Idk Which To Do, And I Dont Want To Inconvenience My Friends ☹️

Standing up and going blind for 10 seconds

day fourteen

35kg, but id be happy at 40kg tbh

is it bad that i love it when my friends get concerned about my eating habits like yess validate me

me bc i dont eat the whole day but binge the whole night

ana = bruising like a peach now apparently

‘it’s about control!’ ‘it’s about self esteem!’ ’it’s about-!’ yes, but, unfortunately i am vain! i want to be skinny because i want people to be worried; i want people to look at me and be jealous; i want to be perceived as the skinniest girl in the room. i want to be pretty and thin and disgustingly smart.

i want to lose weight so drastically over the holidays no one recognizes me and people are concerned

day thirty!!!

i can't believe i got thru this, im so happy, so if anyone's interested heres the 10 facts and my current stats:

1. i love philosophy, im doing it for gcse

2. cheesestrings are my favorite safe food

3. i have four older sisters

4. my most recent read was the karamazov brothers by fyodor dostoeyevsky

5. i once failed a science test with 12%

6. i am bisexual

7. i play the guitar and the drums

8. my favorite musicians are olivia rodrigo and dominic fike

9. i really want a pet cat and a domesticated pigeon when im older

10. my favorite animal is a black rain frog, search them up :)

and my stats are now this-

sw: 56.7

hw: 58.9

cw: 48.8

lw 48.6

the hungry, hard working student