Kindergarten (The Lie)

Thoughts on Beauty #1

There are many misconceptions regarding beauty. People think that it is only what is pleasing to the eye, however, they couldn't be more wrong.

Beauty is the good that leads us to truth, no matter what form it may take.

Lilac words

And lavender hallucinations

Illuminate a world

That is better off

Without me in it

We could run away

and live life for the chase

Never looking back

Pretending it's a race

Are we being followed?

No, but that is half the fun

I need to get away from here

And i want you to come

Whatever tries to find us

Will have to eat our dust

So lets just run away, babe

And find a better 'us'

Revelation rides the wind

Like foam upon the waves

And I long to hear

What it has to say

But fear it meaning

The end of us

I didn't want to be in love

You caught me by surprise

But I'm a coward, so in fear

I smothered you with lies

When my sanity is tied so tightly to the notion

That you will always be mine

I hope you understand why I'm broken

When the strings of fate that tangled us together

Begin unraveling

Like the denumount of a bittersweet film

That I've seen coming but just can't bear to watch.

I've turned the ending in my mind

Like a smooth stone in my hand

Feeling for any scratch and mar

To justify holding on

Instead of skipping it on the surface of the sea.

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5/14

Vulnerable for You

There is more to me

Then you are willing to know

But if you decide to care

I guess i can show

You the parts of myself

That i hide

Beneath my skin

Deep down inside

I guess i am trying to say

I love you

Honesty comes easily

To everyone but me.

I time my words with the waves

And hope they'll get lost at sea.

As a liar and a fraud,

I understand deceit

Yet crave it more than truth

So it is all I seek

I know it hurts right now, love

But believe me when i say

That the cold that you are feeling

Will one day go away

And maybe it will come again

But this time you will feel

Like welcoming it instead

And that is when you'll heal

Thoughts on Love #19

I want to give you my smile when you are sad.

I want to give you my spirit when yours is lost.

I want to lend you my heart when yours is broken.

Because you made me whole again- you made me complete, and i want to return the favor. You will find happiness, even if it kills me to make it happen.