day twenty nine
my definition of beauty is like a mix of asian standards and western ones, id love to be skinny and pale, with longer lashes and bigger eyes, but i quite like being shorter than average. i want longer fingers and a big thigh gap too
day twenty three gang!
yes definitely, ive always wanted to be thin, and in asia (where im from) the beauty standard is to be skinny and pale, and im neither unfortunately. tbf i live in a western country now, so ive started liking my skin more
someone make a marauders themed cal tracker for march pls you can have my soul
It’s so crazy how you look in the mirror the next day after a binge and somehow your whole body looks 50 pounds heavier
its a metab day, not a binge, i repeat to myself as i shake back and forth in my padded white room
I would post a b0dy ch3ck but my ass don’t feel like being used as fatsp0 😭🙏
day twenty five
yes, but i prefer not to, so i only do it when i have to. my first experience was when i b!nged and ate alot of high carb stuff in one go and i immediately went to go purg3
i cannot finish anything on a weird minute, i have to stop doing things on a good number (ex: 12, 12:30)
convinced everyone im better but im actually worse
me because i did sm work convincing everyone that i got better and i cant destroy that now
day sixteen
ive always wanted to lose weight, and i got really depressed for my first few years of secondary school and got really chubby and i think thats when i properly started skipping meals and exercising more