Colddeadqueer - Colddeadqueer

Lesbian Agatha Wellbelove seems like such a cop out to me years later. And I say that as someone who wants more sapphic representation in books and who liked lesbian Agatha when the books came out.

Like in book one, she doesn’t not want a boyfriend, she wants a boyfriend who’s into her. And in book two she says she wishes she realized she wanted to kiss girls because that could explain why she’s so confused about everything and why she doesn’t fit in… (and because she perceives that that’s what happened for Simon with Baz) and then all that is just thrown out in Any Way the Wind Blows… just because?

I honestly think it was because larger fandom consensus was that Agatha was a lesbian.

But I don’t know. I just wish that in a book series that is so firmly saying “figuring out your sexuality does not fix your trauma or inner turmoil. your mental state cannot be fixed by a relationship, that’s your own work to do.” about Simon and Baz, that Rowell didn’t decide to undercut that by saying “except for Agatha it does. She’s felt out of place because she is a lesbian. And now she knows! So things will be better”

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I would like a hot gay rival pls

when they get married who cries harder

WIP Wednesday

2025.05.28 - 2025.06.04

A collection of the WIP fics that have posted in the last week.

Hapless Supernova [M, 13/?] by BBirdy, @theearlgreymage / EarlGreyMage

Rising at Dawn [T, 7/?] by iamwheretheseasleeps

They Get Married. [E, 5/12 ] by @colddeadqueer / colddeadqueer

no matter your gender it’s gay to be attracted to me I don’t make the rules

“We are who we know ourselves to be, and we are what we love.”

So glad I get to experience homosexual desire. One life and thank god I'm not straight

Never not thinking about all of them, honestly. Even so many books away from them.