god i hate the loml so much. is there anyone who can hurt me like they do? why does this have to happen. i don't actually hate them that's obviously a lie
Warmth.
is there ever a better reason to hate someone than pure jealousy?
gosh if i wasn't the worst i could've been a good friend. this really sucks
one day i'll kill myself and everyone will be soooo sad and all the people i tried being friends with that didn't return my efforts will realize they missed out on the most amazing person they could ever possibly meet. then they'll kill themselves too and i won't feel bad about it bc i'm also dead and we'll be friends in the afterlife or our graves or whatever. i'll also make sure to write some hilarious jokes in my suicide note. if i'm not funny, i'm not me. also my grave will always have sparkles around it because i'm very magical and cool. thank you for listening to my ted talk
genuinely wish i could stop thinking. it's not even intrusive thought anymore, they're just so RANDOM i hate it
there's a feeling in my stomach and it's so wrong
everyone should die before i kill them myself
self image so unstable i could be the best or worst person ever depending on the hour
won't be swearing or listening to music for the next month. pray for me😓
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