I'm Not Sure If I Actually Have An Eating Disorder Or If I'm Just Faking It

Nobody:

Me “reading” the menu at the restaurant that I totally didn’t look up a week ago to order a totally non planned spontaneous meal:

i just want to look like a skinny boy, i want a flat chest it’s so exhausting staring in the mirror and hating everything i see lmao

If it's still available, Knight of Light

The Knight of Life

The Knight of Life is someone who is kind and optimistic, always putting others first and taking the step back to allow others to pass them, even when it can be harmful to them.

The Knight of Life is someone who will encourage everyone around them to try their best and if you don’t succeed the first time, try again until you do get it right.

The Knight of Life will help others get past their fears, encouraging them to do things that they’d only wished or dreamed to do one day because the Knight is trying their best to bring out the Life within others.

The Knight of Life at the same time doesn’t really do anything that they’d hoped to do because they believe that they’re not worthy or that they have to work harder to earn their right to do fun things, when really they’ve been going above and beyond the whole time.

The Knight of Life can be seen as something like a perfectionist, always having to do better then they had before, even if they’re already doing the best they can, because they’ll never be satisfied.

The Knight of Life needs to learn to take things down a notch sometimes and to care for themselves more often because while they may be taking care of everyone else’s lives, they’re neglecting their own and that’s never good.

Still one of my fav Meme of all time

Your child is not okay. They redownloaded Tumblr after 3 years and made a new side blog purely to explore ED Tumblr again

You called me lazy without knowing I was busy trying to keep myself alive.

•Nlaea Meoletta Shakhabova

How do you gently and nonjudgmentally tell someone "I'm sorry but my trauma is you"?

How do I explain to my professors, bosses, misc. authority figures that I am constantly late because I need to take care of myself

Like yeah I woke up and I can get to get to work on time if I leave right when I’m dressed but I need to eat because this is the only time of the day I can physically bring myself to