Sorry I’m Like Batshit Insane I Felt Sick Out Of Jealousy

imagine if instead of self-harm it was called arashel-harm and instead of hurting yourself, everyone would just beat me to a pulp and and cut cute little chunks out of me

"is that tmi" darling nothing is ever tmi. Nothing.

im actually one of the loneliest people on earth I talk to 2 people and literally no one even wants to be my friend what did I donwrong

looking at pictures of me from 2 years ago to give current me a major confidence boost

throwing away all my dignity for the sake of a friendship with someone who probably doesn't even like me because i'm so pathetic about it

started some random book i found in my bookshelf. i hope it's worth the read

seeing people out here just...existing?? with ease?? without thought?? WHAT.

i'm gonna shoot myself ghahahsjdjdkskskskskskskskxkxjkskskahdhfhcndjksoskxxjkxksksjs genuinely why am i like this. DEATH PENALTY FOR ME PLEASE

god i hate the loml so much. is there anyone who can hurt me like they do? why does this have to happen. i don't actually hate them that's obviously a lie

just remembered that in 3rd grade my classmates and i would roleplay as a family and i ALWAYS had to play the father and the role consisted solely of giving money to my spoilt kids and mourning the loss of the wife that left me 😭