some bpd things i don’t think i’ve seen people discuss:
- being quiet when you first meet someone so you can work out what kind of person they are and then tailor your personality to what you think they’d prefer
- choosing a personality for a date/meetup/interview/whatever is even more important than choosing an outfit
- tfw neurotypicals interpret you saying “i’ve been good” as “mental illness who? never heard of her” when in reality it’s more like “it’s been 2 days since our last abandonment scare”
- having a fight with someone due to mood swings and then it being awkward 20 minutes later when they’re pissed off and your mood has swung back up and you don’t care for what you just fought about
- cutting someone off before they can, then dissociating for the next month straight because you don’t know who the fuck you are without them
- forgiving someone. then un-forgiving them. rinse and repeat.
@aishadee: Things I know in French: tres complique, baguette, croissant, stripy tshirt, beret…
every gay girl i’ve spoken to agrees that one of the most humiliating and demoralizing things is having a straight girl thinking you’re coming on to them simply bc you like girls and it….really fucks with our relationships both platonic and romantic bc while other girls get to sit on each others laps and sleep in the same beds and playfully grab each others asses we’re putting up so many walls just in case our straight friends think we’re after them.
Like
Yeah I ran out of my meds and
I have a new prescription but I just
Don't care enough anymore
I know they're important like hell the reason I feel how I feel is because not taking them puts me out of whack but
The goddamn box has fallen behind some shelf somewhere and I just no longer have the will to look for them let alone take them. It takes two seconds for me to reset my alarm for them but I can't even bring myself to do that.
Too hollow and ready to be done now please.
Because Those Who Mind, Don't Matter, and Those Who Matter Don't Mind
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