Oh, Were You Expecting A Mistake? You Wanted To Get Here And Be Told That It Was Supposed To Be Another

Oh, were you expecting a mistake? You wanted to get here and be told that it was supposed to be another way? That we behind the scenes fucked up and put your soul in the wrong body, or placed your birth with the wrong family, or pinched your brain along some point that should've been unmeddled with? Well, you're wrong. That was exactly the life you were meant to have. We wanted you to suffer. We wanted to you feel alone. We wanted it to never be enough, to keep that void inside you empty 'till the day you couldn't take it anymore and put that bullet through your head. We wanted it to hurt. Not as some trial, not as some test, some lesson, some divine ritual to lead you on to better things. There's no reward. We built the cosmic gears just as they were, and we made you to be ground to ash between them. There is nothing here for you. When we let go, you will be gone, left void in the abyss, no consciousness to claim your own. You will not exist. We just wanted you to know, before you fell. We had one last misery within you yet to watch.