There IS Better Autism Research They Could Be Doing, Like Trying To Discover Other Medications That Help

Today's the last day of April, and to belatedly celebrate my birthday I'd like to share a comic with you: it's about getting revenge against the people who wronged you, and it's called Werewolf's Lament.

Werewolf's Lament is printed with florescent orange and mint risograph inks on light brown paper; cut and folded in the shape of a wolf. Physical copies are for sale in my online shop.

I'm listening to stairway to heaven

And it's my first time. My systemmate has heard it. I know that. But I never have listened to it while fronting and definitely not on these fucking headphones

dear god

[johnny bravo voice] puppy dog

Fear is not the same as power.

Okay. You made someone scared of you. Cool. Now what?

Do you think that makes you powerful? Do you think it put you above them in some way?

Do you think that you can harm them with fear alone?

Fear can't harm you.

And once you know that, it's a lot easier not to be afraid.

switching things up (pinned post)

About me

Co-host. Among other things.

Traumagenic.

Audiophile and art enthusiast.

Terrorpunk.

Anti-psychiatry. Not opposed to uncoerced treatment.

Neutral to all good faith identities. I do mean all.

About my systemmate & this blog

My systemmate follows from dualita and used this as their main blog until April 2025. We changed that because the two of us wanted to follow separate people. I took over this one because I'm more active and I already followed a bunch of people on this account for my side blog. I still post there, but mostly just art reblogs now.

Tagging system

#gen415 - personal

#ref - reference (mostly longer posts)

#for someone - age regression

#sys shit - system related reblogs mostly

Dissociative amnesia is most often retrograde! This is why lots of people don't realize that they have more severe amnesia than they think.

What I mean by this is let's say your persecutor part switches in and says some horrible stuff. It's not necessarily that you (whoever was fronting before/the host) weren't there for those actions, but rather after the fact, the brain compartmentalizes those memories to stay with the persecutor part.

And adding onto this it can be localized, selective, or generalized (which is what often clues people in that something is seriously wrong and often only occurs during times of severe stress)

While dissociative amnesia can be anterograde (blocking the formation of new memories) that is seen more in dissociative fugue states or during active trauma.

sometimes disability accommodations arent what you think. sometimes its letting the weird people, well, be weird. letting them carry stuffed animals around, wear things you dont normally see, be loud/quiet, speak in odd manners, spell things wrong, all of it without backlash or harrassment.

and thats okay. its not just the big, important things that a lot of us NEED to function, like interpreters or ramps. sometimes the small things can make a difference too, no matter how “strange” or “distracting” they are.

if its not harming you or someone else its not a problem. its making someones life easier or less miserable.

System Ask Game #3

🦴 - Is anyone in your system dating? If so, who is the strangest pair?

💀 - Is there a particular source you have a lot of fictives from?

🪦 - Who has the strangest habits?

⚰️ - Do you have any nonverbal headmates?

🕷 - Who is the worst at masking?

🕸 - How did your headmates get their names?

☠️ - Do you have any headmates with colored hair,piercings, or tattoos?

🔪 - How consistent are you with logging switches?

🧿 - Is there anyone who spends most of their time in front complaining?

🎃 - Is there anything specific you do to help introjects feel more comfortable?

👻 - How did you discover your plurality/systemhood?

🩸 - Is there anyone who absolutely hates their source?

🦇 - Are there any songs that you associate with systemhood/plurality or your system as a whole?

🐈‍⬛- Is there anyone who identifies as otherkin/therian?

🔮 - How does your system determine who handles certain tasks/responsibilities?

🧟‍♂️ - Who is the most outwardly intimating? Are they viewed the same way within the system?

🕯- Do your system's littles use "Baby Talk"?

⛓️ - Funniest quote out of context

⬛ - Is there anyone who has a unique/ non-traditional role?

🪳 - How do you visualize your headmates? (Drawing them,picrew,etc)

Questioning plural culture is “even if im not actually a system or plural it’s really comforting to relate thoughts and emotions to not me.” Like I can’t describe it. Like I’m probably not a system I just find comfort in having an entity to relate stuff to

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