Day 7

i hate myself and i hate binging

need a cigarette and to be beat up

daily affirmations

my voice isn't annoying

my hair isn't greasy

i will lose 10kg

my outfits r chic

my music taste is better than yours

i will lose 10kg

day twenty nine

my definition of beauty is like a mix of asian standards and western ones, id love to be skinny and pale, with longer lashes and bigger eyes, but i quite like being shorter than average. i want longer fingers and a big thigh gap too

ive lost enough weight my family is commenting on it but i STILL cant lose off my thighs or cheeks

why the fuck it's so hard to lose thigh fat

2025 is my year. I’m going to lose the weight. 2025 is my year. I’m going to hit my lowest weight. 2025 is my year. I’m going to be thin. 2025 is my year. I’m not going to give up. 2025 is my year. I’m going to be thin by summer. 2025 is my year.

told one of my friends about my ed for the first time she actually reacted well? i love her shes so nice

Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

i have been gaining and losing the same MOTHERFUCKING kilogram for a month this is not okay