Angelicchaos221 - Nameless Idiot

i want to *remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health* break free

Hey I should have unrestricted access to your neck for biting and kissing and sucking just btw

idk why it’s called dry humping I’m personally really fucking wet about it

was told today that i look like exactly the kind of man who transitioned for his love of yaoi. i don’t know if they meant it as a compliment but i’m taking it as one because that just means i look so much like a homo that like yeah obviously that’s how i’m a dude. i’m so in love with men in a gay way that transitioning was just the logical next step

My mind palace is a well-oiled yaoi machine

I yearn for a boyfriend. I yearn for romance, which at the same time is also friendship. I yearn for a deep connection with another human being that no one but us can understand, a connection that can't be put into words.

I yearn for those late night deep talks. Tell me what you're feeling, what's affecting you, and all the things you regret not doing. I'll tell you what im struggling with, what used to be, and what im scared of. While we hold each other, talking about anything and everything without fear of judgement. I want someone to understand me and someone I can understand.

I yearn to be near him, to touch and feel him, to feel his touch. I wish we could meet every day and do stupid shit together. He'll show me his favourite places, and I'll show him mine. We'd go on stupid little dates, have picnics, explore the woods together.

I want someone I can love hard. Someone I can love passionatley and obsessively. Not the toxic-obsessive kind of love. I want pure and raw emotions, rough touch, bite marks, honesty, and unyielding affection. All of that willingly from both sides. I want someone I can make gifts to, someone I can hold and touch, someone I can whisper sweet words to, someone I can just sit in silence with. I want to cook for him so we can have dinner together while he tells me about his day, and I'll listen.

Im bad at putting my emotions into words, I will never be able to express all the weird things im feeling by transforming them into words. But writing this down might help.

I dont know if im asking for too much, if im too needy or too picky. I dont even know if im able to love properly or if it's even possible to love me like that.

I just want someone.

I want someone to love me.

I yearn for love.

Wanna be nosy. . . here's your chance

0: Height

1: Virgin?

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What your last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything

oh if i speak. if i say what’s truly on my mind…

violently making out where we just are so handsy and keep pulling eachother closer- hands in hair- grabbing clothing to get impossibility closer- whining and groaning getting all our frustration and anger out ending up finishing covered in love marks bite marks scratches panting and absolutely pleased with ourselves

just a handy guide to Good Omens 101 😇😈 (x)