Oh god. This is beautiful.
“Come on, you can do better than that!”
When I refer to sensible in this post, I don't refer to emotive as a feeling! Just sensible points for you!
🤍 4th house placements
🤍 8th house placements
🤍 12th house placements
🤍 Saturn in Cancer/Leo/Scoprio
🤍 Moon in the 2H/6H/8H/12H
🤍 Moon aspecting Pluto
🤍 Neptune aspecting the Sun
🤍 Saturn aspecting the ascendant
🤍 Saturn in the 1H
🤍 Lilith aspecting the ascendant/moon
🤍 Lilith aspecting Venus
🤍 Venus aspecting Saturn
🤍 Saturn aspecting Moon
🤍 Capricorn Moon
🤍 12H Moon
🤍 12H Venus
🤍 Venus harshly aspecting the ascendant
🤍 Lilith in the 1H/4H/8H/12H
🤍 Pluto/Lilith in the 11H
🤍 Pluto/Mars/Neptune in the 12H
🤍 Sun in the 12H
🤍 Gemini Lilith/Lilith in the 3H
🤍 North Node harshly aspecting the Moon or Saturn
🤍 South Node aspecting Saturn/Moon/Sun
🤍 Uranus aspecting Venus
🌡~My take on scorpio placements ~
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☆ scorpio in the 7th house- usually get cheated on by their partners. Go through Toxic/ narcissistic partners at some point in their lives. 3rd party situations. Partners lying and deceiving you.
☆ scorpio mars- usually center of attention (attention grabber not seeker). Females with this placement tend to attract jealously from their so called friends or just other people in general. Men tends to sexualize them alot, Might have spread rumors about them at some point.
Men with this placement, if underdeveloped, tends to be toxic af. The need to control everyone and everything around them is just awful. Fuck around a lot. Sleeping with different different people.
If developed, good achievers. Very strategic mindset. Usually get what they want in life. Bulletproof mindset. Very good at talking to people but still maintaining boundaries. Loyal.
☆scorpio suns- idk why and how, but when people get to know that someone is a scorpio, they get weirdly attracted to them??? Like staring at them, wanting to know them. Intimidated by them.
☆scorpio sun/moons- have a good sense of humour. They can make anyone laugh. And with this, they tend to attract alot of people who wants to be in a relationship with them.
☆ scorpio venus- won't say a loyal lover HOWEVER when they love love, they are loyal 100%. Underdeveloped can lie about being in love.
☆retrograde scorpio venus- feels unlovable. Extreme trust issues. Highly sensitive. Very very very high on trust. You know how they say scorpios take tests? With this placement? Tests x 100. Don't give 2nd chances. It's very very difficult for them to be vulnerable. People have rejected them alot. Might have been body shamed or criticised for looks. They feel like they don't deserve to be loved.
☆scorpio stellium in the natal chart- highly intuitive. Usually sees things beforehand. POWER. THE DARKNESS. THE EYES!!! Very beautiful people inside out. However they don't trust easily but if they do, for the love of lord, don't break it cuz you'll be coming back again and again to win them over.
☆scorpio moon- been through some serious shit. Been through hell and back with themselves. They understand people very well. However, they don't get the same understanding in return. They can see right through you so don't f with them. Hate mind games.
☆scorpio rising- very very intimidating. Females with this placement tends to attract jealousy in any form. People want to dominate you so bad. People telling them to tone it down. Basically people don't like your mindset, it triggers them cuz they can't have power over you. Hates 2 faced people. And the irony is, they usually deal with 2 faced people.
☆scorpio lilith- highly seductive. Very attractive. Sex appeal. Feelings run deep for them. Had people who wanted them only for sexual pleasures, wanted to touch them in any way. High vibration scorpio lilith is THE HEALER. also I've seen yall had some near death experiences?? Or witnessed someone dying in front of you.
☆ scorpio mercury- moves in silence. Very strategic and careful. Committed to anything they put their mind into. Always ready to be one on one while fighting. Their way of talking is very intense and mysterious which makes people wanna know how do you think like that. When they say something they really mean it. They take their time. Expects the worst. They figure things out so fast so don't even think of gaslighting them.
☆Scorpio in the 10th house- achievers. From a young age they had an insight of what they will become. Hold power in their work environment. If your a student, your classmates want to steal your notes, they feel envious that you make pretty good notes of whatever you're studying cuz yall go in depth and make pretty good observations of the topics. Authority figures.
☆scorpio in the 5th- gets extreme reactions from people. Ofcourse with any other placements, attracts jealousy. (Bruh I don't get it, what's with the scorpios dealing with alot of jealousy???? Like that's tiring) Grabs attention in parties, get togethers or any form of social gatherings. Might have dealt with people wanting to take your partners. Might have overly strict parents or very fucked up family issues.
That's it for now🫶🏻
“I’ve known her since I was seven. I had a crush on her even back then. But she lived back in the Dominican Republic, so I’d only get to see her during the summer. We just got tired of being apart. So I asked her to marry me. My parents were against it. I was twenty-one. I was going to City College. I was still living at home and they thought I wasn’t ready. And there was definitely some truth to that. I had to drop out of school once she moved in with us. I couldn’t handle everything. At first I was depressed but I started to progress quickly at work. I got raise after raise. We moved out of my parents’ house and got a small apartment in the Bronx. Now I’m studying to get my electrical license. I’ve seen a lot of the guys I work with start their own companies. You’ve just got to want it. You’ve got to want to move up, and you can find a way. The marriage has been great and it’s been tough. We have a two-year-old daughter now. It’s a lot of work. But it’s also awesome to go home everyday and find two people who love me.”
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“Summertime and Christmas. That’s when I have her. Been that way for seven years. When she’s not in school, she’s with me. Then at the end of the summer I bring her back to her Mom’s house in Florida. Those drop-offs are the worst; I almost miss my flight every time. I wait until the last possible second to call my uber for the airport. I hug her, say goodbye, put my stuff in the car. Then I always gotta come back again and get my last kiss. Always, always. That uber ride sucks. That plane ride sucks. Cause I know I’m not going to see her for a few months. On the wall in my closet we keep track of her height. And every time she comes back, she’s grown like two inches. That’s a lot. That’s a lot I don’t see. But she knows she can call me for whatever, which she does. And whenever she’s here she gets to be the CEO of our lives. She’s not a dictator or anything. But she’s the president. I’m the people. When she says we go, we go. She wants to go to the pool, we go to the pool. She wants to go to the beach, we go to the beach. We came here today for the Juneteenth celebration. Been planning it for two weeks. I’m supposed to be at work today, but I took off early. There’s a bouncy house and face painting and all kinds of good stuff. But she didn’t want to do any of it. We stayed for two minutes. And now we’re back to feeding the animals; same thing we do every day.”
I notice people with Saturn in the first house tend to have really incredible glow-ups appearance wise. Unfortunately, these can take as long as until they reach their thirties. Usually, it happens when they hit their early to mid twenties, though.
Speaking of Saturn, Capricorn risings are usually very petite. They either have ectomorph/really small frames or are shorter than average. Obviously, this varies if another planet is in the first house or their is something else powerfully aspecting the ascendant.
Scorpio and Cap risings are usually forced to grow up fast and are prone to experiecing precocious puberty. Especially if the lifetime is extremely karmic. Also applies to Pluto or Saturn first housers.
Aries and Gemini risings also grow up fast, though, I notice they don't experience early changes in their body as much. Despite this, they're usually CSA victims/survivors. For some reason, these people are preyed on by people that are in authority or that they are supposed to be able to trust very often. When it comes to Aries rising, women are victims more often than men for some reason.
The other two points above also usually apply if Lilith in conjucting the Ascendant or in the first house.
Aqua risings are concerningly good at disconnecting themselves from their traumatic experiences. It's almost as if it's had no effect on them at all, sometimes. Usually, instead of needing help with their truama, they end up helping others.
Aries rising women are usually on the taller side and have amazonian frames. They also have really strong jawlines/high cheekbones.
The jawline thing also applies to men, but I notice that theirs tends to soften or go away with age. Aries rising women keep this most if not all of their lives sometimes.
I also notice that Aries rising people are seen as conventionally attractive more than any other rising sign. I always hear about how attractive Libra/Sag risings are, but whilst I was researching for this post, I noticed that a lot of them have at least one conventionally attractive feature or something that draws people to them. It's ironic because some of them have an almost off-putting sex appeal.
People with outer planets as their rising (Jupiter, Uranus, Pluto, Neptune, Saturn) are usually described as having an otherwordly or 'out of this world' beauty. They usually break beauty standards. But people with inner planets (Sun, Moon, Venus, Mars, Mercury) are described as having a more natural/conventional beauty.
Most Aries risings have gone through a 'red hair' phase. Rather they dyed it, wore red wigs or put red highlights in their hair.
People with Cap as their rising or Saturn in first house rarely have thick/curvy lower bodies unless Jupiter, Venus or something else is heavily aspecting the ascendant.
Aqua risings experiment with all sorts of different hair colors through their lives. Especially if they have a naturally lighter hair color to begin with.
Women with the Kitty asteroid on their Ascendant or in first house get unwanted advances very often, especially during their youth.
On the topic of age, if you have Cancer as your rising but have Saturn in your first house then you won't necessarily be the younger partner/more immature. If you have Capricorn as your rising but Moon in your first house you won't necessarily be the older/more mature partner. It could go either way for you.
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“I became a mother without ever having sex. I was sixteen. My sister was older than me, and she was living a reckless life. By the time we found out she was pregnant, she was already three months along. And the baby was born premature, so there was no time to prepare. My sister went back to the street life, and everything fell on me. I became the mother. I was feeding him, changing his diapers, waking up in the middle of the night. My mother helped at first, but soon she had a stroke and lost all movement on her right side. The doctor told us she wouldn’t be able to care for a child. So she signed Aidan over to me, right there in the hospital. I was only eighteen years old. I was taking care of my mom. I was taking care of my son. I kept it all very private. I didn’t tell my tennis coach why I had to quit the team. I didn’t tell my friends why I couldn’t take vacations, or go to parties, or go to college. I didn’t want the stigma. I started working four jobs. I pushed all my own feelings to the back of my mind just to make sure my son was OK. I couldn’t even grieve when my mom passed away. I had to think about him. I had to make sure he was fine. Since then it’s been the two of us. Aidan and I grew up together. He’s a great kid. He’s so respectful. I get stopped all the time in our building. Complete strangers tell me how much they love him. He holds the door for people. He helps people carry their groceries. He’s focused. He’s a go-getter. He gives one hundred percent, just like his mom. When there’s something that has to be done, he gets it done.” #quarantinestories