Based On This Post About The Bad Sanses Having A Business Group Chat Where No Business Gets Done

Regarding my SBI/DSMP Fics

TW: Abuse, Trauma, and Mentions of Suicide.

With all that has happened, I did want to come out here and make my stance clear. I will always stand with Shelby (Shubble) and all of the victims who are speaking out against Will Gold (Wilbur Soot). If you still support that bastard, unfollow me and leave my blog and whatever small community I made.

I've already stated this is my Discord channel, but I want to put it here too.

For me, c!Wilbur is so far removed from cc!Wilbur that I don't connect the two. The characters are vessels for my own characterizations and stories. It's a bit like writing Harry Potter, Twilight, or Hazbin Hotel fanfics. I don't support the guy, monetarily or otherwise, he does not interact with fanfics, I have plans to be very vocal that I'm on Shelby's side no matter what/make it clear that what Will did is wrong, and I don't use his real life events as plots in my stories. At least, I certainly don't try to. It's why I typically change traits about the characters. (I.e. Tommy is shorter, Phil is taller, Techno is bulky, and Wilbur always has golden/hazel eyes.)

I'm aware that it's a tad different because it's rp and not something like a full on book or an actor in a movie, but DSMP has also been over for over two years and the characterizations I make for SBI are not at all based on the CCs. Real life Techno isn't a literal terrorist, Phil ain't a father married to a goddess, Tommy is not a traumatized child soldier, and Wilbur isn't suicidal and blowing up countries.

I think I'll likely focus more on Techno, Tommy, and Phil for a while, but I'm not gonna let one dude ruin a fandom and things I've made for myself. Nothing I write is ever made for Wilbur, as I've seen people saying. Additionally, Wilbur was not the only writer. Technoblade, Philza, TommyInnit, and so many others made that story what it was. Not him.

However, if any CCs come forward saying they don't want their old characters interacting with his, I will respect that.

I think there is a tendency to take real life events (i.e. Techno's cancer, LJ's music, Tommy's real life parents, etc.) and put them into fiction about DSMP. I, however, don't try to do that and have stated before that I don't feel comfortable doing so. The truth is that we have not gotten any genuine SBI content outside of DSMP for years. The dynamic in real life is very different from what was presented in the DSMP. Did personalities still bleed over? Yes, I'm not going to deny that, but I'm not going to act like they're exactly the same between character and person either. We've had that conversation like in 2021, it's why we have C! and CC!.

The rather sad truth is, SBI is what got me really into writing and it's a comfort for me that nothing can compare to. Obviously, I don't think it's appropriate to be writing certain types of stories right now and never involving characters outside of the DSMP. I think it's up to everyone else to decide on what they want to do, however, rushing it also isn't the way to go either. Give yourself time to heal and think it over first instead of throwing away something that gives you comfort and has not been associated with by the creators for over two years.

Anyways, fuck Will Gold. Fuck the fact that he hurt so many people, and fuck that he lied and manipulated his way around the damn internet. ESPECIALLY fuck the fact that he tried to diminish what he did and not take proper accountability.

Go and support Shelby so so much, she and everyone who spoke out really deserve it. I'm glad silence on these types of issues is not being normalized.

Here is a list of (American) resources for DV help:

TNLR

RAINN

WOAR

Love is respect

The Trevor project

Futures without violence

National domestic violence hotline

Resource on what DV and abuse looks like

Welcome to The Judgment Forest and Coretowce Town

swaping snowdin with the judgemeet hall seemed like a fun idea

Link to the last underswap post

so ive been a fan of wilbur since 2019. ive gone through a lot of stuff with wilbur being my comfort person and my special interest. someone literally everyone in my life knows about because i talk about him constantly.

when i watched the vod i too instantly knew it was him. i think us older fans weren't really even doubting it to be honest...i know i wasnt even tho i wish it weren't him. its him. i know its him. and it breaks my heart into pieces to be so sure.

ive had a really bad flare up of my chronic pain, my migraines wont stop for three days now, i cant sleep, my ear is ringing constantly. its been horrible. and im sending this anonymously because i dont want this to be about me the individual. im not saying this to get pitty. im just trying to say...

it sucks. it fucking sucks. to have so much of your personality and hobbies wrapped around someone just for them to turn out to be an abuser. a bad person. its humiliating. it makes me feel stupid. i feel disgusted and gross to have ever supported him.

i want to say to others and to people younger than me who are probably having a worse time that its more than okay to grieve losing him. but do it. grieve. let him go. and move on.

because he is not worth any more time or energy. not someone who doesn’t understand consent. not someone who only cares how something Looks rather than his partner being in pain. he isnt worth your love. you are worth your love. so let him go, grieve, and let's all learn not to trust people we don't personally know. i know i needed to learn this the hard way...

I don't have anything to add here but I wanted to share it.

medication is slightly working, so a dazed valentines post for yall

i am very tired so sorry if it aint the quality i usually post

some Papyruses

unflinching

leave it to error to tell a corpse to do something

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Boy you want some hawt dawgs :3

wasting our time...

For the ship asks, I'm curious on what you think about Dust x Blue?

I think they're extremely neat. And I also thought I hallucinated this ship when I first got back into utmv, because I didn't see ANY fanart or fan content in general, like, at all. Turns out the ship just fell out popularity, and I can't even blame the people for losing interest. Some of the older stuff I've seen with them is straight up pedophilic... But I can fix them!!! And be normal about them!!!!!!¡!!!