrumming in your chest, you quickly finished your shower and turned the water off. Your mind felt frozen as you began drying off and dressing, trying to make sense of what you heard.
Peering out into the hallway, you felt a mix of relief and confusion wash over you to see it was empty. You knew you heard something, you were so certain it sounded like a person was in the room.Â
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A little preview of my Gwi nam's fic
Maybe it will be posted on this weekend.
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"There you are." Gwi nam looked so scary and you knew at that exact moment how fucked up you were. He was no longer just a human, but a monster too. "It was pretty cool playing hide and seek, but that's enough now, don't you think?"
"Fuck you, I'll kill you if you come near me!" you raised the pocketknife in your hand threateningly, although you were trembling a little. Gui Nam's lips curved slightly in a mischievous smile.
"Silly girl, you can't kill me," his voice contained an explicit malicious tone, full of promises of the things he could and would do to you from now on. "Behave yourself and I won't hurt you. Otherwise, it will be much worse."
ăŒ Our favorite characters are streamers who play the game Genshin Impact and somehow fall in love with a particular character, you.
ăŒKaeya x gender neutral reader
ăŒFormat: headcannons
ăŒWord count: 1,688
ăŒWarning: swearing, not proofread
ăŒn/a: @alberivh thank u sm for brain rotting with me over this cause all I had to do was slightly edit out messages and BOOM, this was created
âąI genuinely cannot think of a specific streamer name he has so we'll improvise
âąHe's constantly changing his username but the constant factor is the relation to ice punsÂ
âąStuff like "Whirlwind_Ice" or to something "diluc'scoldattitude". At some point he just adopted the name "CavalryCaptain" which is the nickname his fans gave him in honor of his bias <3
âąDoesn't really have a set genre of games he plays, he just plays whatever interests him.
âąIs known for being versatile in playing different games, he could be playing a horror game one minute and then an otome game the next. This man has commitment issuesăŒ
âąHe ended up playing Genshin Impact after hearing his brother Diluc was a beta tester for it
âąHe was at the part when he finally finished the fight with stormterror whenăŒ
âąA close up of a particular character approaching him while slowly clapping
âą"You've actually got the power to go against the dragon. Are you a new ally or a new storm?"Â
âą"...oh mY GOD WHO ARE THEYăŒ". Literally falls in love with your character instantly
âąHeâs the embodiment of âUnfollow me now, I won't shut up about this for the next few weeks.â
âąAlso in my au it's kinda like you replaced them so you're the Cavalry Captain and you know how Kaeya lowkey flirts with traveler right?
âąYes he'll flirt back with you. All his fans die inside because Oh my god two hotties in one room. Probably has a bunch of compilations of him just flirting with your character
âąHe's thanking the gaming gods for giving you such an elegant tiddie window. He loved your design so much that he didn't want to continue the game if he couldn't see you after the first part
âąBut the show must go on and he continued the game reluctantly leaving your side
âą"I swear to God, even if I have to wish on those limited banners I've heard about. I will do it as long as they're on my teamăŒ"
âąThis man was so ready to absolutely demolish his bank account and had his wallet on standby
âąBut then he got you as a free 4 star so it's alright :) you'll never leave his team, ever <3
âąWas so annoyed when he found out your sibling was a 5 star while you were a 4 star
âą"THIS IS FAVORITISM. THEIR SIBLING IS A FIVE STAR AND THEY'RE NOT?? MIHOYO EXPLAIN YOURSELF"
âąMakes whole hate accounts for your sibling after reading your lore about how your sibling almost killed you.
âąHe got so attached to you to the point that he'd cry over your lore every two days because he knows you have death flags
âąHe absolutely refuses to accept the fact that you could die but still cries over it
âąYes he gets you at friendship lvl 10 as soon as possible, next question.
âąHe probably gets jealous when you're close with one of the characters and don't even mention the theory that you slept with one of your sibling's maidăŒ
âąOh and speaking of your sibling, he somehow seems to always get your sibling when wishing for cons of you. He hates it with his entire being, please he just wants to get you to c6Â
âą"Day 792 of wishing for c6 Y/N"
âąHe almost gave himself a concussion when he got another con of your sibling
âąNo cause he would be so upset that he climbs a mountain with your sibling and makes them fall to their death
âą"This is a necessary sacrifice /falls/ No sibling was hurt in this ritual"
âąHis fans are so upset that he didn't get a con of you. Speaking of his fans, he converted them all into Y/N lovers if they weren't already.
âąI can somehow see him being very desperate to get cons of you that he tries new summoning rituals all the time and does like, a daily 10 pull hoping you'll come home
âąAnd guess what happens. Your sibling comes home :)Â
âą"FOR FUCKS SAKEăŒ NOT THEM AGAINăŒ" as your sibling comes home and now he has your sibling at c6. He's somehow really lucky when pulling for your sibling and other characters but never you.
âąNo because he has like every 5 star but only wants you please he's going to go broke sooner or later. But your sibling in particular loves coming home
âąIn retaliation, he makes your sibling which is a well sought after DPS into a healer <3 your sibling tried to kill you so now they're gonna be the ones healing you
âąHis fans aren't surprised and were being so supportive of him
âąWhy do I feel like at one point he changed all of his social media profile pictures with your sibling and just kept posting about how much he loved your sibling for like an entire week to like, trick mihoyo into giving him a con of you. It worked.
âąI feel like he'd constantly @ mihoyo to tell them to remake your trailer or would try to edit it himself
âąHIM EVERY SINGLE WEEK â@mihoyo, we need a new y/n trailer.âÂ
âąPractically begs mihoyo for more content of you
âąWould absolutely go feral over the fanart of you. Yes he commissions Albedo for personalized art for you and would retweet art of you with barking, don't test him.
âąI see a lot of people being hesitant to go into domains with him because he's using you but then carries everyone
âąImagine if your sibling reminded him of him and Diluc and that's why he still uses your sibling. LIKE, he hates on your sibling so much but he's always going like
âą"MIHOYO PLEASE JUST LET THEM FORGIVE EACH OTHER"
âąPLEASE HE EVEN PUT BOTH OF YALL IN THE SAME PARTY. but heâll make you the superior one, no doubt.
âąWHENEVER HE GOT A CON OF YOUR SIBLING AGAIN HE WOULD GIVE YOUR SIBLING SHITTY ARTIFACTS THAT BARELY DO ANY DAMAGE AND JUST GOES "SEE?? THIS IS Y/N IS BETTER"
âThis is why friends..donât pull for their sibling! LOOK AT MY Y/N THEY BE SWAYING SOME REGISVINE LIKE IT WAS NOTHINGâ
âąWhen youâre below your normal hp and then says shits like âyouâre getting on my nerves!â , and he goes feral afterward because you seems so aggressive it and it makes his brain go haywire
âąâSo today iâll make y/n hurt so we could all hear their voice linesâŠoh we could hear the voice lines at the profile thing? WHY DONT YALL SAY SO???â
âąI cannot begin to even explain how much he loves your voice lines. Like,, he's constantly listening to them to the point that he's memorizing them and even responds to you as if you're in a conversationÂ
âą"I didn't know you were such a slacker"
âą"Ohïœ does that mean you're gonna teach me a lesson?"
âąLet's not forget the iconic voice line:
âą"Oh? Well, if you're concerned about keeping things professional... maybe you can find more use for me on the front lines. How 'bout it boss? Haha, just don't feel intimidated by what I can do."
âąFULL ON HEAD IN HANDS SCREAMING INTO HIS PILLOW. Like the first time he heard that line, he disappears from his camera and everyone just hears muffled screaming and squealing in the background.
He goes and ran around his fucking room and just scream.
âąDilucâs audience even heard him banging his head on the fucking wall. Diluc and Kaeya actually have a similar fanbase because they're associated with eachother
âąâday 649 of kaeya screaming over y/nâ
âąWhen he doesnât use you, the atmosphere of his stream turns so different. He goes so quiet he even turned off the volume of the characters voice lines
âąEvery now and then goes "It's been 3 hours and 12 minutes since I've had Y/N on my team" Haha attachment issues
âąâI thinkâŠyeah I should just add them againâ /adds them/ âReady when you are â (itâs kaeya party voicelines) and afterwards he goes feral like âOMG OMG ITS Y/N HEHEHăŒ
âąHe absolutely has no shame, he even cooked your special dish and collected some of your ascension materials (even though he has you fully leveled up and ascended)
âąPEOPLE ARE MORE CONCERNED WHEN HE DOESNT HAVE YOU ON HIS TEAM. Nah everyone probably missed you too and then he got a bunch of donations when he finally put you back on his team
âąâTHANK YOU FOR YOUR DONATIONS, I HOPE ALL OF THIS COULD REPAY MY FUTURE C6 Y/Nâs FEEâ
âąI see him vigorously collecting your favorite flowers and ingredients for your special dish
âąHe stocks thousands of your favorite foods. And pretend itâs his daily routine
âąâY/N needs some food alright, stop whining chatăŒâ
âąEVEN AFTER HE REACHED LVL 10, LVL 90 AND EVEN ALL MAX TALENTS WITH YOU, HE STILL COLLECTS MATERIALS JUST FOR YOU
âąEven if the domain is terrible for your vision he'd still put you on his team
âąHis ass is always overdramatic whenever you actually die in game. Speaking of that, absolutely despises your death voicelines
âąâthis doesnât look good..â and he cried.
âą"I'm not done yet.."
âąCUE HIM AGGRESSIVELY FEEDING YOU TEYVAT FRIED EGGS "YEAH YOU DEFINITELY AREN'T DONE, YOU CAN'T DIE ON ME YET"
âąCue him screaming at your sibling that he built as a healer for not healing you faster
âąWent absolutely feral when teapots finally came out and spent hours upon hours to make you a pretty little cottage with a garden that he puts you in the middle of and screenshots it 728492749 times.
âąOH AND DON'T EVEN MENTION YOUR NEW VOICELINES
âąâYouâre already here by my side, what more could I ask for?â
âąKaeya would cry cause of your teapot voicelines on stream.
âąCue Kaeya's screaming echoing throughout the house once again
âąAnd in conclusion, Diluc's ears are bleeding from listening to Kaeya screaming over you 24/7
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Strangers from Hell AU
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pairing: ot7 x reader
genre: yandere, horror/thriller
warnings: murder, mature themes, obsessive/possessive behavior, emotional manipulation, stalking, violence, brief description of a dead animal (will update as needed)
word count: 5.4k words
A few days had passed and you couldnât believe it had been almost a week since you moved to this city. You felt like any moment now you were going to wake up and be back in your childhood room. It was all so surreal. Your mother had checked in with you a few times already, and you could tell she was trying to hold herself back from being a helicopter parent. She was worried and you understood that. You couldnât imagine how she must feel as a single parent with her first child moving out but at least she had your younger brother to hover over now.
You still hadnât told her about how you were treated at work or any of the drama at your residence and you didnât plan on telling her any time soon. You knew that if you did, she would beg you to come home immediately. This wasnât your first run-in with a bully. Growing up in a rough public school, it felt as if there was always an arrow on your back. It all felt like a blur now but all you could remember was your mother being so concerned for you and you didnât want to awaken that part of her again. An overwhelming need to prove yourself had come over you, not wanting to run home to your mother after the first inconvenience.
Besides, things seemed to be improving. Well, they hadnât gotten any worse so you figured that was a plus. Jiwan still gave you dirty looks and acted as if you were a nuisance so you hadnât bothered asking her for help anymore and thankfully, she didnât say anything to you at all. And your roommates seemed as chipper as ever. Ever since Soomi had left, they seemed much more comfortable at home. Their chatter carried throughout your floor whether they were in the kitchen or hanging out in one of the bedrooms and you somehow didnât even mind. It was weird how fast you felt yourself warming up to them but you supposed it was the way they treated each other like a family, which they were now seemingly including you in.
Like right now, as Jungkook had practically begged you to join him in his room to play one of his video games. There was no way you could resist those big doe eyes and the way he held your hands so tenderly as he cornered you in the hallway. He was ecstatic when you finally agreed and that was how you ended up sitting on his bed with your back to the wall facing his large computer screen. He had quite the gamer setup, something you were shocked to see due to the small living spaces the residence offered.
He sat cross-legged next to you on the tiny bed, close enough for your legs to brush but you didnât feel uncomfortable. Something about Jungkook was just so endearing that you felt like he could almost get away with anything. You could tell from the way the others babied him and how much he would turn the puppy dog eyes on you that he was used to getting what he wanted.
âPress these two at the same time if you wanna do a cool combo move.â His knee bumped yours as he leaned over to point at some buttons on your controller. You followed his instructions, causing your character to injure his character. âAh, noona! Iâm on your team!â
âOops, sorry Kookie.â You smirked, watching in amusement as he focused on getting his player far away from yours. You donât remember when you started calling him that but now it was hard to stop.
It was nice to get a break from adult life and enjoy some downtime with your new friend. You canât remember the last time you let loose like this. Ever since youâd graduated high school, the stress of work and life had been set on your shoulders. You two continued to play for a while and you found yourself getting so engrossed in the game that when the door suddenly burst open, you actually jumped in shock.Â
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Title: The Return of an Empress
Status: Completed
Pairing: OT7 x Reader
Genre: Isekai, Angst, Romance, Fluff, SmutÂ
Characters: Empress!Reader, Advisor!Jin, Advisor!Yoongi, General!Hoseok, Advisor!Namjoon, Assassin!Jimin, Knight!Taehyung, Knight!Jungkook
Summary: After one fateful night, you find yourself transmigrated into your favorite novel as the Empress that shares the same name as you. As a bookworm, most would think youâd be happy, but how could you be happy when the Empress youâve become is expected to be killed in three months. The only thing on your mind now is to learn how to survive.
Warning: May contain depictions of violence and mentions of abuse throughout the story.
Total Word Count:Â 280,808
Smut - | ⌠| Fluff - | ⥠| Angst - | â |
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pairing: taehyung x reader
genre: college au, strangers to lovers, angsty fluff
summary: when he sees you at a campus cafĂ© on a random tuesday, he knows he has to know you. but youâve sworn off love after a brutal breakup and want nothing more than to focus on yourself. what starts with a croissant and a crooked smile slowly turns into study sessions, spontaneous adventures, and a love story neither of you saw coming.
warnings: college setting, soft fluff âșïžđ, mutual pining, slow burn, a tiny sprinkle of angst, mentions of academic stress, an emotionally devastating finals week, and EXCESSIVE flirting by one very persistent taehyung.
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word count: 7,478
Taehyung wasnât even supposed to be there.
He had an econ lecture in ten minutes on the other side of campus, a half finished paper on his laptop, and a group chat that was slowly imploding over whose turn it was to make the slideshow.
But all of that faded into static the moment he got a craving for a croissant. Not just any croissantâone from Bean There, the cozy little cafĂ© tucked between the music hall and the campus bookstore. The one with honey butter, flaky layers, and, according to his friend Jimin, the best ratio of pastry-to-price-to-aesthetic.
He slipped through the front door, brushing damp curls from his forehead as the warm air hit him. It smelled like cinnamon and espresso, and he let the scent wrap around him as he approached the counter.
Thatâs when he saw you.
Table Four.
You were hunched over a psych textbook the size of a baby elephant, one earbud in, matcha latte sweating quietly beside your planner. A purple pen danced between your fingers. The other hand tugged at the sleeve of your hoodie every few seconds like your body needed something to do while your brain focused on neurotransmitters or Freud or whatever madness you were dealing with.
You didnât notice him. Not at first. But Taehyung noticed you.
He felt it in his chestâthe kind of jolt that said wait. You had a look about youâsharp but tired, soft in a way that people probably didnât give you enough credit for. Like someone who carried their own weight and still offered to help others with theirs.
He stared a second too long, then caught himself and turned toward the counter.
âCan I get two croissants?â he asked, and then, almost without thinking, âAnd⊠those mini wildflower bouquets. That one with the yellow ribbon.â
The barista looked amused but didnât question it.
Maybe they were used to college boys doing dumb things for pretty girls. Taehyung took his haulâtwo pastries and the little bouquet that looked slightly wilted but still sweetâand made his way over to your table like a man with a mission.
He cleared his throat gently.
You looked up slowly, pulling out your earbud, blinking like you were trying to place him in a memory you didnât have.
âIâm Taehyung. Taehyung Kim,â he said, flashing his best smile.
You blinked again. âOkay?â
âThese are for you.â
You looked down. At the croissant. The flowers. Back up. âWhy?â
âI donât know yet,â he said honestly, shifting his weight. âBut I think if I give them to you, you might tell me your name.â
You stared at him like he was an essay prompt you werenât prepared for.
Across the room, two girls at a corner table were watching and whispering, clearly invested. One of them mouthed, shoot your shot, and made a tiny fist pump.
He stayed where he was, not pressing. Just offering. The croissant was still warm. The flowers bent a little in the draft from the door, petals fluttering.
âYouâre serious,â you said.
âDeadly.â
You huffed a laugh. âYouâre bold.â
âIâm Taehyung,â he repeated with a wink.
You looked him up and down like you were trying to decide if this was real life or a fever dream brought on by lack of sleep and too much caffeine. âNo,â you said finally, returning your focus to your textbook. âBut⊠thanks for the snack.â
It wasnât a yes. It wasnât a full no either. It was a door left open just a crack.
Taehyung picked up the untouched croissant, unwrapped it, and placed it gently on top of your notes.
âFor your brain,â he said with a grin.
And then he walked away.
Out the door. Back into the cold.
And for the rest of the day, you occupied way more space in his mind than his paper, his class, or his very irritated group chat.
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Taehyung burst into their shared suite like a man possessed.
Jimin was upside down on the couch, legs draped over the back cushions and phone resting on his chest. Hoseok was perched cross legged at the breakfast bar, scrolling through notes while stress eating fruit loops. Seokjin was in the tiny kitchenette, slicing fruit like he was auditioning for a cooking show.
All three looked up as Taehyung slammed the door, breathless.
âI met someone,â he announced dramatically.
Jimin rolled his eyes. âYou met someone last week. And the week before that. And the week beforeââ
âNo, no. This is different.â Taehyung threw his bag on the floor and spun like a theater major mid monologue. âI didnât even know her name and I bought her flowers.â
Hoseok dropped his chopsticks. âYou bought someone flowers?â
Seokjin squinted. âIs this an emergency?â
âYes,â Taehyung said, dead serious. âIâm in love.â
Jimin groaned. âYou say that every time someone breathes near you with good eyebrows.â
Taehyung pointed at him. âShe had a psych book the size of a small country and a matcha latte. She said no to me. With full eye contact. No. Like I was a door to door salesman trying to pitch essential oils.â
Hoseok choked on a fruit loop. âDamn.â
âAnd she took the croissant,â Taehyung continued. âBut not the flowers. She just left them on the table like a message. Likeââthanks, peasant, but I am not to be wooed today.ââ
Seokjin looked mildly concerned. âDid she hurt you?â
âNo, but she could. And I would thank her for it.â
Jimin sat up, rubbing his face. âYou donât even know her name?â
âNot yet. But I will. Table Four, Bean There cafĂ©. Every day if I have to.â
âGod, heâs spiraling,â Hoseok muttered, passing Seokjin his bowl.
âIâm fine,â Taehyung said. âIâm just⊠invested. Emotionally. Spiritually. Academically.â
âSheâs a psych major, huh?â Seokjin asked, sipping from his water bottle. âExplains why sheâs not falling for your chaos.â
âI think sheâs been through something,â Taehyung murmured, more serious now. âShe had that look. You know⊠like sheâs trying really hard not to believe in good things anymore.â
The room went quiet for a second.
Then Jimin said, âYouâre so whipped already. I havenât even seen her and I want her to give you a chance.â
Taehyung grinned. âSame.â
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Taehyung had a reputation for forgetting important thingsâhis dorm key, due dates, what time class startedâbut he remembered you.
The curve of your lips when you told him ânoâ like it was a complete sentence. The slight twitch of amusement in your brow when he insisted he was serious. The way you stared back like you were used to brushing people off, like you were tired of being looked at like a puzzle someone could solve with a smile.
You didnât know it, but you haunted him.
So, he went back to Bean There. Every single day.
Not in a weird way. Okay, maybe in a slightly weird way. But he sat at a different table each time, ordered something new, and kept one eye on Table Four like a man casually waiting on fate to show up with her purple pen and unbothered energy.
Day two: no sign of you.
Day three: a glimpse. You walked in, spotted him already sitting at your usual spot with a croissant and a hopeful smileâand turned right around and left.
He blinked. Sighed. Took a bite of the croissant and muttered, âBold of you to resist destiny.â
But day four?
You sat down across from him.
âIâve decided Iâm not going to let you win,â you said plainly.
Taehyung blinked, startled. âIâm sorryâwhat?â
âYouâre obviously playing the long game. Showing up here every day, waiting around like youâre in a romcom montage. Itâs textbook persistence. I wonât be manipulated.â
Taehyung pressed his lips together, shoulders shaking. âIs⊠is this your way of saying you missed me?â
âNot even a little.â
âThen why are you here?â
You looked at him then. Really looked. âBecause Iâm tired. And youâre⊠persistent. And I have a lot of reading to do and this place has the best quality drinks my money can buy.â
He leaned back in his chair, beaming. âIâll take it.â
You rolled your eyes but stayed put.
You didnât tell him your name. Not yet. But you accepted the croissant and took his pen when yours ran out of ink. You let him sit beside you instead of across from you, and when he asked if he could see your textbookââjust to check if itâs cursedââyou didnât say no.
Progress.
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Later that week, he found you outside the library in a study circle with three other students. He nearly walked byâhe didnât want to be annoyingâbut then he heard you laugh.
Taehyung stopped mid step.
You were glowing in the late afternoon sun, head tilted back, cheeks flushed from something someone had said. The group looked tight knit. Comfortable. Like youâd known each other for a while.
He stepped forward anyway.
âYou guys studying for Abnormal Psych?â he asked, backpack slung over one shoulder.
The girl with the buzzcut nodded. âYeah, why?â
âIâm in the class,â he lied smoothly. âMind if I join?â
You looked up. Eyes narrowed.
âYouâre not in this class.â
âI learn fast,â he said, already sitting down on the edge of the blanket someone had thrown across the grass. âNameâs Taehyung.â
Buzzcut girl perked up. âIâve heard of you. You did karaoke dressed as an anime character at the bio major mixer.â
âGuilty,â he grinned.
âDidnât know you were in psych, though.â
âOh, Iâm more of a⊠community learner.â
You snorted softly despite yourself. âThis is a closed study group.â
âNot anymore,â Buzzcut girl said, pulling out her flashcards. âHe brought gummy bears.â
Taehyung passed the bag to you first, catching your eye. âFor your brain.â
You shook your headâbut didnât refuse them.
^^^^^^^^
Over the next two weeks, he became a fixture in your orbit.
He never asked for more than you gave, but he was always aroundâtexting you helpful mnemonics, scribbling dumb doodles in the margins of your notes, bringing lattes and whispering jokes during tense study sessions.
You didnât realize youâd started waiting for him until one day he was late and your stomach felt weird.
He showed up five minutes later with windblown hair and a sheepish grin. âSorry, spilled yogurt on my pants and had to change. Very heroic story, Iâll tell it in full later.â
You didnât say anything. Just nudged your shoulder against his as he sat down beside you.
He noticed.
Of course he noticed.
But he didnât say a word. He just smiled.
Because you still hadnât said yes to dinner. You hadnât said yes to âjust one date.â
But youâd stopped saying no.
^^^^^^^^
It was the kind of party that smelled like sweat, cheap beer, and bad decisionsâone of those âsomeoneâs cousin knows the guy who owns this placeâ situations where no one really belonged but no one got kicked out either.
The porch was packed. The lawn was wrecked. Someone had already duct taped a traffic cone to the roof.
It was a Thursday.
Your roommate had dragged you out. She was currently glittered from head to toe and sipping a vodka cranberry like it was a rite of passage.
âThis is exactly what you need,â Nia said over the music. âOne night. No textbooks. No overthinking. Just vibes.â
You werenât sure if just vibes was medically advisable, but youâd worn your favorite jeans, a cute little corset Nia let you borrow, and actually styled your hair. So you were halfway committed.
And then he appeared.
Taehyung, standing in the hallway like he knew he was the main characterâdress shirt sleeves rolled to his elbows, rings glinting in the dim light, curls wild and his grin wilder. Jimin was beside him, all smirks and shoulder shrugs, clearly playing wingman for the night.
You caught Taehyungâs eye.
And he lit up.
âLook who finally decided to be fun,â he said, weaving through the crowd like he had a spotlight following him.
âYouâre everywhere,â you muttered, sipping your drink.
âI contain multitudes,â he replied, offering his hand with zero irony. âDance with me.â
âNo.â
âPlease?â
âNo.â
âJust one song?â
âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd yetâŠâ
You let him pull you in.
Just one song. One dumb, thumping remix with bass that shook the walls and made your teeth buzz. Taehyung danced like no one was watchingâand if they were, he didnât care. Loose, confident, chaotic in a way that made you laugh more than you shouldâve. He pulled you into it without thinkingâhands on your waist, forehead nearly brushing yours, smiling like you were already his.
Then it turned into two songs. Then three.
You pretended not to notice how close he got. How your body moved in sync with his. How his hands never strayed too far, but also never let you drift.
When the music shifted into something slower, more nostalgic, you ducked out with a mumbled, âNeed some air.â
Taehyung followed. Of course he did.
The backyard was quieter. Cooler. The string lights hanging between trees buzzed softly, casting a golden halo around everything. You leaned against the porch railing, drink in hand, and tried to act unaffected.
âYouâre good at that,â he said after a minute.
âAt what?â
âPretending youâre not having a good time.â
You glanced at him. âMaybe Iâm not.â
âYou are.â He bumped his shoulder against yours. âYou laughed three times. Snorted once. Thatâs a strong indicator of fun.â
You rolled your eyes. âMaybe Iâm just easy to amuse.â
âI donât think youâre easy at all.â
That pulled your gaze back to him.
Taehyung didnât look away.
He wasnât smiling now. Not exactly. Just⊠watching you, like he was waiting for something.
âWhy me?â you asked softly. âYou flirt with everyone.â
âNot like this.â
You blinked. âLike what?â
âLike I mean it.â
The words sat heavy in the air between you. Not overwhelming. Not demanding. Just thereâa quiet truth.
You didnât know what to do with it.
So you leaned in, just a little. Just close enough to tempt fate.
And then Nia called your name from across the yard, voice bright and urgent.
You stepped back.
Just enough to make Taehyung smileâsmall, understanding, but with a flicker of disappointment he didnât quite hide.
âAlmost,â he whispered, more to himself than to you.
You didnât respond.
Because almost was already more than you meant to give him.
^^^^^^^^
Inside, as the night wore on, Taehyung sat on the arm of the couch nursing a beer while Jimin hovered beside him.
âYou okay?â Jimin asked, nodding toward the door youâd walked through.
âYeah,â Taehyung said, eyes still on the space where youâd stood. âShe makes me nervous in a good way.â
âOof, thatâs the scariest kind.â
Taehyung nodded. âI know.â
^^^^^^^^
The first day of summer was supposed to taste like freedom.
Youâd graduated with honors, your cap decorated in glitter and photos, your cheeks sore from smiling. The night before, you and Damian had promised to meet at your favorite coffee spot to plan everythingâdorm lists, road trip playlists, countdowns until move-in day. You were so ready for the next chapter.
He was fifteen minutes late.
That shouldâve been your first clue.
You were halfway through your iced vanilla latte when he finally walked in, hands in his pockets, hair still wet from his morning shower. He didnât kiss your cheek like he usually did. Didnât smile like he had the night before when you slow danced to no music in your driveway.
He just slid into the booth across from you and looked down at his hands.
You remember the cold bloom of instinct in your gut. The kind that whispered, somethingâs wrong before anything had even been said.
âBabe?â
He didnât look at you.
âI got into UCLA,â he said.
You blinked. âWhat?â
âI applied in secret. Early decision.â
âButâŠâ You laughed, confused. âWe were going to State. We both committedââ
âI didnât sign anything,â he cut in. âI waited.â
The room spun.
âWhy?â
Damian looked up then. Not cruel. Not angry. Just⊠removed. Like heâd already made peace with the explosion and was just waiting for the dust to settle.
âBecause high school sweethearts is cute,â he said softly. âBut itâs also⊠high school. I want to see what college has to offer.â
You stared at him, chest rising and falling like your lungs had forgotten how to breathe right.
âI donât want to be tied down,â he added.
That part hit the hardest.
Like all your plansâevery phone call about future dorm setups, every hand squeezing moment when college felt scaryâhad been your fantasy, and heâd just been playing along. Like your love had an expiration date, and heâd already circled it in red.
You swallowed the lump in your throat and asked the only question you could manage:
âWhen were you going to tell me?â
âI donât know,â he admitted. âI guess⊠today.â
You nodded slowly, as if your heart hadnât just been cracked down the middle.
âYou couldâve just said you didnât love me anymore.â
He winced. âItâs not that. I do. Just⊠not enough to stay.â
That was worse.
You didnât cry. Not in the booth. Not in front of him.
You just stood, left your untouched drink on the table, and walked out into the summer sun that suddenly felt all wrong.
That night, you packed away every picture. Deleted every message. Blocked his name from your college folder. And when Nia came over with a pint of ice cream and a bottle of tequila, you didnât say a word.
You just shook your head and promised yourself:
Next time, itâll be different.
If there even was a next time.
^^^^^^^^
The rain started around sunsetâsoft at first, like a whisper against the windows. But by nightfall, it was pouring, steady and rhythmic, turning the sidewalks into mirrors and the air into something heavier.
You were at the library, third floor, tucked into a booth that always smelled faintly of printer ink and pencil shavings. A hoodie swallowed your frame, sleeves pushed past your knuckles as you clicked between tabs on your laptop. Notes, study guide, quizlet, back to notes.
You were trying to be productive.
Trying not to think.
But the words blurred together, and your chest felt tight, and your coffee had gone cold an hour ago.
You thought about texting Nia.
You thought about crying.
Instead, you just sat there, headphones in but no music playing, watching the cursor blink like it knew how close you were to breaking.
I want to see what college has to offer.
You could still hear Damianâs voice. Calm. Certain. As if you hadnât spent two years memorizing each otherâs schedules and picking out twin bedspreads. As if you hadnât built an entire future together only for him to drop it in your lap like a stone and walk away.
You blinked fast. Swallowed hard.
And thenâ
Tap. Tap. Tap.
You looked up.
Taehyung.
Dripping wet from the rain, curls flattened against his forehead, hoodie dark with water around the shoulders. He grinned through it all, holding a brown paper bag in one hand and a lumpy, too bright bouquet in the other.
âEmergency snack delivery,â he said, voice muffled by the air pods still in your ears.
You tugged one out. âWhat are youâhow did you know I was here?â
âYouâre a creature of habit,â he said. âAnd you said you study here during exam week.â
âI couldâve gone anywhere.â
He shrugged. âBut you didnât.â
He sat across from you, no hesitation, already pulling things from the bag: chocolate covered pretzels, sour gummy worms, two croissants, and a lavender canned tea. Thenâlike a magician pulling a rabbit out of a hatâhe produced a single, rainbow gel pen.
You blinked. âIs that mine?â
âI found it in your psych notes.â
âYou stole my pen?â
âBorrowed. For morale.â
You stared at the offerings on the table.
âYou okay?â he asked, quieter now. The smile hadnât disappeared, but it had softened, curved at the edges with concern.
You hesitated. âJust tired.â
He nodded. âTired sucks.â
And somehow, that made it easier.
You let him stay. Let him quiz you in a silly voice. Let him dramatically act out memory devices like you were cramming for a Broadway audition instead of a midterm. You laughed. More than once. He caught you smiling down at your notebook and said nothingâbut he noticed.
Like he always did
At one point, you let your head fall against the window. He reached across the table and tucked your pen behind your ear like it was something precious. His fingers brushed your cheek, just for a second, and your whole body sparked like a struck match.
You didnât pull away.
But you didnât lean in either.
He didnât push.
When the library announced its closing, you packed your things slowly. He waited. Held your laptop sleeve without asking. Walked beside you in the rain without offering an umbrellaâjust held it high enough for both of you to huddle under.
When you got to your door, you turned to face him.
The porch light flickered above your head. He looked at you like you were made of stardust.
âThis the part where you kiss me?â you asked softly.
Taehyung smiled. âNope.â
You tilted your head. âWhy not?â
âBecause I want you to kiss me,â he said. âWhen youâre ready. When itâs real. When itâs yours.â
You looked at him.
The kindness. The care. The way he never pushed, never pried, never reached for more than you offered.
Your chest ached.
âIâm scared,â you whispered.
âI know.â
âI donât want to get hurt again.â
âI wonât hurt you.â
âYou canât promise that.â
âI know,â he repeated. âBut I can promise Iâll stay.â
You blinked.
He smiled. Tipped his head. âGoodnight, beautiful.â
And he walked away.
You stood in the doorway for a long time after he was gone.
Not thinking.
Just feeling.
^^^^^^^^
The text came on a Tuesday, sandwiched between a group project meltdown and a mediocre dining hall salad.
Taehyung [1:04 PM] important question: do you believe in spontaneous joy, glitter, and road trips with questionable wifi? đ
You frowned.
You [1:06 PM] âŠwhat are you planning?
Taehyung [1:06 PM] music festival. this weekend. us, jimin, nia, a few others. tents. loud music. bad decisions. snacks. itâs practically self care!
You didnât answer right away. He waited a whole ten minutes before sending another.
Taehyung [1:16 PM] iâll bring gummy bears and the collapsible desk. and iâll make you a playlist. please comeđđ» i want to dance with you under ugly lights and yell lyrics off key.
You stared at the message longer than you should have.
Nia leaned over your tray. âIs that the chaotic guy with the eyebrows and the emotional support snacks?â
âYes.â
âAre we going?â
âI donât know.â
âYou want to.â
ââŠYeah. I think I do.â
^^^^^^^^
On Friday, when the sun was just barely making its daily debut, you stood on the curb in front of the dorm with your duffel bag, hoodie pulled tight, trying not to look excited.
The van was chaos in motionâJimin behind the wheel in yellow sunglasses and a mesh tank top, Hoseok in the passenger seat playing DJ, and Taehyung in the backseat waving at you like he hadnât seen you in years instead of twelve hours ago.
âYou came!â he shouted, throwing the side door open like a golden retriever greeting its favorite person. âYou came.â
âYou said thereâd be snacks.â
âI said thereâd be magic. Snacks are a bonus.â
Nia climbed in behind you, flopping over a pile of blankets. Someone tossed you a warm muffin. Hoseok handed you a tiny bottle of hotel shampoo, no explanation. It was perfect.
^^^^^^^^
The drive was loud, messy, and full of laughter.
They passed around instant cameras and took blurry photos at gas stations. Played Taehyungâs Mixtape Mayhem game, your movie montage song: Cigarette Daydreams; his: SexyBack, with no shame whatsoever. Someone kept losing signal. Someone else lost a shoe.
You hadnât laughed that much in a long time.
And Taehyung? He watched you with this soft awe, like every time you smiled it made something in him settle deeper. He didnât cling, didnât crowd, just found you with his gaze every so often like he couldnât not.
When you sang along to a song you loved, he watched your mouth like it was art.
When your head drooped against the window, he tucked your hoodie hood up without a word.
And when you caught him looking?
He just smiled.
^^^^^^^^
The air buzzed with bass and heat, the kind of energy that stuck to your skin. You pitched tents between strangers and strung fairy lights between trees. Someone spilled a soda on your blanket. Jimin got into a debate with a guy selling handmade jewelry about astrology. You danced under colored lights and neon fog and laughed until your cheeks hurt.
At some point, Taehyung disappeared and returned with glow stick crowns. He placed yours gently on your head like it was something precious.
âThere,â he said. âRoyalty.â
âAre you flirting with me?â
He blinked. âAm I not always?â
You couldnât argue with that.
^^^^^^^^
Later that night the fire pit had burned down to a sleepy glow. Everyone else had drifted off to their tents, leaving you and Taehyung in the silence of stars and smoke.
You lay on your back in the grass, his arm close enough that you could feel the warmth of him. Your glow stick crown still flickered faintly. His curls were tucked under a beanie now, damp from sweat and fog.
âTell me something real,â he said suddenly.
You turned your head. âWhat?â
âAnything. Doesnât have to be deep. Just real.â
You hesitated for a few minutes before deciding to push past the fear.
âI thinkâŠIâm afraid of how much I like you.â
His breath hitched.
You didnât look at him.
You just stared at the sky and added, âBecause last time I liked someone this much⊠it didnât end well.â
He was quiet.
Then his fingers found yours in the grass, slow and careful.
âIâm not him,â he said.
You finally turned.
âI know,â you said. âThatâs what scares me.â
He didnât kiss you.
He didnât rush.
He just held your hand like it was the most obvious thing in the world. Like maybe youâd been holding his this whole time without realizing it.
^^^^^^^^
Finals week feels like the inside of a pressure cooker.
Sleep becomes optional. Meals turn into vending machine runs and half eaten granola bars that disappear somewhere in your bag. The library is open 24/7, and somehow still always full. Even Taehyung looks frayed at the edgesâhoodie pulled low, dark circles under his eyes, curls tucked under a beanie he refuses to take off.
But he still checks in.
He texts you every day. Drops off snacks when you forget to eat. Leaves sticky notes in your textbooks with doodles and cheesy pep talks in his messy handwriting. On the morning of your hardest exam, you find a neon green post it tucked into your notebook:
youâre gonna crush this. and when you do, iâm taking you to celebrate. wear something that makes me weak.
You laugh out loud. Then immediately choke on your coffee and have to explain to your roommate why youâre smiling like the post it just confessed its love to you.
^^^^^^^^
It was past one in the morning, and the world outside your window had gone still.
Finals were less than two days away, your laptop fan was groaning like it was on its last breath, and your study guide looked like a crime sceneâscribbled notes, scratched out equations, desperate reminders written in red pen.
You sat on your bedroom floor, a monstrously oversized t-shirt, bare legs tangled in a blanket, surrounded by empty coffee cups and open tabs you couldnât bring yourself to close.
Your brain was fogged.
Your chest was tight.
The quiet wasnât peacefulâit was loud.
You stared down at the mess of your planner, blinking back the hot sting in your eyes, and then reached for your phone without even thinking.
You [1:23 AM] can you come over..if youâre awake
You didnât expect an answer right away. But thirty seconds later his reply came.
Taehyung [1:23AM] already halfway there
^^^^^^^^
You barely had time to drag your fingers through your hair and put on some shorts before there was a knock on the door.
You opened it to find him standing there in gray slacks and a too big sweater, and his backpack hanging off one shoulder like heâd come from war.
âHi,â he said, voice soft.
You just nodded and stepped aside.
He looked around your roomâsaw the chaos, the barely contained panicâand didnât say anything about it.
Instead, he set his bag down, pulled out a warm croissant wrapped in foil and a little folded paper crane heâd clearly scribbled something onto.
You opened it.
youâve survived 100% of your worst days so far. letâs keep the streak going.
The tears came so fast you didnât even feel them build.
âI donât know whatâs wrong with me,â you whispered.
Taehyung was already crossing the room.
âThereâs nothing wrong with you,â he said, pulling you into his arms like heâd done it a thousand times. âYouâre just tired. Youâve been carrying the world on your back for weeks. Let someone hold it with you for a minute.â
You buried your face in his chest, breathing in that warm, cozy scent that had become your favorite thing.
He didnât rush you. Didnât ask for anything in return. Just rubbed your back slowly and let you fall apart.
When the tears slowed and the silence stretched, he spoke againâlow and gentle.
âCan I say something, or will it make you spiral more?â
You sniffed. âDepends. Are you about to tell me you failed an exam?â
He smiled against your hair. âNo. I was gonna tell you I think Iâm falling in love with you.â
You froze.
Not in a bad way. Just in that whole body still way that happens when something hits too deep to move.
You leaned back just enough to look at him.
âWhy would you say that now?â
âBecause Iâve wanted to say it for a while,â he said, searching your face. âAnd because I think you need to hear something true right now. Even if itâs scary.â
You stared at him, heart pounding.
And then slowly, carefully.
You kissed him.
It wasnât cinematic, No swelling orchestra, no perfectly timed wind. Just his sweater against your skin, your hands in his hair at the nape of his neck, your breath hitching when he cupped your cheek like he couldnât believe you were real.
When you pulled away, he was smiling like heâd just solved a riddle no one else could.
âYou⊠kissed me,â he whispered.
âYou said you were waiting,â you murmured back.
âI wouldâve waited forever.â
You leaned your forehead against his, voice barely there. âDonât.â
âDonât what?â
âDonât leave. Donât change your mind. Donât do what he did, please.â
Taehyung kissed your nose.
Then your cheek.
Then your mouth again.
âIâm not going anywhere.â
^^^^^^^^
Finals week hit like a freight train.
The library turned into a second home. Cafeteria food lost what little appeal it had. Everyone walked around with under eye circles and iced coffee IVs. You were running on four hours of sleep, two protein bars, and blind academic panic.
But somehow, Taehyung made it feel almost survivable.
He didnât hoverâhe just showed up exactly when you needed him. A text when your brain fogged. A forehead kiss on his way to class. A note slipped into your textbook that read:
you donât have to do this alone. but I know you can.
Every time you felt yourself unravel, he helped you stitch yourself back together.
And he never asked for anything in return.
^^^^^^^^
The night before your last exam, you sat side by side in his dormâs common room, surrounded by half open notebooks and the distant sound of someone crying over a chemistry final. Your head rested against his shoulder, your body warm beneath a shared blanket.
You hadnât kissed again since that night.
Not because you didnât want toâbut because something about the pause felt sacred. Like the next time it happened, it would mean everything.
âI had a dream last night,â you whispered. âThat we were back at the cafĂ©. You walked in and didnât recognize me.â
Taehyungâs brow furrowed. âWhy wouldnât I?â
âI donât know,â you said. âMaybe because I wasnât⊠this version of me. I was still the girl from the first day of summer. Still waiting to be chosen.â
He turned toward you, eyes soft. âIâve been choosing you since the second I saw you.â
You didnât speak.
You didnât need to.
Because the silence between you wasnât emptyâit was full of everything.
He reached for your hand, weaving your fingers together slowly.
âI know you were hurt,â he said quietly. âAnd I know I canât erase that. But I swear, every part of me wants to give you something better. Softer. Real.â
You looked at him.
At the guy who bought you croissants just to learn your name.
At the guy who stayed.
Who always stayed.
âAsk me again,â you said.
Taehyung blinked. âWhat?â
âAsk me again to go out with you.â
His mouth curved into a slow, sure smile.
âWill you go out with me?â
You leaned in.
Kissed him like you were sealing something that had already been written in stone and yet brand new at the same time.
âYes.â
^^^^^^^^
Two days later on the campus lawn, post exams, the sun was shining too bright. Students were lounging like survivors after battle. Nia had collapsed onto a blanket with iced tea and a victory playlist.
You were half asleep, head in Taehyungâs lap, as he read a graphic novel with one hand and played with your curls with the other.
âSo what now?â you mumbled.
âNow?â he said. âNow we do summer. We do late night drives and brunch and museums and maybe even a weekend at that lake house my cousin keeps bragging about.â
âSounds like a lot.â
âIt is,â he said. âAnd itâs all with you.â
You closed your eyes, smiling.
Because for the first time in a long time, the future didnât feel like a question mark.
It felt like a promise.
^^^^^^^^
You didnât even need a destination.
Just Taehyung behind the wheel of his silver coupe, music low, the windows cracked open to let in the breeze. The sky stretched wide overhead, pale blue with streaks of clouds that looked like brushstrokes.
âYou packed four pairs of jeans,â he said, glancing at your duffel bag in the backseat. âWeâre gone for two days.â
âI like options,â you replied, flicking his sunglasses down over his eyes. âAnd you brought five different notebooks.â
âThose are creative tools.â
âSure.â
He grinned, reaching for your hand across the console. His fingers laced with yours so naturally it felt like youâd always done it.
The road was empty. Just the two of you, the hum of the tires, and a playlist you built together that morningâequal parts indie slow burn, R&B, and old songs you both secretly knew every word to.
You leaned your head out the window and yelled into the wind just to feel it bite at your cheeks.
Taehyung watched you with a smile that made your stomach dip.
âWanna stop?â he asked after a while, eyes flicking toward a peeling road sign that read:
EXIT 41 â Scenic Overlook | Fruit Stand | Antique Store
âFruit stand?â
He wiggled his brows. âAdventure.â
You rolled your eyes. âFine. But if this turns into a weird horror movie setup, Iâm leaving you behind.â
âNoted,â he said, already flipping on the turn signal.
^^^^^^^^
Twenty minutes later you stood at the edge of a hill, hair whipping in the breeze, holding a strawberry soda in one hand and a bag of peaches in the other.
The overlook was quiet, just a small gravel lot with a single picnic table and a stunning view of rolling hills and wide open sky. The woman at the fruit stand had called you two honeymooners and given you an extra apple âjust in case.â
Taehyung climbed onto the table and stretched his arms behind his head, shirt riding up just enough to make you look away and then look back a second later.
âThis feels fake,â you said, settling beside him.
âWhat does?â
âThis.â You gestured at the view. âUs. The quiet. Everything.â
âItâs real,â he said simply. âJust rare.â
You sat in silence for a while, sharing sips of soda and stealing bites of fruit, letting your bodies lean into each other without needing to say anything.
Then, out of nowhereâ
âMarry me.â
You choked.
Taehyung was grinning, not serious, but not exactly joking either.
âExcuse me?â
He shrugged. âSomeday. If youâre bored. If you need someone to keep bringing you snacks and calling you pretty forever.â
You looked at him.
At his messy curls and his sun kissed skin and the way he was watching you like he knew how to wait a lifetime for the right moment.
And for the first time, the idea didnât terrify you.
It made your heart ache in a way that felt good.
âMaybe,â you said.
âMaybe?â
âAsk me again at another fruit stand.â
He leaned in, kissed your temple, and whispered, âDeal.â
| 3 years later |
The first chill of autumn always brought you back to the beginning.
It made the air sharper. The coffee stronger. The campus quieter, like it was exhaling after the noise of summer. And tucked between the music hall and the campus bookstore, Bean There CafĂ© still looked the sameâwobbly table legs, moody lighting, a playlist that always seemed to know how you were feeling.
Table Four hadnât changed.
Still near the window. Still a little crooked. Still yours.
Taehyung sat sideways in his chair, sketchbook resting on his knee, his left foot nudging yours under the table every few minutes like he couldnât help it. His curls were longer now, his rings flashier. But his smile? Still exactly the same.
Across from him, you were highlighting a research article, one AirPod in, your cardigan slipping off your shoulder in that way that always made him pause.
He watched you for a long time before speaking.
âYouâre really gonna make me sit here and suffer without saying hi to me properly, baby?â
You didnât look up. âWeâve been sitting here for twenty minutes.â
âExactly. Thatâs twenty minutes of missed affection. Iâm traumatized.â
You set your pen down and raised an eyebrow. âWould you like a sticker or a kiss?â
âYes.â
You leaned across the table and kissed his cheek.
âGreedy,â you said.
âHopeless,â he corrected. âHopelessly greedy for you.â
You rolled your eyes but smiled, and Taehyung felt something settle in his chest like a song finishing its final note.
He reached into his bag and pulled out a folded piece of thick paperâworn at the edges, carefully smoothed out. He slid it across the table without ceremony.
You opened it slowly.
Inside was a new sketch. A recreation of Table Fourâbut not the one from the past. This time, there were two mugs. A laptop. Your favorite pen. A shared pastry. You were looking down, focused. Taehyung had drawn himself mid smile, eyes only on you.
In the corner, in soft graphite:
Still my favorite seat in the world.
You blinked hard.
âThis is unfair,â you whispered.
âItâs accurate,â he said, already reaching for your hand. âYou saved my heart when I didnât even realize Iâd given it away.â
âYouâre being dramatic.â
âIâm being honest.â
You looked up at him. Your Taehyung. The man who once brought you croissants for no reason. Who waited. Who never asked for more than you could give, but always gave you more than you knew to want.
You squeezed his hand.
âIâm glad I sat down that day.â
âIâm glad I saw you.â
Outside, the wind rustled golden leaves against the glass. Someone near the register was humming along to a soft acoustic cover of a love song you both knew. The coffee still wasnât great. The wi-fi still glitched near the counter. But none of it mattered.
Because this tableâthis momentâthis love?
It was yours.
And it always would be.
| 6 years later |
It was a Thursday night in late spring, and the city had finally started to bloom again.
You and Taehyung had gone to dinner at your favorite spotâquiet, candlelit, familiar. Heâd been soft all evening, affectionate in that barely contained way he got when something was brewing behind his eyes. The kind of soft where his hand found your lower back for no reason. The kind of soft where his eyes never stopped smiling, even when his mouth did.
âI still say I couldâve made better risotto,â you teased, tugging on his sleeve as the two of you walked back toward the car.
âUntrue,â he said. âYou wouldâve burned the pan and added too much salt.â
You gasped. âYou love my over salted cooking.â
âI love you, baby,â he corrected. âThe cooking is a side quest.â
He kissed your temple and opened the passenger door for you, sliding into the driverâs side a second later like he hadnât been checking the time on his phone every five minutes during dinner.
You didnât notice.
Too busy pulling off your earrings and mumbling about whether or not you left the porch light on back at the townhouse.
^^^^^^^^
Ten minutes into the drive, you pass it.
A fruit stand.
Small, rustic. Just off the edge of a quiet road near your neighborhood. The wood was painted with soft lavender accents and little twinkle lights strung above it. There was a handwritten chalkboard that read:
Fresh Strawberries âą Homemade Peach Jam âą Love Optional
You blinked. âThat⊠wasnât here last week.â
Taehyungâs grip on the wheel tightened. âWanna stop?â
You hesitated.
He looked over, a small, unreadable smile pulling at his lips. âAdventure?â
Your heart kicked upâfamiliar, fond, warm.
You smiled. âSure. But if this is another horror movie setup, Iâm leaving you behind again.â
âMy beautiful creature of habit.â
^^^^^^^^
The stand looked even more whimsical up close. There were bunches of babyâs breath in tiny mason jars, a crate of freshly baked mini pies, and baskets of strawberries that still smelled like sun.
You wandered toward a basket.
Taehyung stayed a few steps behind.
You reached for a peach. âThis is so weird, who puts a random fruitâ?â
When you turned, he wasnât beside you.
He was kneeling.
One knee to the earth. Holding a ring box that looked like it had been in his pocket for weeks, like it had been waiting for the right moment. For the right stand.
Your breath caught in your throat.
You barely registered the wind.
Or the smell of strawberries.
Or the sound of the breeze rattling the twinkle lights.
âI asked you once at a fruit stand if youâd marry me,â Taehyung said, voice quiet but steady. âYou said to ask again someday. At another stand.â
You blinked fast. âTaeââ
âI knew then. I knew before then. Before croissants. Before gummy bears. Before that first party and the first road trip and the first kiss you gave me when you didnât even believe in love anymore.â
His voice cracked.
You hadnât even realized you were crying until a tear landed on your thumb.
Taehyung smiledâshaky, bright. âIâve spent every day since just being lucky enough to love you.â
The ring was delicate. Gold band with a peach colored diamond. Your style, down to the last glimmer.
âSo now,â he continued, âIâm asking again. One more time, with no expiration date, no more waiting.â
He looked up at you, eyes shining.
âWill you marry me?â
Your knees gave a little.
You nodded, too fast. âYes. Y-Yes, I will.â
The ring slid onto your finger like it had always belonged there.
You barely had time to breathe before Nia screamed from behind a car, âSHE SAID YES, YâALLâCOME ON!â
Laughter and cheers exploded around you.
From behind every parked car friends and family poured out, cheering and shouting, phones up, cameras flashing. Jimin was in tears. Hoseok threw confetti that stuck in Taehyungâs hair. Seokjin was already handing out mini champagne bottles.
You covered your mouth in disbelief as your world rushed forward in color and light.
Taehyung pulled you into his chest, arms around your waist, spinning you slightly.
âI canât believe you did all this,â you whispered into his shoulder.
âI wouldâve shut down the whole city if you asked,â he said. âBut this felt more like us.â
And it did.
A quiet road.
A handmade sign.
The kind of love that started with a croissant and a âmaybeâ at table four.
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