I Fear I Am In Love With My Bsf I Cant Do This Again Oml When Will I Learn

i hate myself and i hate binging

i feel fat

day one

when i started trying to lose weight, i was 57.8kg and currently i am 52.4kg. i binged a lot, but im not hungry much anymore. my goal weight is 45-40kg

just liquid all day takes the kilos away 🎀

i want to die but i know ill never have the confidence to do it myself, but nights like these i feel awful, its like a constant emptiness inside me all the time

I wish I was taller so I wouldn't have to lose so much.

Also I FUCKING WISH I WAS TALLER BCS NY HEIGHT MAKES ME SO DYSPHORIC.

I just have to not think abt it otherwise it'll actually eat me up 😭😮‍💨💔

is it bad that i love it when my friends get concerned about my eating habits like yess validate me

everyone in my life is so talented and passionate that i have to compensate for my uselessness with not eating

day 7

my parents dont know im actively trying to lose weight, but they have noticed ive lost weight recently and my mum says i look slimmer which im taking as a win

This shit is such a scam

The number goes down by a lot, body looks same

The number goes slightly up, AND I LOOK LIKE A ROTTING WHALE WTF