Chocolatehabeneroboi - S.

john egbert: heh, it's funny

john egbert: rose is a lesbian

john egbert: dave's gay

john egbert: and jade's bi

john egbert: too bad we don't have a trans person, then we'd be the whole acronym!

[later]

june egbert: so i realised some things

I'm having such a good body image day and I literally can't stop looking at myself. I know that sounds so vain, but when you spend every day of your life hating even the smallest of details about yourself, it's surreal to like anything about yourself.

Things/Activities that make me feel skinny for literally no reason but it gets more confusing as the list goes on

Wearing all black

Drinking ice water

Sparkling water

Being outside with no jacket in the winter

Listening to "Arctic Monkeys"

Getting bruises or scratches

Playing with cats

Laying on my stomach

Smelling vanilla

Cinnamon

The color white

Energy drinks

Burning yourself

The smell of smoke

The French language

2014 YouTube

5 seconds of summer's first album

Taste of blood when you bite the inside of your cheek

This user has repressed trauma

oops my bad i thought i was only fasting for 45 hours.... hahah nope i input the info into the fasting app and I've apparently been fasting for 60:11:45 damn thats great that I couldn't tell lol

...I wonder if this has anything to do with the compensation Uber has to do for drivers that get their cars messed up from passengers? because if they do this they not only defeat the purpose of the service, but it'll increase DUI's, car accidents, and they'll lose tons of money from the lack of drunk people being ordered rides home so they're safe instead of dead, and anyone with 2 braincells to rub together can assume this as well.

I'm not sure if I actually have an eating disorder or if I'm just faking it

i just want to look like a skinny boy, i want a flat chest it’s so exhausting staring in the mirror and hating everything i see lmao