I Want To *remembers Suicide Jokes Are Bad For My Mental Health* Break Free

The Beta Reader

by Caedmon

Crowley has written an autobiography and asked Aziraphale to be the beta reader. But is there more tucked between the pages than just a highly sensationalized version of events?

Words: 1390, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens)

Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)

Additional Tags: Fluff, Established Relationship, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Declarations Of Love, Attempt at Humor

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/36588898

shout out being a puppyboy

that shit is awesome

tboys LOVE to tell their friends they're going to sleep then minutes later they're ass up face down panting into their mattress with their fingers knuckle deep inside their cunt:/

oh if i speak. if i say what’s truly on my mind…

Need a boy that's casually affectionate. Need a boy that's never afraid to message you first, to be the one to ask to hang out. Who makes gifts for you, who reaches for your hand on walks, who compliments you unprompted. A boy who would never let you forget that he loves you back, that he loves you just as much as you love him. Need a boy who doesn't need the affection wrung out of him like a damp towel. A love that doesn't feel one-sided, even when it's not because even if he says he loves you back every time if you left him any space he'd never even try to fill it. Need a boy that doesn't make you feel forgettable

what if I was hard in my briefs and you were hard in your briefs and you straddled my waist and moaned while you rubbed them together

I yearn for a boyfriend. I yearn for romance, which at the same time is also friendship. I yearn for a deep connection with another human being that no one but us can understand, a connection that can't be put into words.

I yearn for those late night deep talks. Tell me what you're feeling, what's affecting you, and all the things you regret not doing. I'll tell you what im struggling with, what used to be, and what im scared of. While we hold each other, talking about anything and everything without fear of judgement. I want someone to understand me and someone I can understand.

I yearn to be near him, to touch and feel him, to feel his touch. I wish we could meet every day and do stupid shit together. He'll show me his favourite places, and I'll show him mine. We'd go on stupid little dates, have picnics, explore the woods together.

I want someone I can love hard. Someone I can love passionatley and obsessively. Not the toxic-obsessive kind of love. I want pure and raw emotions, rough touch, bite marks, honesty, and unyielding affection. All of that willingly from both sides. I want someone I can make gifts to, someone I can hold and touch, someone I can whisper sweet words to, someone I can just sit in silence with. I want to cook for him so we can have dinner together while he tells me about his day, and I'll listen.

Im bad at putting my emotions into words, I will never be able to express all the weird things im feeling by transforming them into words. But writing this down might help.

I dont know if im asking for too much, if im too needy or too picky. I dont even know if im able to love properly or if it's even possible to love me like that.

I just want someone.

I want someone to love me.

I yearn for love.

Daisuke’s canon voice….dont talk to me…

our yimpy