Screaming I Love Them So Much

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I think one of my favorite things established about Johnny as a character is that he just impulsively resorts to violence in any remotely awkward situation. It's not just, like, an ideological crutch where he'll kill someone mildly annoying as a catharsis for his anger and then act like it's something better, it's just his go-to shortcut for the uncomfortable nuances of all social interaction.

When he's not screaming about artificially flavored frozen beverages, or decapitating party clowns, he's just this nervous, insecure, little wet napkin: a fairly reserved guy. Yeah, he's had friends, but from what we're told and shown of his life, I think his interactions with others have generally consisted of ridicule and strife. He's probably very socially underdeveloped, and I'd like to think he plays up his "insane maniac" schtick, and falls back on it time after time because making others uncomfortable, or pushing them away, is a lot easier than having to feel embarassed in their presence because he's a social alien unable to cope with Situations[TM].

That's obviously part of why he tried to kill Devi, apart from wanting to "preserve the moment", and prevent her from ever leaving, or losing her present fondness for him, when he found himself unable to live up to her high opinions. However, this is something I see in Johnny's relationship with Squee as well, which I could probably dedicate an entire post to in itself. There's no way that Johnny isn't picking up that this kid is terrified, he's not that dense, and it's the basis of his very nickname. So, why continue to scare the daylights out of him? It's not out of any malice, and I'm inclined to believe that Johnny genuinely likes Squee. Still, I think that's a fact that can co-exist with the reality that Johnny has learned to thrive off the discomfort, scorn, or fear of others. He's seemingly unable to have mundane interactions without incorporating a level of violence into it, either as a communicative tool [like in Issue #3 at the mall] or a way of releasing tension or escaping some immediate enviormental discomfort [like in Issue #2 with Devi]...

For as much as Johnny genuinely hates the people we've seen comment on his appearence, act obnoxious, or generally slight him in some other way, he psychologically needs them. Without them, he has nothing to base his identity around. There'd be no justification for the violence he'd be enacting anyways, and he'd have to confront how empty he truly is as an individual.

This is probably one of my favorite passages in the entiriety of JTHM, though it never gets talked about because we only get a handful of excerpts from Johnny's die-ary. They give a very unique insight into what goes on in his head, because unlike a lot of the preformative monologuing we watch him fall into, this is for his eyes only. There's no incentive for him to mask certain aspects of himself, or pretend to be or think something that doesn't allign with his reality. He loves the mistreatment of others just as much as he hates it, it's an avenue for his catharsis just as much as it is why he needs that catharsis in the first place. The opposite of love isn't hatred, they're just two sides of the same coin, it's indifference.

how @disposal-blueeee be sleeping after crusty jpg jake themed body pillow

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA😭😭😭😭😭😭

Wonderful 🙌😂 I recently saw this edit on Pinterest,and I have to say dogstarion is one of my favs 😅🤣🖤 I also heard about Goostarion and Batstarion,which are also pretty cute 😂

In every Playthrough I do,it’s kinda like ritual now that I always leave him in the crèche when I take the blood of lathander,for the wonderful dialogue 😁(FULL CONCENTRATED POWER OF THE SUN ☀️)

I know it’s possible to get the blood of lathander without destroying the crèche,but for the dialogue I do everything 😂😂🖤

me me me me me me me me me me

Me: no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponent al, logarithmic, while i gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cow girl, doggy, backwards, forwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick thribbing, first clenching, ear rining, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling. teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy, moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious, gushy, creamy, beastly, lip bitting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, cant walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail stractching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, slendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tangos, step on me and I would say thank you.

no like actually im obsessed like i dont go a day without thinking about them i stay awake at night thinking about this

Simply a truth

STOP THISNIS ACTUALLY SO SAD NO NONONO I REFUSE IT i will personally show up to his castle aand cling to him like a baby duck i will follow him aroudn everywhere yes i will he will NOT BEa alone not on my watch no this is the saddest thing ive ever read no.nonono.I LOVE HIM SO MUUUUCH NOOOOOOOO

Do you ever think about what would have happened if Greta had never sent that letter to Adrian? Or if Sypha and Trevor had never returned? Adrian would be all alone in that castle, coping with the weight of his parents deaths and the murder of two people who he trusted enough with a piece of him so sacred. How they now took that piece of him to their grave. He would rot in that castle with nothing to live for except for the promise he made to people who will never return. Years have gone by and he’s forgotten how to speak because what use is it talking to ghosts? Years have gone by and he’s weakened from a lack of food that he’s too saddened to bother to hunt anymore. He would curl up waiting for when he’s needed again knowing that day will never come, until Vlad and Lisa have finally chosen to see their son again. A son they chose to abandon for the sake of seeing the world. A son they left to die who will know have to deal not with the weight of his parents deaths but with the knowledge that all these years he was overlooked by two people that loved each other more than they loved him.

HHNJJHNJJJNJHJNNNNMMMHMHMMMNNNNNNNN😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

also i specifically imagine the shirt pocket on the left side aka right above your heart. he's just dozing off in there listening to (and feeling) your heartbeat - rachel anon

IMAGINE TINY BAT ADRIAN SLEEPING INSIDE YOUR POCKET AND YOU CARESS HIS LIL HEAD WITH YOUR FINGER AND HE’S JUST LIKE ALL COZY AND CONTENT AND THEN AS HIS SLEEP GETS HEAVIER HE SUDDENLY TURNS BACK TO HUMAN FORM AND YOU GOT A 1,90 TALL MF SLEEPING ON TOP OF YOU!!!!!!!!!

cackling at this all morningthank you

YOUNG MAN!

There's no need to feel down,

I MEAN YOUNG THEY!

I forgot your pronoun,

today I present you GOW text posts. tomorrow? who knows

I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS I LOVE THIS I LOVE THISSS WAHHHHH "leave your monochrome fetish out of it" HJNDAJHFBNAJ I LOVE HIM

Hello hello! Gosh, time moves so quickly. For requestober I'd like to request Edgar and Scriabin bickering about which wallpaper to get if they ever managed to move into a new place, I'm in the middle of moving myself and it's been very hectic haha. Just something silly! Hope you're doing well :].

Day 15 - At least pick a nice green!