Me: Gives Up Completely On The Possibility Of Being With Someone After Only One (1) Awkward Social Interaction

Freya gets to find peace and happiness for herself for the first time in her life now that she’s in love.

I want a relationship where we can get drunk at midnight, just the two of us, and sit up talking and making out all night, and go to the beach at four in the morning. I want someone who’s down for adventure. I want someone who will go camping with me, and boating, and fishing, and travel. I want someone who wants me for life. I want passion that doesn’t burn out.

some bpd things i don’t think i’ve seen people discuss:

- being quiet when you first meet someone so you can work out what kind of person they are and then tailor your personality to what you think they’d prefer

- choosing a personality for a date/meetup/interview/whatever is even more important than choosing an outfit

- tfw neurotypicals interpret you saying “i’ve been good” as “mental illness who? never heard of her” when in reality it’s more like “it’s been 2 days since our last abandonment scare”

- having a fight with someone due to mood swings and then it being awkward 20 minutes later when they’re pissed off and your mood has swung back up and you don’t care for what you just fought about

- cutting someone off before they can, then dissociating for the next month straight because you don’t know who the fuck you are without them

- forgiving someone. then un-forgiving them. rinse and repeat.

fun drinking game: get drunk with me and lets make out for a couple of hours listening to your favourite songs

things that will happen to you:

you will find a new song that you can play on repeat when you can’t sleep

new people will come into your life unexpectedly and make everything better

you will get good grades, graduate and find a job that you like

your heart will heal and you’ll slowly learn to manage the pain

good things that will make you v happy to be alive

T H I R T E E N

The Shannara Chronicles: breaking my heart fifteen minutes in.

My way of flirting is looking at the person I’m attracted to and hoping they’re braver than I am.

Sexual orientation: Emily Blunt doing this in Edge of Tomorrow.