đ„»Â CHARACTERS
childe, kaeya, xiao x gn! reader
đ„» Â GENRE
angst with a happy ending ( except for one of them )
đ„» Â SUMMARY
how they react to your âdeathâ â and how they react after you âcome back to lifeâ
đ„»Â WARNINGS
no graphic descriptions, but the usual ones of injury mentions, crying, things like that
đ„» Â LINKS
masterlist
đ„» Â NOTES
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childe
i.
he got sloppy
you two were on a mission together, and you were sent to eliminate a group of treasure hoardersÂ
and he isnât used ot having to watch his back â heâs always had you for that
but he hadnât expected you to go that far
he didnât see it coming â he didnât see the dagger being thrown
all he felt was the sense of being pushed back, and then a burning sensation that blasted him back
you were never one to use your pyro delusion â you had always believed that they werenât reliable and they took too much out of you
this isnât the first time heâs seen you transform â but he doesnât remember it being this bad
the fire blasted him back, and was so hot that he couldnât get anywhere near youÂ
he does try though. but the ringing in his ears doesnât stop, and when he tries to stumble to his feet, he just falls back over
and at some point he passes out
ii.Â
the minute he wakes up heâs searching for you
itâs always been just you and him â partners, both in battle and out
but when heâs been dragged to the hospital and when he makes it back to the battlefield âÂ
the battlefield is charred, a mess of blood and weapons
and youâre nowhere to be found
iii.
he waits for you for two weeks
he refuses to believe youâre dead in that time â he waits by the battlefield, hoping youâll come home
he always leaves the lights on, terrified that youâll come back one day, and not recognize your own house
but after two weeks pass, he finally accepts the fact that youâre âdeadâ
and he goes to what used to be your favorite place
thereâs a mountain in snezhnaya that you and him used to go to â itâs taller than any other mountain, and it was where, when you were teenagers, you used to draw his and your initials in the snow
the entire place feels like you. and it makes hie chest ache
he doesnât know for how long he sits in the snow and just cries â on the mountain top, he doesnât have to worry about ugly crying, crying to the point of screaming
heâs completely unaware of the figure that sits in the trees behind him.
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hello !! i saw that your requests are open and if they're not then I'm really really sorry but if you don't mind could I request xiao, venti, kazuha and scaramouche with a s/o who reminds them they love them every day and tells them stuff like "you're doing great, I'm so so proud of you" "you're the most amazing person I met and my heart belongs to you and you only", and they're also very clingy as in they like to hold hands a lot, give kisses and stuff
you can skip this if you want to, but I do hope you have a wonderful day/night <33
â [warnings]. scaramouche not proofread </3
â characters . . . xiao , venti , kazuha , scaramouche
â notes . . . i had no idea what to put as the title bc i forgot the word i was trying to write </3 hope you like it ! âȘ( ÂŽâœïœ)
é XIAO
â oh god, are you TRYING to kill this poor yaksha ???
â i hc that his love language (giving and receiving) is physical touch so despite the scowl that was static on his face, he couldnât be more happier that someone like you had no problem with being all touchy
â this poor dude NEEEDSS this sort of attention from someone , the fact youâre able to so willingly and nonchalantly convey your feelings to him does make him a bit emotional at times
âheyyy xiao xiaoâ you slumped over his shoulder with a playful grin, he replied with a simple âhm?â
âYou are so easy to love.â
âIs that a good or bad thing..?â he tilted his head to the side for a moment.
âI wouldnât be telling you unless it was good because I love you sosososooooo much !â and then began the onslaught of kisses and heartwarming laughter with xiaoâs arms carefully hugging your torso and your hands on his cheeks.
â whenever you initiate any form of physical contact first his heart does a lil âËàš`ËËËłâč
â despite how much he loves you and your affections he will never outright admit it, although heâs rather obvious that he enjoys it with the way his cheeks bloom in a cute pink
â whenever you randomly cling onto him or start spewing your heartfelt love confessions he does truly feel like his years of karmic debt are being washed away as if it was just a mere grain of sand, youâre one of or more so the only person who makes him feel so loved and happy
â on his good days he tries his absolute hardest to reciprocate the same energy, itâll take some time but for you he would do anything
æž©è VENTI
â the people of mondstadt both utterly hate and love you guys, no one truly knows how to feel because youâre both so incredibly endearing yet it gets very tiring hearing the same sickly sweet confessions you throw at each other
â mondstadters arenât over exaggerating either, before venti goes off to play a song on his lyre for his audience, you two spend what feels like hours just holding each other and being reluctant to let go and go off to your own duties
â not that you guys care :p (obviously) venti believes that if people love each other , whatâs really the harm in showing off that love ?
â your clingy behaviour is more than welcomed , he absolutely cherishes it
â venti loves being randomly clingy with people he cares about, itâs just natural for him at this point, and the fact you do it as well sometimes even more so than him, heâs ecstatic <33
â he has those days where heâs not his usual âventiâ self, not even the melodies of his lyre or the small nudges from dvalin could get him out of his mood , days where he feels like the weight of the world is on his shoulders are the days he appreciates your kind words to an even bigger extent
venti made a small âmpfâ noise after falling down onto your lap his arms near the side of his head. the night was slowly eating the sun away to capture mondstadt in darkness, therefore the winds were slightly harsher. you lifted venti up so his head was resting on your chest, he hugged your waist as you played with his hair.
âi could spend the rest of the evening explaining to you in detail how much you mean to me and how happy i am to have met you, butâ he looked up at you with a hint of blush, âi think thereâs a better way to convey me love for you.â you dipped your head down and began pressing kisses all over his face, each of them holding fruitful feelings.
before he even knew it, he was beaming gleefully his sadness long forgotten. âi love you, windblume.â
âwell i love you even more.â
â he hopes you find him as much as of a safe place as you are to him
æ«ćæčćš KAZUHA
â kazuha officially keeps a tally on how many compliments you dish out to him daily, the highest was around 33 on his birthday, and to say the least it was an.. interesting day
â now hear me out, i feel like kazuhaâs love language would also be physical touch just because he loves the reassurance that youâre there with him, it just makes him all warm inside
â heâs not extremely talkative, he doesnât really vocalise his love for you he prefers writing it down in the form of a haiku or with a hug and a peck on the cheek but you definitely do enough of the talking in the relationship to make up for the both of you
â after he gets comfortable in your relationship you can rest assured that your demand for his hugs and kisses will not go unfulfilled!
â kazuha appreciates it, not only the words you say to him but just you in general, youâre so positive that sometimes he wonders if the archons blessed him because thereâs no way someone as sweet and kindhearted as you exists
â youâre the exact type of person heâs been needing, someone who holds him no matter the circumstance and someone who reminds him of his worth without wanting anything in return
kazuha was writing a simple letter to his old friends in inazuma, asking about their well-being before you decided to plop yourself right next to him with that smile he adored. you leaned your head on his shoulder, âhow are you so pretty? itâs unfair because i want to cuddle with you aaaallll day long and give you so many hugs since youâre just so amazing and do you know much i love you-â
he laughed before placing a chaste kiss on your lips, âyes my love, iâm more than aware of your love for me.â
â even when heâs out on his voyages, traveling across the seven nations of teyvat, his thoughts never fail to linger to the thought of you running up to entrap him in a bone crushing hug
ćœćŽ© SCARAMOUCHE
â you two are the literal embodiment of this:
Scara: âI absolutely despise physical touch, if I find that any of you even tugged at my clothes by accident or not I sha-â
You: âHi.â
Scara: âSo that was a joke-â
â whenever you squish his face with both you hands and begin kissing him that scowl on his face is a big cop out for the amount of love he feels for you, the butterflies in his stomach try to communicate to him but he refuses to acknowledge it
â itâs rather endearing to see his cheeks puff up when you retaliate his words (that genuinely hold no malice towards you) with something sweet like âok, but i love and adore youâ
â he will die before allowing you to do this in front of his subordinates, has it stopped you from trying? nope!
â one time you did it in front of childe and honestly scaramouche was at his limit at that point, he ofc didnât lash out at you but the eleventh fatui harbinger
âyouâre doing so well,â you gave him a peck on the cheek, âi love you sooo much, hehe, did you know that?â scaramouche crossed his arms and averted his gaze towards the floor, not sparing you a single glance out of pure embarrassment.
his âfrenemyâ shall we say, was finding superb amusement out of the fact the well-feared balladeer was melting like ice cream left out in natlan over the fact his precious lover is cooing at him like some sort of lost child (childeâs words not mine).
and thus, the yelling and cursing at the red haired began, childe saw the rage in scaraâs eyes and decided it was his time to run, your boyfriend was certainly not letting him get away that easily. But before he left off to chase and beat the shit out of childe, he gave you a quick peck on your lips.
â perhaps you fuel his ego a little bit too much with your praises and endless compliments, but despite that, scaramouche feels a deep level of comfort whenever you reassure him of his skills or just himself in general
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After reading the Cocolia one shot in wattpad and then in Tumblr, I can't help but wonder at the end. I really want to see what happened after đđ
I want a Herrscher of the Void (Sirin) reader meeting Star Rail Himeko and the reader avoids her when meeting her because back in her universe, killing her Himeko was the biggest regret the reader made, thinking it was all a trap for her, now living in regret she has to get used to this Star Rail Himeko as they journey on the Astral Express. (SFW or NSFW)
I actually have a request for a fic about her continuation with the Express so I'll be writing all my thoughts in that! đ„°
And oh my god my heart broke reading the request all I think of is the arc when Kiana suffered the aftermath of the Hyperion battle and blamed herself so much for Himeko's death đ
Game: Honkai Star Rail
Characters: HSR Himeko x Herrscher!reader (HoV)
Type: Fluff and slight angst with comfort
The Astral Express soared through the vast empty galaxy when an unexpected obstruction rocked the train and alerted its passengers. Pom Pom notified that some kind of portal formed on the path and an entity appeared from it, stopping the express from moving. March and Dan Heng took out their weapons and stood on guard while Welt stood in front of the door as it opened, the obsturction finally coming in their sight.
"Oh, it really is a train... Huh, interesting."
Welt's eyes widened at the person in front. How could it be? He had no idea.
"....Been a long time, Mr Welt. So, this is where you have been all these years."
"....Y/n, or should I say.... Herrscher of the Void? What's your objective here?"
"Now now, no need to be on guard. I'm not here to harm anyone, I was just strolling through space when I picked up your energy and thought to say hi~"
Welt glared at you then looked back at March and Dan Heng who lowered their weapons on his signal and allowed you inside.
"You have changed, Y/n. Did you win over the Honkai?"
"Mhm, you could say that. The price was leaving everyone and everything I cherished, but I don't regret it."
"You have been... floating through space since then? How long has it been?"
"I don't know anymore.... I remember I left a few months after that incident. When did you leave Earth, Mr Welt?"
"....Around 8 years after that incident according to Earth's time."
"I see, it's been a while then...."
Safe to say, your first encounter with the Astral Express Crew was full of surprises and uneasiness. Welt introduced you to March and Dan Heng to the best of his abilities, intentionally skipping to disclose too many details about Earth. You had just begun to take in the atmosphere and feel of the Express when your eyes fell upon a familiar woman walking towards you.... those flame-like wavy hair and golden eyes, you couldn't believe your eyes.
"Ahem, Welt? What's going on?"
Welt walked up to the said woman and explained the same things to her, all the while you stood speechless at your spot and stared at her with wide eyes. It was a splitting image, yet there were significant differences between her and the woman in your memory.
"H....H-Himeko? Is that you....?"
You spoke in a shaky and unsteady voice, countless memories and images surging through your mind at the moment. The woman responded to your voice and looked at you with a gentle smile, and right at that moment you saw her again. That face appeared in front of you, projected on this woman's face with the exact same expression.
"Ara, you already know my name? Welt, did you tell her?" the woman named Himeko spoke, and indeed her voice was exactly the same as well. It was like meeting a clone, but deep inside you knew what was happening yet you found it hard to believe.
"Ah, noâ How to explain this?" Welt said with a sigh and held his head. Himeko softly chuckled then came closer to you, observing you from head-to-toe for a moment with a smile.
"Welcome to the Astral Express. I'm Himeko, the Navigator of the Express. It's a pleasure to meet someone like you, Y/n. Welt has told me about Herrschers on his home world, and I must say it's quite exciting to meet one with my own eyes finally."
This woman was her, yet also wasn't her. You didn't know how to react.
"Uh... I... I...." you stammered and stepped back, wanting to run far away from here.
"I.... No.... I.... I'm sorry!" you blurted out and summoned a portal but couldn't jump in as Welt held your arm and stopped you, using his own powers to cancel out your portal.
"Hold it, Y/n! Dan Heng, March! Don't let her leave!" Welt ordered and both March and Dan Heng immediately held you from the other side.
"W-What?! Welt, let me go! What's the meaning of this?!" you shouted and struggled out of their hold; you could push everyone away in the blink of an eye but the presence of the woman in front made you powerless.
"Y/n, calm down! Let us talk first!" Welt shouted.
"I don't want to! Let me go! I'll leave and never come back! I promise I won't hurt anyone!" tears were swelling up in your eyes as you looked back n forth at all the people in front. Himeko was visibly worried and tried to help as well, but the barrage of traumatic memories and your past weighed you down causing you to pass out in front of everyone. The next time you woke up was in one of the rooms of the Express, tears stains on your face as you stared at the unfamiliar ceiling and recalled your past.
You had a slight hope it was your Himeko, but you knew that wasn't the case and maybe that was for the best. You ended up staying on the Express for a few days on Welt's request, you didn't understand his motive but you couldn't deny you were drawn to the company here. March and Dang Heng were pleasant to be around and kept you occupied with questions and activities, eager to see your powers and know you more.
As for Himeko? You didn't see her after you woke up, you were informed she was fixing up any problems on the Express caused by your unexpected arrival. But that was only for a day. Afterwards, you saw her every now and then sitting in the lobby drinking coffee or reading some book. She always greeted you with the same gentle smile and offered you to sit beside her but you politely refused every time.
You had come close to everyone on the Express except Himeko, and she was quick to notice that. It was obvious how you avoided her, either looking away from her whenever in the same room or making very small talk if she tried approaching you. While Himeko would never interfere in your personal life, she couldn't deny it was upsetting how you avoided only her. She wondered if you hated her, and what she did to make you hate her.
You had become a reliable helping hand around the Express, Pom Pom seemed to find you quite efficient and was happy to have you on-board. There were times when you'd reach places generally difficult to reach in the Express and fix errors; like the time when the engine suddenly stopped working and Himeko was trying to fix it but she needed someone to go outside and aid her. It was an easy task for you so you offered to help, despite your hidden reluctance.
"And... that was it! Well done, Y/n. Thank you very much for the help. I'd normally make Dan Heng go outside and do that but you made it so much easier. Say, would you mind if I invited you for some coffee and snacks? Or anything other than coffee even, I'd just like to thank you for helping me with this." Himeko extended a cordial invitation to you, hopeful that you'd accept.
"Ah.... Um, sorry but no. You don't need to do that to thank me. Uh... s-sorry, I'll leave now. You can call me to help again, I don't mind."
"A-Ah, wait, Y/nâ!" Himeko tried to protest but you already teleported away from her sight. She sighed and looked down in perplexion; thanking you was just one reason; she had hoped to get to know you better and perhaps clear any misunderstandings. It was truly confusing and upsetting to her now. She decided to talk to Welt after all her attempts to befriend you failed, he was the only person who knew you best.
That night, you laid on the bed of your cabin when an unexpected knock came on your door followed by an even more unexpected voice, "Y/n, it's me. Are you still awake? I'm sorry but I needed your help with something." It was Himeko. You sat up in shock and contemplated what to do, ultimately deciding to agree since you wanted to help her. You didn't care what she thought of you, as long as she was safe and happy.
"Oh, sure. I'll come." you opened the door for her and she asked you to come with her. To your surprise, she took you to her own room. You didn't understand what kind of help she needed here, and you became slightly suspicious.
"S-So, what do you need help with, Hiâ Um, ma'am?" you struggled to even say her name.
Himeko smiled, "Have a seat first, make yourself comfortable."
You slowly nodded and made your way to the bed then sat down on one side. She looked through her belongings for a while then picked up something and came to sit beside you quite closely, making you shift away from her in a tensed manner.
"Here, does this look familiar to you?" Himeko handed you a photo and your eyes widened looking at it, your hands trembling while holding it.
"T-This... how come? W-Where is this? And how do you...?" you blabbered a string of words and looked at Himeko in shock.
"....It's on a Space Station that the Express regularly visits. I don't know if it's the real thing, but it is there in their storage room as a prized possession of the Space Station's owner. Sometimes I have been close to it and observed it, and I hear some strange whispers in my ear for a brief moment but I'm never able to make out what they say."
"I see.... I do know about it. It's.... from my world, from someone close to me."
You looked away then handed back the photo to her and abruptly stood up to walk out, "Is that all? Sorry, I'll help you some other timeâ"
"I know what happened, Y/n. I know who you are referring to." Himeko spoke before you could leave, making you stop in your tracks with your back turned to her.
"....Did Welt tell you?"
Himeko sighed, "Yes.... I didn't want to barge into your personal matters but I became increasingly worried how you avoided me. Will you give me a chance to talk, Y/n?"
"There's nothing to talk about.... It's not your fault, none of it is. You did nothing wrong. It's my own inability and fear. I'm sorry for making you feel that way but just know you are not in the wrong."
"Then!" Himeko suddenly came near you and held your wrist, "Then, let me help you through that fear! Let me help you overcome it!"
Her words shocked you, the touch of her skin sending shivers in your body. You gritted your teeth then slowly turned to look at her, the same gentle smile and kind eyes gazing at you.
"....Let go. I don't deserve it."
Himeko was surprised by the hurtful look on your face then frowned at your words and pulled you towards herself, tightly embracing you.
"Who decides that? I believe people can change and deserve a second chance, a chance to make things right and forge their own path. I look forward to the future."
".....You are so much like her. She would also say something similar in such situations."
Tears welled up in your eyes, Himeko gently caressed your head while embracing you and you couldn't hold back anymore. You melted in her touch and familiar feeling, wrapping your own arms around her and holding her close as if you never wanted to let go. Both of you sat down on the bed beside each other and she held your hand while wiping the tears from your face then cupping your face.
"S-Sorry, I don't know what to do in this situation...."
"Well, for starters, how about telling me what's on your mind? You have only been saying 'sorry' and running away from me every time I tried to talk."
"Ah, sorry about that. No, I meanâ" you mindlessly blurted more string of apologies making Himeko chuckle and hold you again.
"Just calm down first, okay? Take it slow, you don't have to force yourself."
You nodded then finally calmed down enough after some time and felt like talking.
"How much did Welt tell you?"
"Not much. He explained what Herrschers were in your world and what kind of powers you have. He said you likely hold yourself responsible for causing pain and destruction there, and that you have seemingly been floating in space for a long time as punishment for your actions...."
"He left out the most important part then.... Yes, he's correct about all of that. I.... lost control of myself and killed so many people, destroyed so many lives. Among them was her..... the one woman I loved. She saved me, but I was blinded by power and....k-killed her too."
Your breath hitched as you finally said the words deep in your heart.
"That woman was.... Himeko in your world?"
You nodded, "She looked just like you.... Same hair color, eyes and voice. She was my teacher first, she taught me so much and helped me. And I.... what did I do to repay her?"
More tears filled your eyes and Himeko caressed your head, "I understand. Thank you for being so brave and telling me."
"I know I shouldn't project her on you. You are indeed similar but also significantly different, I have noticed it during the time I have been here. But.... I.... I'm sorry I justâ"
"Shh shh, it's okay. No need to say more, I completely understand."
You nodded and she again hugged you closely, keeping your head on her chest and tenderly caressing it.
"But you know, Y/n, what Welt told me about Herrschers was different, especially about you. He said you were experimented on as a child and injected with the Honkai virus. Then the Honkai virus is responsible for what happened, it controlled your mind and made you do all that, then you left your planet to stay away from everyone and keep them safe. And now you gained control over the Honkai all by yourself; so tell me, how is any of this your fault? To me, it seems you are just a victim like everyone else. In fact, you have suffered the most in all of this."
"....I'm still the one who committed all those actions, it was my body and my face. If I was strong enough to gain control earlier then I would have prevented it, but I couldn't. It is on me.... I can't undo it even with these powers."
Himeko looked at you with a sympathetic expression then gently held your chin and turned your face to herself, you gazed into her deep golden eyes and felt lost as if you were looking at the love of your life. But you knew what the truth was and there was no denying it, it was pointless to gaze into this depth and search for her. You pulled away from her grip and turned around, your back facing her now.
"Uh, thank you for listening but I'm fine. I'll leave the Express tomorrow and not bother any of you more, it was a nice change of pace meeting you all and you treated me really well. I can't thank you enough..."
Himeko was caught by surprise, "You know, everyone would be happy if you stay. They have all already accepted you as a Nameless. Pom Pom loves how helpful you are with repairs, March is happy to have a companion around the same age as her and it seems you both share some hobbies, Dan Heng is intrigued by you and finds you a good practice partner, Welt is... well, you already know him enough."
"....And what about you? What do you think of me? I have only been avoiding you all this time...."
Himeko smiled to herself and moved closer to you then embraced you from behind, wrapping her arms around your torso and snuggling into your shoulder. The action made you blush, her body pressed closely to you and her breath tickled your ear, her lips even ghosting your skin.
"Why, you are very helpful to me as well. Everytime you helped me selflessly and asked for nothing in return. I know how you observe me and keep a close eye on me even when we aren't in the same space. You avoid me up-front but you are otherwise always attentive to me, aren't you?"
"....How did you know?"
"Hehe, just call it a Navigator's instinct. Of course, I'm happy if you stay as well. You have been alone and lonely long enough, it's time you heal your wounds and find happiness. If you like being with us then you are more than welcome to stay."
"I do... I really like it here. All of you are so different yet you seem like a family, I didn't know this is what a family felt like...."
"Mhm, we have been together for a while and faced many things together. All of us will always support each other. That's the way of the Nameless."
You wiped the tears in your eyes then let out a chuckle, "To think it's Himeko again who's comforting me.... It's a strange turn of fate."
Himeko smiled to herself then kissed your cheek, a blush forming on your face as you slowly turned to face her. She cupped your face and caressed your cheek with her thumb then came closer and kissed your forehead too followed by kissing your other cheek.
"H-Himeko.... you don't have to...." you said embarrassingly.
"Hehe, I can't help myself. You are so adorable and you finally called my name~"
You looked away bashfully, giving her the chance to kiss your cheek again. The barrage of kisses on your face didn't stop and soon you found yourself pinned on the bed with Himeko straddling you, both of you gazing at each other with ragged breaths and red faces. She cupped your face and slowly leaned down to connect her lips with yours, initiating a soft and gentle kiss. Your eyes opened wide at this, yet the feeling of her lips on yours made you melt into her and kiss back.
The kiss didn't last for long, it felt more like a loving peck with how quickly she pulled back, leaving you with a sense of wanting more. Himeko smiled and sat up on your waist, pulling you with herself. She wrapped her arms around your neck and embraced you again, whispering in a soft tone, "Let's take it slow, shall we? If you want to do more, that is~"
You blushed then kept your hand on her upper back and nodded, "I do.... but I don't want to think of you as a replacement for her. You are Himeko but you are not her, and I want to love you for who you are not because you are Himeko. Um, did that make sense?"
"Mhm, I understand. I also want that, I'd be upset if you take me just because I look and sound like her...." she paushed then leaned close to your ear, "....I'll make you love me, I hope you will be prepared~"
Little did you both know that you were already drawn to her, the Himeko that she was and not the one in your memory.
Rating : 18+ (Minors and Fetishsizers DNI!)
Fandom : Path to Nowhere
Pairing : Adela Ă Reader
(If I missed any, please tell me and I will fix it!)
CW : NSFW, Begging, Body Worship, Hair Pulling, Marking, Mommy Kink, Overstimulation, Praise Kink, Pregnant Sex, Scratching, Somnophilia, Teasing, and Transfem
Summary : My NSFW Headcannons of the character Adela from Path to Nowhere. This covers what role she plays in the bedroom, along with her kinks and her preferences.
Notes : This was made with a female reader in mind but it can be read as a GN reader and Adela is written as both AFAB and Transfem. Enjoy!
Adela's role in the bedroom is a Dominant Top. She's a mix of a Service Top and a Pleasure Dom. She likes being in control and gets very aroused by being the source of pleasure for her S/O and loves drawing multiple orgasms out of them. She is a hard top and doesn't like bottoming. The reason for this is tied to various parts of her past but it is mainly a tendency she has of putting others' needs before her own. She would try to bottom for her S/O if they really want her to, but Adela would have a really hard time enjoying it. Especially if her partner isn't getting any physical pleasure from it.
During love making, Adela notes every little detail about your body and the reactions she prods out of it. She's one to meticulously memorize every part of you till she knows your body and mind like the back of her hand. Its honestly scary how well she's able memorize you as it gets to the point she knows your body better then you do and can play you like an instrument, one of which she's mastered.
Adela prefers to use her own body on you rather than using sex toys. This kinda stems from a place of jealousy as she sees it as you getting pleasure from something that isn't her. She will use things like straps and blindfolds pretty often but other stuff, not so much.
Adela's finger game is god tier and honestly, it makes a lot of sense for her to be so good at it. Working as a hairdresser requires some pretty nimble fingers and when you take into account how long each digit is, it all starts to click. So yeah, don't be surprised when she uses them on you and you can't walk afterwards.
Adela is one to check-in during sex pretty often, especially if you're experimenting with something new in the bedroom. She just wants to make sure that her S/O is comfortable and not in any pain. If there is something wrong at any time, tell her. She wants her S/O to feel comfortable communicating anything with her, especially during sex. So if she finds out that you were uncomfortable or God forbid, experienced any type of unwanted pain, then she's going to beat herself up and worry you don't trust her or are even scared of her.
If this situation ever occurs, Adela will communicate her worries and ask if there was a reason you didn't say anything. She might look composed on the outside but she's crying, worried, hurt, and scared on the inside. Just communicate with her and everything will be resolved in a healthy manner.
Adela is one to have soft, sensual, and romantic sex with her partner, both slow and fast. She sees sex as a very intimate bonding experience so she usually isn't ready to have sex with her partner until 4 to 6 months into the relationship. First time sex with Adela is so tooth rottingly sweet, it's adorable. She's constantly checking-in with you, making sure you're as comfortable as you can be, with a lot of praising and kisses from her.
During sex, Adela has a tendency to maintain as much skin to skin contact with her partner as she possibly can. She likes being physically close whilst being intimately close, it's like her way of saying, "I'm doing this because I love you, not just for of the pleasure," She kinda struggles with showing her love and vulnerability so she makes up for it during this time. Sex is already so vulnerable for her, so she sees it as the perfect time to be even more vulnerable with you by pouring every last drop of her love and passion into it.
As I said, Adela enjoys soft sex but that doesn't mean she's not into rough sex. It depends on how long you've been dating and the amount of sex you guys have had. She won't bring rough sex into your relationship until a lot later, probably not until the 9 month mark. She'll bring up the idea to you and will proceed with it only if you want to. Even with your consent, Adela will still be holding back pretty hard as she's afraid of going to rough and hurting you. As the session goes on she'll ease up on her restraint and start going at you harder, but if you want her to cut the shit and get to it then a "Adela, stop holding back and fuck me properly already," should suffice. She'll still be holding back but she will be pretty rough with you.
When Adela does eventually let all of her self restraint go, she lets out her Overstimulation Kink. Remember how I said she's a pleasure dom? Yeah, I wasn't joking. Once she's comfortable with dropping her shackles of control, it's pure, non-stop, continuous orgasms. She'll have you so overwhelming fucked to the point your overstimulation will trigger overstimulation. There will even be sessions where Adela goes at you while you're floating in and out of consiousness or till you're on the brink of passing out. These are also one of the few times Adela will use a sex toy, that being a cockring. Her goal is to fuck as many orgasms out of you as she possibly can and a cockring allows for longer sessions by trapping more blood in her cock and making ejaculation harder. These sessions only take place on occasion though as her S/O is left pretty sore afterwards and there would be consequences if they occur too often.
Adela is huge on Body Worship. She genuinely sees her S/O as perfect in every way and wants them to know that, inside and outside the bedroom. If you have any insecurities about your body, wether that be scars, deformities, stretch marks, weight gain, infertility, body dysmorphia, gender dysphoria or anything else of the sort, expect to be bombarded with kisses, various love marks, uplifting praises, and gentle touches. She'll show her admiration through these means with passionate and loving sex or whilst simply holding you, which ever you prefer.
Has a HUGE Praise Kink. Adela is one to praise her partner a lot but absolutely melts if she receives any kind of praise from them. She finds it very reassuring and it eases her worries, so give her a lot.
Pregnant Sex is a definite yes for Adela. Even though I see her as one who would rather adopt a baby than make one, I can't deny that she'd love to have you while you're pregnant. Its probably the sweetest sex you'll ever have with her. She's just filled with so much pride and love that she can't help but want to softly thrust into you while caressing your swollen belly.
Hair Pulling is a kink that Adela found out she had after her S/O yanked her face into their shoulder while she was going at them from behind. Now, anytime her hair is messed with in a sexual manner it causes heat to pool with in her groin. There are even times when you're innocently playing with her hair and Adela will feel the familiar sensation of blood/heat rushing downwards.
She also finds arousal in messing with her partner's hair. As someone who works with hair, Adela has gained a unique fascination and appreciation for it. People use it as a way to express one's self and put great trust into another person to shape it for them. So being able to mess with her S/O's hair in a rougher way during sex fills her with euphoria and she sees it as huge show of trust. She loves being able to harshly grasp it, tangle her hands within it, stuff her face into it and maybe even lightly tug at it.
Scratching is another kink Adela found out she had because of her S/O. Being able to make you feel so good that you dig your nails into her flesh before dragging them across her skin fills her with so much pride and bliss. Burying your nails into her like they're talons and just gripping her flesh does it for her to. And the burning sensation that follows after feels so nice on her natrualy cold skin. She also loves the markings that are left behind. Seeing all of the red lines and welts littered on her body gives her a feeling security and fills her with love.
Adela enjoys teasing her S/O as it feeds into her Begging Kink. She likes hearing you beg and hearing how much you want her is a pretty big turn on for her. This kink kinda ties into some insecurities she has of her S/O leaving her after she allowed herself to form such a intimate relationship with them. It's reassuring to hear you begging for her affection and she correlates it to you saying you won't leave cause you need her.
Adela is very into Somnophilia. She originally used this kink to satisfy herself as she didn't want to bother her S/O. But now she finds herself taking them whilst they sleep to pacify her libido and because of how arousing she finds it. Remember how I said she'd fuck you till you pass out? Well if Adela's sex drive hasn't run out yet, she'll keep going at you whilst your unconscious until shes satisfied. Waking up with cum between your thighs becomes a regular occurence, along with waking up in the morning to feel Adela thrusting her cock/fingers into your cunt.
And finally, Adela has a Mommy Kink, I don't think I need to explain myself on this one.
Notes : And that's it! I may add headcannons if any more come to mind but this is all I have for now. Anyways, thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed.
How will the streamers react it yn's VA singing once a upon a December from Anastasia after his prince kin was released
I can already tell how many fanarts,comics and animation this will have
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Y/N??? The Genshin characterâs VA, singing Once Upon A December from Anastasia???? They are very ecstatic! TOO ecstatic.
These following characters would listen to your song on loop. It doesnât matter where they are, whether they're at school, in a meeting, wherever. Kazuha, Venti, Itto, Cyno (He'd be really secretive about it), Tighnari
They would spend most of their stream reviewing and watching animations, reading comics, and searching up fanart of you singing your song. Albedo, Childe, Xiao, Alhaitham (He'd just stare at a fanart of you for four hours straight lol), Tighnari
Albedo would spend his stream sketching and drawing you more frequently. He made an animation of his own using the original video (Once Upon a Dec) as a reference. The Chalk Prince also has drawings that he keeps for himself, not even letting his stream viewers see it. He has a smile visible on his face whenever he sees his private fanart of you.
These following characters would spend huge amounts of money for more merchandise of you. They definitely already have more than enough merch, yet they continue wanting to buy things related to you. Pierro, Columbina, Pulcinella, Pantalone, Arlecchino, Tartaglia, Sandrone, Scaramouche, La Signora, Il Capitano, Il Dottore (All Fatui Harbingers)
About: You work as a rental s/o! The guys didnât book you or anything, youâre just friends (with budding feelings) hanging out.
A/N:Â I wrote this while listening to Centimeter by the Peggies (if you know, you know)
Characters:Â Xiao, Childe, Venti
Wordcount:Â about 300 each
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Also works the same job (is a rental boyfriend!)
The cafeâs heaters radiate warmth around the building like the hug of a fireplace. Chatter mingles with the smell of sweet vanilla and holiday spices, just as Xiao stirs his drink to mix the caramel with its contents.
âSo, Mr Top-Rated Boyfriend,â you tease. âHow hard was it to arrange a break during the Christmas period?â
Xiao raises a brow. âAbout as hard as it was for youâŠ?â
You nod in faux-seriousness. âI see, so it was a hard-earned battleâŠâ
âWas it that bad?â His lips quirk amusedly. âOr did you just get into a debate with your agency again?â
âI had to cancel a recent booking,â you admit, taking a bite of your dessert. âIt was a regular client though, so they were understanding about it.â
A frown. âWe couldâve just rescheduled our own hangouts, you know.â
Noticing Xiaoâs expression, you make a resolute stab at your plate. âNope, I wouldnât allow it! Cafe-hopping with my best friend is a very important event, and I wasnât about to back down just for a bit more money.â
His lips quirk. âWhat if it was a lot more money?â
âHmm⊠itâd have to be enough to pay for a tower of macarons, and even more.â You nod to yourself, successfully drawing a laugh out of him. The playful mood makes your heart feel light, and you rest your elbows on the table to lean closer. ââŠSo yeah, I wouldnât have abandoned you.â
âIâm honored,â Xiaoâs ears are slightly flushed from the walk you took earlier. You canât help but admit that he was cute, on top of being really attractive. Golden eyes twinkle as he rests his cheek against the palm of his hand. âSo what shall we do for the rest of winter?â
How cruel for him to be like this, and for you to feel at home with Xiao; you wonder if he feels it too, the push and pull of emotions leashed by both your occupations.
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pairing: thoma x gn! reader
genre: fluff; reverse streamer au (aka you're the genshin character in thoma's place); headcanons
cws: mild swearing but that should be it!
a/n: HAPPY THOMA DAY!!! #1 malewife <3 hope this isn't too weird,, it was fun to write!
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thoma's twitch user is "th0maz" and he had been streaming various games for a while before genshin was released
he got a little famous for streaming acnh among a lot of other games like omori, stardew valley and minecraft
his taste in games is very varied so when someone in chat brought up "genshin impact" he was immediately interested! he signed up for the pre-release and streamed it since day one
he was an amber main for the longest time - he loved her lore, playstyle, design - and well, everything about her!
he became a very devoted amber main and rolled her c6 (dw he has money) which attracted more people to his streams!
then... the inazuma archon quest dropped. he is very much a lore and quest enjoyer so he played it as soon as it dropped
that was when you appeared for the first time - welcoming the traveler into inazuma and bargaining w the locals
all the y/n fans in his chat were going crazy and thoma just kind of sat there and admired your design
"whoaaa what's this character's name again?! i need them!" as soon as 2.2 dropped and you were made playable, he pulled out his wallet, thanking mhy for making you a 4* as he whaled for your c6
he also r5'd your best in slot weapon - something he'd never even done for amber, which made his whole chat start chanting "SIMP!"
he blushed at that because- well- it was kind of true! he knew that if you were in real life he would totally be head over heels for you.
ofc, you became his new main even if it wasn't "meta" which in turn attracted even more people to his streams - so you made him famous!
he also has a shit ton of your merch, from pins to keychains to little plastic stands- and has commissioned prints and posters of you - everyone knows him as the #1 y/n main!
he may be a little bit tooo devoted to your character, but you carry him through the game and he really really loves you :D
Streamer Childe
Childe X GN! Reader
Fluff!
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Childe, âTartaglia,â one of the most popular gamer Twitch streamers out there, has over 6.4 million followers.
He doesnât really go by Tartaglia unless heâs being consumed by his ego, Childe is the name he mainly goes by.
Of course, itâs a running joke in the community that heâs called Childe because he acts like one - and lets be honest he does act like a bit of a child lol.
His real name is Ajax, but heâs pretty determined to keep his private life private. Heâll only let people know what he wants them to know.
Since heâs the most popular streamer out of the friend group (Xiao, Scaramouche, Aether, Venti, Zhongli, Albedo, and Kazuha), heâs more liable to hacker attacks.. what people donât know is that heâs a hacker himself.
Like an actual hacker.
He doesnât use this to hack games, no, heâs got a sense of reason, he uses it to annoy the shit out of people and protect himself and friends.
His background is.. not entirely known, but here he is now! A streamer whoâs been at it for close to seven years now.
He gained popularity quickly from his looks alone, but his chaotic persona certainly attracts another demographic as well.
Heâs insanely good at games, preferring to play multi-player just so he can obliterate his opponents and tea bag them. Heâs the king of games like Valorant, Apex, and League of Legends, streams where heâs playing those games are LOUD. Heâs constantly seething and screaming.
Itâs literally so funny. Heâs not toxic, just an idiot.
Talks mad shit, but he can back it up.
Adores destroying Scaramouche in games especially, but theyâre one hell of a team if they team up.
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How about honkai valkyrie! reader who once taught by himeko got sent to hsr world and meet hsr himeko? Especially after her death in hi3
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A/N: Hello! Thank you for the idea, Anon! Himeko's death was by far the most painful character death I've ever witnessed and I cried so hard, I'll never recover from it tbh. So I decided to make a little one shot out of this. I hope you like it!<3
Content: Spoilers for hi3 lore regarding Himeko's death, angst, mentions of death, Valkyrie reader, platonic student/Mentor relationship, kinda fluff-ish yet bittersweet ending
Most Valkyrie's are usually women, but this can be read with gender neutral pronouns as well!
((Not fully proofread, so sorry for any mistakes.))
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"Are you sure, that this is what you want? You won't be able to return to this world." Welt hummed, his eyes turning to a window in the Hyperion, watching the rain and thunder rage on outside. You said nothing for a moment, your head hanging low, eyes trained on your interlaced hands and the tear droplets that slid down your gloves every time they left your eyes.
"And there is no guarantee, that she will survive in the next world either... she never seems to." The older man continued, the sound of his cane echoing through the dark room as he approached you. He took a seat infront of you, patiently waiting for you to speak. Yet you felt like you'd break, if you spoke as much as another word about what you wanted to do.
You wanted to leave this world and travel into a different one with Welt, having overheard his plan to do so on accident. He didn't judge you for your choice, he in fact understood you perfectly well. You were one of the first students Himeko ever teached. You looked up to her alot in your most darkest days and despite her faults and harsh teaching style, she always still looked out for you in her own ways. Even after you graduated, you still stayed close to her I the form of a teaching assistant, never too far from your mentor at any time.
But that changed a week ago.
Himeko had sacrificed herself in order to stop the reawakening of the Herrscher of the Void... and in turn, she lost her life. Or well, you were definitely certain that she had. The reports claimed that she was missing in action, but everyone knew that she was gone. She had left you a letter, thanking you for being her student and assistant for so long. And that was it. The only thing you had left of her.
You couldn't help her that day, as she had purposely locked you in your room during the reawakening and by the time you got out, it was already over. Nothing anyone said to you could comfort you either. You felt like an empty vessel, the world passing you by and moving on, whilst you stood there, unable to.
It hurt. It ripped you apart. Killed a part of your soul that you'd never be able to recover.
And that's what led you here now, sitting infront of the only person you knew could help you, having a new goal and purpose in mind. You didn't care how many worlds you had to go through to make it happen, but you were determined to save her in at least one and give her the life she deserved to have. It was your way of thanking her for being your mentor and idol for so long. It's the least you could do. But it wouldn't be an easy feat to achieve... yet you had nothing to lose anymore.
Finally, you looked up at the man with teary, red eyes, your heart pounding in your chest from the determination and passion, as you spoke. "I'll do my best to keep her alive. And if it takes me centuries or even losing my own life to do it, then so be it." You said with surprising strength. Welt looked at you in silence for a moment, before giving you a small smile and nodding.
He helped himself back up onto his feet, stretching a hand out to you carefully. "Very well... let's get going." He simply said. You took a moment to look out of the window, silently bidding this world a goodbye, before taking Welt's hand. He had done this plenty of times before, returning only rarely to your original world to see Himeko here. But now that she was gone, there won't be any need for it anymore.
The world grew dark and you felt yourself being pulled through time and space itself. You closed your eyes in hopes that you will see your mentor soon.
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"-The Astral Express will be leaving in 10 minutes. Please make sure to step away from the platforms for your own safety." You gasped softly, when your eyes snapped open again. You blinked rapidly, your ears ringing with the announcement, as you tried remembering what happened. When your vision finally cleared, you noticed that you weren't wearing your battlesuit anymore. You were dressed in foreign clothing and kn further inspection, you seemed to be in a... train station? You looked up at the massive train infront you in awe, shifting to get a better look from the bench you were sitting on.
You remembered then what had brought you here in the first place. Was this your new world? If so, where was Welt? Your eyes focused on the people around you and then on the large glass windows, that showed you an endless galaxy and it's bright stars. It was breathtaking, despite you still not knowing where exactly you were.
But you froze, when you heard a familiar voice speak in your to you. Your mind went still, all thoughts leaving your brain, as you slowly turned your head at her. You nearly didn't catch her words from the shock and pain that filled you. You thought that you could be normal and strong when seeing her again... but it seemed that you were wrong.
"So you must be our new Trailblazer member, hm? Welt has told me alot about you." Her voice was so gentle and elegant, her appearance so different from what you were used to seeing her in. She looked at ease and content. It was your dear mentor, despite her drastic differences. "My name is Himeko and I hereby officially welcome you onto the Astral Express- Oh my, are you alright?" The red haired woman gasped softly, instinctively pulling a Handkerchief out of her pocket and holding it out to you. You shakily reached up to touch your cheek, flinching at the tears you were unknowingly shedding.
"Sorry." Was all you could say, as you took the handkerchief gratefully. Himeko gave you a gentle and encouraging smile. "It's alright, I understand. It must be a little overwhelming, but I can assure you that you'll fit right in." She chuckled, as another announcement of the train leaving soon came in. Himeko held out her hand to you, a kind and reassuring look in her eyes.
"Come on, let me introduce you to the rest of the crew, alright? I'll always be there for you, if you need help or guidance." The woman said gently and for a moment, you saw your old mentor standing over you with a stern, yet encouraging expression.
For once in a very long time, you smiled as well. It was bittersweet in a way. You might've lost your old mentor, but you regained her here. And you were going to keep her alive and well this time, no matter what.
You took her hand, letting her pull you to your feet.
"I know you will be, Himeko."
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A/N: This lowkey hurt to write haha! But I hope it wasn't bad, I get so insecure about my writing sometimes. Anyhow, thank you very much for the request again, Anon!
A/n: I have fallen in love with the streamer au as it inspired me to take up on doing some myself! In celebration of my birthday today I thought I'd do something along those lines.
Streamer!Childe, Venti, Bennett, & Albedo celebrating Character!(Y/n)'s birthday, enjoy~
Childe:
Heâs been waiting for this day as heâs marked it on his calendar and even a countdown clock whenever he streamed
This man goes all out for the occasion; his studio is all decorated with party décor, his figurines all nicely set up along with the plushies of your character in the background (his biggest plushie of you has a party hat), & he got a cake. Literally his stream for the day will be a birthday party dedicated to you
He has the goofiest smile on his face when getting your specialty dish from the mail, probs would cook up more before doing anything
As this man has a set of goals: heâs going to go farming the perfect artifacts (if he didnât have them already), if he didnât already have a fully refined and perfect weapon for you heâs going wishing, and if for some ungodly reason he didnât managed to raise your constellation yet heâs doing it now (whether your banner is still going or just happens to be a rerun) heâs once again waling for you
Speaking of your constellation, itâs tattooed on his wrist (right below his palm) now and he even shows off the art piece he got commissioned of the two of you together to commemorate the day of your âbirthâ
Albedo:
Heâs been preparing sketches for this very day; the dayâs stream is going to be much more laid back than the usual chaos that is when he and Klee play together. Itâs pretty much a mix of him doing art, playing Genshin, and even maybe a party game or two with Klee
The two of them made a small cake as of course it wouldnât be complete without a small drawing of you that heâs done on edible paper
If he happens to have mail thatâs from his viewers heâll take the time to open those, heâs a happy bean when he sees that someone made him the signature jacket that you wore. Speaking honestly heâll probably live in that for the rest of his life
If he hadnât already gotten all the artifacts that were perfection and the weapon that best suited you he was going farming and Klee was tagging along for the adventure (sheâll play on the iPad so she could be in the same room, also itâs easier for her)
Heâll also go around with your character and take aesthetic pictures in the game while Klee would want to make Genshin tiktoks
Bennett:
He is so excited that itâs your birthday, the pride and joy of his team that he just adores! Super eager to get your specialty dish and definitely cooks more (can never have too many)
He has his favorite plushie of you right beside him as he plays for his regular viewers
Not the best when it comes to farming but thankfully he has the help of Fischl and Razor with domains, heâs trying to make you the best sub dps/support
He baked a cake during his stream as surely he canât mess up with the help of his wonderful viewers⊠At least it was edible in the end
The best part of it all is that he gets to wear his new sweater that had the sleeves as one color while the rest was another color, your element on the front in the upper left, and on the back it says âProud (y/n) Mainâ in white
Venti:
He didnât plan anything too big, but he certainly wanted to do something special since it was your birthday. So he had a few songs he had written about you and watched a couple of edited and mmd videos his viewers sent in
Watching videos definitely turned into a drinking game: take a drink whenever (y/n) pops up, Venti drinks every time he gushes over them. Whoever submitted the mmd of you and that geo archon together wasnât that amusing; yes he respects everyone's ships, but (y/n) is his baby. With an unamused expression *insert that one Diluc expression here* looks at the camera and says âI just want to talkâ
He gets to showcase the iconic instrument you use that he got custom made as heâll play your theme. If he plays it in game heâs going to random peoples worlds to play your theme maybe troll them a bit before leaving
If he hadnât donât your story quest already heâll probably play through that and quite honestly he wasnât ready for the feels train as he cried a little or at least pouted a lot
If your banner was still going on or itâs the rerun heâs going to do everything he can in order to level up your constellation and maybe even go try for your weapon if he hasnât gotten it already. He is a strong believer in (y/n) supremacy, he is the leader of that group
Oh I donât know if thatâs what you usually write for request but what about MC dying (once again) and just before dying she remembered everything from their past lives and the lads menâs reaction thinking they failed MC again
hi! i tried my best with this one because iâm not caught up on all the lore, so please bear with me. i took it in a slightly different direction
prompt~ mc dying.
content warning for death and violence
Zayne
Zayne groggily rolled over in bed, his outstretched arm bumping into the bedside table. He winced in pain, rubbing his wrist. He picked up his glasses and put them on, sitting up slowly so as not to wake you from what was very clearly a deep sleep, seeing as you werenât awake yet
He cringed when the mattress squeaked, and his eyes immediately flashed to your still form. You didnât budge. Good. He gently swept off the covers and stepped into his slippers, brushing his teeth and getting ready for the day.
After a cup of coffee and a banana, Zayne returned to the bedroom to kiss you on the forehead before driving to work.
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Zayne came back from the hospital and set his things down. He washed his hands and headed to the bedroom, eager to change out of his scrubs. He opened the door and was surprised to see you still in bed.
You hadnât been showing any signs of feeling down lately, so this was a surprise. Maybe you were taking a nap? He wondered if he should let you sleep.
It was very silent. All he could hear was the distant hum of the air conditioner. He didnât even hear your usual light snoring.
He walked in front of you and bent down, hesitating before patting your shoulder. He patted it again before shaking you.
Oh, so you were being difficult. He picked up the blanket and threw it off you, revealing the lower half of your face. It was still and pale.
He leaned in closer and realized something very, very critical.
You werenât breathing.
His heart rate spiked and he immediately pressed his ear against your chest, because maybe he was mistaken. Maybe you were breathing and he just couldnât hear it very well. Or maybe you had some undiagnosed sleep disorder where you temporarily stopped breathing. Maybe you would wake up gasping for air in a few seconds.
But he didnât hear or feel any movement at all, so he stabbed his fingers against his phone to dial the ambulance, and told the operator what was happening with a foggy brain. His voice was hardly audible by the end of it. He knew exactly what information they needed, but he couldnât seem to remember it. Your address, your age, your full name.
Who cared about all of that? That was all useless information. All that he cared about right now was that you were dead. His partner was dead. And he hadnât been there for her.
Sylus
Gunshots rang out, the noise of bones cracking permeating the air while bulletproof glass broke into a thousand shards. Sylus sprinted through the room and into your destroyed cell.
He hadnât opted to send Luke and Kieran to bring you home. He had to do it himself. He knew the fuckers wanted him to show up, but he paid no mind. He had to see for himself that you were okay.
But what he saw made his stomach drop into his shoes. You were sitting in the corner of the room, chained to the wall. Your head was lolled onto your shoulder, your eyes gored out and your arms covered in burns. No. No. No no no no nonono-
He fell to his knees with a painful thump. The only thing he could bring himself to do was hold his stomach and vomit up bile. Seeing his lover like that ruined him. It destroyed him, made him want to cry and scream until the Earth was flooded and everyoneâs eardrums had burst.
So when one of the men on the floor laughed weakly at Sylusâs grief, he shot without a second thought.
Nobodyâs life mattered anymore. The person whose life he cared about wasnât here anymore.
Rafayel
The air was hot and dry, and you looked beautiful with pearls of sweat dripping from your chin and collecting on your collarbone. You were wearing a flowy green dress and little teardrop earrings.
Rafayelâs eyes were fixed on you, even while you crossed the streets. The smooth curve of your back, your soft, bare arms. You were so undeniably beautiful.
He loved going on walks with you, and he was thrilled that you both had been able to take a week off for holiday. He rarely got to see you in such a light, beachy setting.
It had been around thirty minutes of walking, and you seemed to be getting a little out of breath. This surprised him, because your job consisted of a lot of movement and high energy combat.
âYouâre not getting out of shape, are you Ms. Bodyguard?â He teased. âHow are you gonna protect me if walking around gets you breathless?â
Your shallow breaths continued, which was a little concerning.
He stopped walking. âHey. Is everything okay?â He asked, concerned now.
You shook your head. âI donât feel good.â Your breaths were getting quicker and shallower, and you doubled over. Your hands were on your knees, and you gagged. Rafayel bent down next to you, and before he knew it you were swaying and then you had fallen. He barely caught your head as you went down, his knuckles scraping the pavement.
â__? Hey! Hey, hey, wake up!â He was rapidly tapping your cheek, praying to whatever deities were out there that you would get up and walk it off.
âWe need help! Please, my girlfriend is sick! We need help!â He shouted. A few locals rushed over and called for help, but he was inconsolable.
After emergency surgery and two days in the hospital, he was informed that you were braindead. He didnât say anything. He booked a flight home and sold all his paintings.
He never painted anything again.
Xavier
No. Not this. Anything but this. His shaking hand brushed bloody, matted hair out of your face.
âStay calm. Backup is here. Iâm going to take you to get medical attention,â he said in a voice that was calmer than he felt.
âXavier.â
âDonât talk, youâre expending unnecessary energy.â
âXavier, Iâm not going to make it.â
âDonât fucking say that.â His facade was cracking.
âI love you. I should have said it before, but I love you so much.â
â__, please-,â
âIâm so grateful that youâre my partner. Youâve been there for me through everything and I donât want this to be it for you.â
âNo.â His voice was small, like he was pleading.
âIâm sorry.â Your voice was already breathy and shrinking in volume. But the intensity was the same. The character was constant. You would die a fighter.
âNo, please, Iâm not ready. I canât do this without you,â he choked, pressure building up in his nose. His eyes started leaking, and he felt nauseous.
âI love you.â
âI love you too.â
And that was the last thing you heard. Xavier pressed his forehead into your chest, and it killed him when he felt no rising or falling. It was just him and the night.
He looked up at the stars, and he swore he saw your face.
êŁà§: angelically purrrfect!~ they/them, eighteen âĄ
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