Well Obviously I Can’t Have Chronic Fatigue, That’s A Real Problem For Real Disabled People That’s

Got about 16 hours left to decide if I'm gonna splurge for CSP ex ver. 2.0, and I wanted to do something quick and easy to see if I would indeed use the animation feature.

We'll see in a few hours I suppose. For now, I continue to work while thinking hard.

THIS

I'm a she/her woman BECAUSE I IDENTIFY AS SUCH not over genitalia or anything

And no it wasn't much indoctrination either in my case because none of my parents cared what I preferred to play with as a kid as long as I had fun

And I get the thing to be still referred as she/her as a kid still but if I had a problem with that I'd voice it as a kid too. I never did and it wasn't because they wanted to call me a she/her and I was like "makes sense/I fear their judgment" (they tried to tell me to play with feminine things but I also refused and they didn't mind either nor get mad etc.)but because I felt 100% comfortable with the label. I was a rather vocal kid and teen who never let my parents decide for me no matter what

So basically..yes

Gender is NOT the genitalia

Hot take, but cis people have gender identities. They aren't the gender they identify as because of their genitalia or what their birth certificate says. They're only cis because they identify with a gender and it happens to match their government documentation. Cis men aren't men because they're "obviously" men for having a penis. They're men because they identify as men. It's the self-identification that dictates this, not any other factor, even for cis folks. And we should be framing it this way. A cis man identifies as a man and a cis woman identifies as a woman. There is no automatic or inherent gender.

totally random Store

Liberal feminists for men’s rights: "Men can cry" "Men can wear pink" "Men can wear dresses" "Men deserve flowers" "Men don’t have to pay the bills" "Men deserve princess treatment too" "Men's mental health matters" "Men deserve better" "Feminism is about equality" 🥺

Liberal feminists for women’s rights: "Women can sell their body to make money" "Women can wear sexy revealing clothes" "Women can be housewives serving their husbands" "Women can enjoy violent sex" "Women can have casual sex with men" "Feminism is about choice" 😍

Sona redesign (she's an ex-winner)

dunno wanted to try a more..canon style(?)

I have the feeling that Alastor was never actually discovered to be the serial killer everyone lived to fear. He died by 'accident', got stitched his torn-appart-by-dogs body, buried properly face up and in his gravestone you could read "here lies a good man, he always smiled"

Maybe that's one of the reasons he wants his carnage to be broadcasted, he needs to be know, because no one ever did know him. But at the same time he needs to hide, is second nature to him to keep himself a secret, it's how he survived, he never got caught for it.

poke him with sticks

THIS DESERVES SO MUCH MORE ???

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credits to @/PotatoBlu_ for the concept / idea for the artwork ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

"VivziePop highlighted Alastor's duality as a character and described him as being the type of person to own two homes, one a fancy townhouse, the other a rickety hunting lodge in a bayou on stilts." This is from the wiki and I have been thinking about it concerning who Alastor is on the show.

You can see the most obvious show of this duality in his room. The room moves from a rather tasteful room to a bayou where he apparently prefers to eat. There is a combination of civilization and wildness. There is the duality of how Alastor can go from seemingly harmless to a literal monster. He is as close to his human side as he is to his animal side.

The duality of being both predator and prey is something that I feel needs its own post to explore but the best example I can think of for creatures that exist with this duality are cats and how they are predators but also constantly worry that other creatures around them are going to hurt them. The duality of pride and fear can even be seen in this. Cats are known for their pride, but a lot of things scare them.

The duality in how he treats those he owns. We have seen Alastor's relationship with 2 of the souls he owns. Alastor is abusive to Husk while he treats Niffty with care. He drags Husk by his chain for disrespect but lets Niffty put a roach crown on his head and call him the roach king. Someone actually pointed out to me that Alastor is the only person at the hotel who treats Niffty like a person. The difference in his treatment of them is so great that some people started theorising that he doesn't own Niffty. However, it is just more of the duality in his nature. His capacity for kindness exists beside his capacity for cruelty.

Vivzie said that Alastor was a chaotic neutral character but also admitted that she wasn't familiar with the terms. She might have been referring to his dual nature and his existence as both good and evil with no idea which version of him you will get. It could also turn out that he is the type to do good for evil reasons and evil for good reasons.

Alastor is the type of character that is best understood when you understand that he is a character that is meant to hold contradicting traits. When only one side of the character is considered, much of the character's depth is lost.