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Rising Sign/Ascendant Observations

I notice people with Saturn in the first house tend to have really incredible glow-ups appearance wise. Unfortunately, these can take as long as until they reach their thirties. Usually, it happens when they hit their early to mid twenties, though.

Speaking of Saturn, Capricorn risings are usually very petite. They either have ectomorph/really small frames or are shorter than average. Obviously, this varies if another planet is in the first house or their is something else powerfully aspecting the ascendant.

Scorpio and Cap risings are usually forced to grow up fast and are prone to experiecing precocious puberty. Especially if the lifetime is extremely karmic. Also applies to Pluto or Saturn first housers.

Aries and Gemini risings also grow up fast, though, I notice they don't experience early changes in their body as much. Despite this, they're usually CSA victims/survivors. For some reason, these people are preyed on by people that are in authority or that they are supposed to be able to trust very often. When it comes to Aries rising, women are victims more often than men for some reason.

The other two points above also usually apply if Lilith in conjucting the Ascendant or in the first house.

Aqua risings are concerningly good at disconnecting themselves from their traumatic experiences. It's almost as if it's had no effect on them at all, sometimes. Usually, instead of needing help with their truama, they end up helping others.

Aries rising women are usually on the taller side and have amazonian frames. They also have really strong jawlines/high cheekbones.

The jawline thing also applies to men, but I notice that theirs tends to soften or go away with age. Aries rising women keep this most if not all of their lives sometimes.

I also notice that Aries rising people are seen as conventionally attractive more than any other rising sign. I always hear about how attractive Libra/Sag risings are, but whilst I was researching for this post, I noticed that a lot of them have at least one conventionally attractive feature or something that draws people to them. It's ironic because some of them have an almost off-putting sex appeal.

People with outer planets as their rising (Jupiter, Uranus, Pluto, Neptune, Saturn) are usually described as having an otherwordly or 'out of this world' beauty. They usually break beauty standards. But people with inner planets (Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars, Mercury) are described as having a more natural/conventional beauty.

Most Aries risings have gone through a 'red hair' phase. Rather they dyed it, wore red wigs or put red highlights in their hair.

People with Cap as their rising or Saturn in first house rarely have thick/curvy lower bodies unless Jupiter, Venus or something else is heavily aspecting the ascendant.

Aqua risings experiment with all sorts of different hair colors through their lives. Especially if they have a naturally lighter hair color to begin with.

Women with the Kitty asteroid on their Ascendant or in first house get unwanted advances very often, especially during their youth.

On the topic of age, if you have Cancer as your rising but have Saturn in your first house then you won't necessarily be the younger partner/more immature. If you have Capricorn as your rising but Moon in your first house you won't necessarily be the older/more mature partner. It could go either way for you.

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bellaluna2

1 year ago

oh my fuckning

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bellaluna2

5 years ago

“I became a mother without ever having sex. I was sixteen. My sister was older than me, and she was living a reckless life. By the time we found out she was pregnant, she was already three months along. And the baby was born premature, so there was no time to prepare. My sister went back to the street life, and everything fell on me. I became the mother. I was feeding him, changing his diapers, waking up in the middle of the night. My mother helped at first, but soon she had a stroke and lost all movement on her right side. The doctor told us she wouldn’t be able to care for a child. So she signed Aidan over to me, right there in the hospital. I was only eighteen years old. I was taking care of my mom. I was taking care of my son. I kept it all very private. I didn’t tell my tennis coach why I had to quit the team. I didn’t tell my friends why I couldn’t take vacations, or go to parties, or go to college. I didn’t want the stigma. I started working four jobs. I pushed all my own feelings to the back of my mind just to make sure my son was OK. I couldn’t even grieve when my mom passed away. I had to think about him. I had to make sure he was fine. Since then it’s been the two of us. Aidan and I grew up together. He’s a great kid. He’s so respectful. I get stopped all the time in our building. Complete strangers tell me how much they love him. He holds the door for people. He helps people carry their groceries. He’s focused. He’s a go-getter. He gives one hundred percent, just like his mom. When there’s something that has to be done, he gets it done.” #quarantinestories

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bellaluna2

1 year ago

saturnian flames

mars-saturn aspects mainly / can too apply to mars 10th and saturn 1st house / saturn in aries / mars in capricorn / capricorn rising / aries mc / mars, saturn doms

These natives can work for long hours on a task to exhaustion. Can have this stubbornness with what they’re doing wanting it to be done fast and perfectly. Despite their loud body aches and raging mental exhaustions, they persist in finishing what's on hand, which if handled inefficiently and disorderly can lead to burnouts and more internalised anger. The aggression of mars is suppressed by the composure of saturn, which in many ways can be explosive. They tend to want to see results immediately, but saturn rewards well only if they exercise patience and persistence. They should learn how to channel that fire of mars to fuel their ambitions and go after them.

With harsh aspects, the flow of energy particularly in work may be hindered or sabotaged by the native. They can go from either extremes, working nonstop till intense burnouts or avoiding tasks, procrastinating because they associate them with discontent and undesirable feelings. There's an imbalance between restlessness and composure. With oppositions, it can feel like two strong energies pulling them, the repressed internal conflict can be overwhelming. These aspects come with their fair share of self doubt, inadequacy and imposter syndrome episodes. The build up of frustration, self criticism, comparison, and the perpetual drive that feels like a punishment. Never feeling accomplished even if they’re successful. This is one of those aspects I associate with depression, it's why the native should put a lot of thought and care into their schedule and never ignore what their body tells them.

They should be aware of the state they're in, pausing when needed and moving forward when it feels right. They're put to test to develop healthy ways of dealing with rage and ambition. Pushed to accumulate tenacity, endurance, patience, and wisdom. They have to learn to find peace both in defeat and victory so they can value their success when it comes. When mars and saturn come into contact, the native will project this quiet power and confidence, which makes them persuasive and able to take on higher positions. They can have this melancholic realistic view of the world, which can show in subtle ways through their expression. At their best, they are respectable, looked up to, authoritative, reliable and self sufficient.

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bellaluna2

2 years ago

QUICK RANDOM BREAKDOWN