Day Thirteen

day twenty seven

i have NOT been keeping up (school sorry gang) but if its food i love, i honestly have a bite but dont let myself have more, or i just pretend something gross is in it ngl

convinced everyone im better but im actually worse

me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now

day eighteen

hashbrowns and any type of fried food basically.

THIS BECAUSE WHY ARE PROTEIN BARS LIKE THREE QUID

starving is surprisingly expensive

lowcal alternatives, water enhancers, multivitamins, etc

ana = bruising like a peach now apparently

day twenty eight!! so close to actually finishing this yay

yes i would love a bigger thigh gap, i have a small one but i want to have a big enough one that when i stand normally the top of my thighs dont touch

eating food w braces = torture

“im a fan of the pro 4n4 nation, i do them drugs to stop the f-food cravings” ⋆ ˚ 𝜗𝜚˚ ⋆

‘it’s about control!’ ‘it’s about self esteem!’ ’it’s about-!’ yes, but, unfortunately i am vain! i want to be skinny because i want people to be worried; i want people to look at me and be jealous; i want to be perceived as the skinniest girl in the room. i want to be pretty and thin and disgustingly smart.

4 kilos away from being underweight 💕