Im A Person Who Wants To Do Lots Of Things Trapped Inside A Body That Wants To SLEEP At All Times

things that will happen to you:

you will find a new song that you can play on repeat when you can’t sleep

new people will come into your life unexpectedly and make everything better

you will get good grades, graduate and find a job that you like

your heart will heal and you’ll slowly learn to manage the pain

good things that will make you v happy to be alive

some bpd things i don’t think i’ve seen people discuss:

- being quiet when you first meet someone so you can work out what kind of person they are and then tailor your personality to what you think they’d prefer

- choosing a personality for a date/meetup/interview/whatever is even more important than choosing an outfit

- tfw neurotypicals interpret you saying “i’ve been good” as “mental illness who? never heard of her” when in reality it’s more like “it’s been 2 days since our last abandonment scare”

- having a fight with someone due to mood swings and then it being awkward 20 minutes later when they’re pissed off and your mood has swung back up and you don’t care for what you just fought about

- cutting someone off before they can, then dissociating for the next month straight because you don’t know who the fuck you are without them

- forgiving someone. then un-forgiving them. rinse and repeat.

♥‿♥

request i drew this for @seer–of-light !

rupphires

United Against Bullying *

i want you in my bed wearing my shirt while you absentmindedly play with my hands, you got me wanting all of this soft shit